In the evening, Sun Quan left the studio and returned home, where the huge villa was empty, and there was no sound except for his own footsteps.

His wife, children, nanny and others are all in the magic capital, and this time he went back to M City alone, and the home was so deserted.

For a while, he was really a little uncomfortable, as if he had returned to the single state before his rebirth, the difference was that at that time, he lived in a rented house, and the conditions were much worse than the villa in front of him in all aspects.

But the feeling of loneliness in my heart is similar.

Walking into the hall of the villa and squinting around, he missed his wife and children a little.

He hadn't eaten tonight, in fact, he could have stayed in the studio and ate with everyone, but he came back on an empty stomach, not because the food in the studio was too bad, or because he didn't want to eat work meals there.

Walked into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, there were indeed some ingredients in it, the vegetables in the fresh-keeping area were not fresh, he grabbed them and threw them into the trash can next to him, the meat and dumplings in the freezing area below, soup balls or something, it was no problem, they could be eaten, but the premise was that he needed to do it himself, turning them from ingredients into food.

When you are alone at home, you will become lazy.

No, he reached out and took out a bag of beef, thought about it, put it in again, took out a bag of dumplings, sighed lightly, threw it back again, closed the refrigerator door casually, he walked to the sink, turned on the faucet and washed his hands, he was lazy and didn't want to make food himself.

Although he is quite good at cooking himself.

Looking up at the scenery outside the kitchen window, he turned off the faucet casually, pulled over a clean rag to wipe the water stains on his hands, and took out his mobile phone to dial Dong Chuan's phone.

"Hey, Boss Sun, why did you remember to call my brother today? ”

Dong Chuan's grinning voice came from the phone, as well as the roar of the range hood.

Sun Quan smiled slightly wryly, "Are you cooking?"

Dong Chuan: "Heh, what you asked, if I'm not cooking now, are you going to fire me?"

The corners of Sun Quan's mouth raised slightly, "Yes! This is called a telephone check, are you afraid?"

Dong Chuan: "Mmmm, I'm scared, I'm afraid!How about it?

Sun Quan turned around and walked out of the kitchen, "Well, that's it!

Dong Chuan: "Hey, wait! What the hell are you calling me, you say!"

"Didn't you just say that?

Sun Quan replied with a smile.

Dong Chuan: "......"

After a few seconds of dumbness, Dong Chuan: "Okay, okay! If you don't want to say it, forget it, then be it! When you want to say it, call me again!"

Sun Quan: "Well, okay!

"Bye!"

At the end of the call, Sun Quan looked at his phone, his expression was a little helpless, he originally wanted to call Dong Chuan to go out to eat and drink together.

After all, they are college classmates and roommates, and they have a good relationship.

He originally wanted to call the shift leader Kuang Longfei, but Dong Chuan was busy now, and Kuang Longfei estimated that he didn't have time, so he simply didn't call Kuang Longfei.

Coming out of the kitchen, through the dining room and living room, he walked out of the villa alone, drove the Jetta parked outside the courtyard gate, left the villa area, and went straight to the city.

In the urban area, there are currently many of his shops, in addition to the yellow stewed chicken shop, there is also a fisherman's wharf, which is a Chinese restaurant that mainly opens up river fish, but he did not go to any of the restaurants under his name tonight, but found a hot pot restaurant, ordered a red soup pot bottom by himself, ordered a bunch of dishes, and asked for a few cans of Wang Laoji, which is a table near the window on the second floor, he eats and drinks alone, like a lonely dog.

Compared to the other tables in this store, he is very deserted here.

There were at least two people at the other tables, and he was the only one here, a bit like a lonely single dog mixed in with a group of carnival crowds.

It's been a long time since he's eaten hot pot with such a person.

Before he was reborn, this kind of experience was quite rich, and every time he fell out of love, he liked to find a hot pot restaurant to order a pair of food and drink, and enjoy it alone.

Enjoy the food alone, but also enjoy the loneliness in your heart.

Just now he drove to the city, and suddenly wanted to relive such days, and at this time he found some of the feeling of eating hot pot like this before, that lonely state of mind.

A lot of people are afraid of loneliness, afraid of loneliness, and at this point, he is probably a little abnormal.

Why?

He likes to savor every state of mind in his life, when he is happy and when he is lonely......

When various states of mind are noticed by him, he likes to immerse himself for a while and is not in a hurry to get out of that state, because when each different state of mind appears, he can always understand some principles of life and writing, a bit like the kind of experience life that traditional writers like to say.

has experienced a lot of various moods, and the characters with various personalities in his pen are getting better and better, at least he thinks so.

is also for this reason, every time he was dumped by the female ticket before rebirth, although he felt a little lost and regretful in his heart, he was not panicked at all, let alone depressed and desperate.

On the contrary, he was a little happy and grateful.

I'm glad that I can experience the state of mind of falling out of love again, and my ability to shape characters in writing should be improved a little more.

Therefore, he is grateful to the female ticket who once fell in love with him and broke up, after all, people have made him happy, and even breaking up can help him.

So, it seems a bit perverted?

Maybe it would be more accurate to put it...... It's a bit of a Q mentality.

Otherwise, what else can I do? People have already dumped him, do you want to cry and grab the earth to prove that you really loved?

Or do you pestering and harassing people again and again?

Why bother?

Why make things so ugly? Isn't it good to be chic?

Wouldn't it be nice to use that state of mind to savor life more and absorb a little bit of writing nourishment from it?

He is such a person, he can calmly face this kind of thing, after all, he has broken up many times, and he can already see it, and the future is still waiting for him in front of him! There are so many beauties all over the world, and many times of lovelorn experience have long told him that the next female ticket may be more beautiful, provided that he has to maintain a good attitude, don't make himself look bitter and hateful, and beauties are not interested in such men.

Sitting by the window, Sun Quan didn't eat quickly, but because of the season and the bottom of the red soup pot, his forehead was still sweating.

He took a tissue from time to time to wipe it, thinking about the previous female ticket, and he found several names of the former female ticket, and he couldn't remember it.

He only remembered what they looked like and the impression they left on him in bed.

However, the appearance of Yuan Shuiqing and his daughter Sun Jiexin always appeared in his mind.

This made him laugh a few times.

I thought: Lao Tzu is hopeless, and he has been locked in this life.

But he didn't immediately call or turn on his mobile phone video to contact Yuan Shuiqing, this night, he wanted to be alone.

People should always be quiet once in a while, think about their own life, look back on the past, summarize the gains and losses of their life, think about the present, and look forward to the future by the way.

He has no regrets about his past life now, including the days of hitting the street for more than ten years, as well as the female votes who came and went in his life, as well as those relatives, friends, classmates or strangers, who gave him ridicule and cold eyes.

In the past, he was reluctant to think about this, because every time he thought about it, he felt a little uncomfortable.

The unsatisfactory life will become an ant that eats one's heart.

And now......

Recalling the frustrated days in the past, the works that hit the streets, the ex-girlfriends who left him one by one, the cold eyes and ridicule, he only felt good.

If it weren't for those failed street hits, he wouldn't have learned how to write a book little by little, and he wouldn't have understood what readers like to read and what they don't like to read.

If it weren't for those ex-girlfriends who left him one by one...... He also doesn't know the correct posture for love, it is they who taught him how to get along with girls and love each other, and their departure is a spur to him, spurring him to work harder.

Before he was reborn, he had seen many men who had fallen out of love or divorced, and since then they have been in a state of collapse, and even the smile of the past has been lost.

For a period of time after he fell out of love for the first time, he was also like that, confused about life, and ...... to himself I'm not confident anymore.

But gradually, the tenacity in his bones was stimulated.

A female ticket is gone, and after a while, he looks for a better one.

As long as a better one can be found, it can prove that his ex-girlfriend dumped him blind......

Hehe, he knows that this is a naïve idea, but it feels good to really do it, for example, his ex-girlfriend is not tall, and after the breakup, he will find a tall one;

He uses this childish method to maintain his enthusiasm for life and love.

But this approach also has a big side effect.

This side effect is that her new girlfriend has almost higher requirements for her other half than his previous female ticket.

This side effect caused him to delay entering the palace of marriage.

For example, at the beginning, the reason why Wu Jing broke up with him was that his new book hit the street and his life was gone, Sun Quan once thought that if the new book didn't hit the street at that time, even if he could earn one or two thousand manuscript fees every month, Wu Jing should not break up with him at that time.

And then?

Someone broke up with him because he couldn't even afford a house in the town.

Someone broke up with him because he couldn't afford to buy a house in the county seat.

Some people broke up with him because they couldn't afford to buy a house in the county town, and they couldn't afford to give a bride price and other material conditions.

It's all a price!

He had thought more than once that if he was willing, if he made do with it, don't look for a beautiful and temperamental person, maybe he would have gotten married and had a baby.

Can......

He can see many things more thoroughly, but only in the choice of female tickets, he is always so superficial, and his eyes are always attracted by women with good looks, good figures, and good temperament.

If he hadn't been reborn, maybe n years later, he would still be repeating the fate of being dumped by the female ticket.

Unless one day he can read several books in a row and stabilize more than 10,000 months.

"Sun Quan?"

Sun Quan, who was immersed in his memories, was suddenly interrupted by a voice next to him.

It's a woman's voice.

He subconsciously turned his face to look, and it turned out to be Tang Xin, who he hadn't seen for a long time, and the sister of Kuang Longfei's ex-girlfriend Tang Tang.

"Oh, it's you, and you're having dinner with friends?"

Sun Quan smiled and raised his hand to say hello, Tang Xin in front of him was more ...... than a few years ago has matured a lot, but she hasn't gotten taller, but her cheeks are a little plump, a pair of white jeans, a white shirt with small lapels, a pair of black high heels on her feet, and a black satchel in her hand.

Under the backdrop of these fat and thin women, Tang Xin looks particularly youthful, like a red flower set off by two green leaves.

Tang Xin smiled and nodded, looked at the empty seat opposite Sun Quan, and asked curiously, "Are you alone?"

While she asked, the two women beside her were looking at Sun Quan curiously, both with polite and reserved smiles on their faces.

How so?

It is said that "living in the body, nourishing and moving qi", the improvement of everyone's living conditions often brings about changes in body shape and temperament.

In 06, when Sun Quan first met Tang Xin, Tang Xin was still a little girl who had just entered college, and Tang Xin was a little interesting to him at that time, but he had always suspected that people had just entered college, and his three views had not yet been finalized, and he was not interested in growing up with her, and he had not accepted all kinds of hints from her.

At that time, Tang Xin was more than youthful, immature enough, and slightly childish.

Similarly, Sun Quan at that time was also thin, except that he seemed more mature than his peers, but his temperament was not good.

And now?

Tang Xin has matured and become more beautiful, why hasn't his grandson changed?

If you only use fat and thin to describe it, he has become fat, but in fact, he has only become no longer thin, and his temperament is very different from before.

He didn't deliberately pretend, but Bigg was self-contained.

This young woman's eyes are so poisonous!

The two female companions beside Tang Xin, at the first glance of Sun Quan, realized that this guy must be rich, and the leather bag in his hand was worth a lot of money when he looked at it.

And women, especially young women, when they see rich people, unless they have confidence, they will immediately be timid.

"Well, no! I'm alone. These two are your friends?"

Sun Quan replied with a smile, asked by the way, and looked at the faces and bodies of the two women, one fat and one thin, these two women were about the same age as Tang Xin, the thin one seemed to be a few years older, and the face was above the level, the thin one was not very thin, and the fat one was not very fat, but compared with Tang Xin's well-proportioned figure, one of the two women looked thin and the other looked fat.

Tang Xin nodded and stretched out his hand to introduce: "They are all my colleagues, we just got off work, so we made an appointment to eat hot pot together." ”

The two women kept a reserved smile and nodded to Sun Quan.

Sun Quan nodded in response and asked with a smile, "Oh, you haven't eaten yet?"

Tang Xin: "Well, we just came!"