Zhao Qiming opened his eyes again It was already night, looking at the young man standing in front of his bed, he blurted out, "What time is it, is it time to eat?"

There was a scar on his face, and the white young man with a middle point said with a smile, "At five o'clock in the afternoon, there is no food in the cafeteria, are you still going to the poetry club activities in the evening?"

Zhao Qiming rubbed his eyes, dispelled the sleepiness, looked at the dormitory and only left himself and the young man, thought about the poetry club activities in the evening, and said with a smile, "Go, wait for me, I haven't eaten for a day, I'll make noodles." ”

Li Tian shook his head indifferently and said, "Okay, you hurry up." Zhao Qiming soaked his noodles, looked at the young man who was practicing dribbling with a basketball on the side, and said, "You have been participating in the poetry club for half a year, when do you plan to confess to Tang Xue." ”

Li Tian showed a mysterious smile and said, "You'll know when the time comes, and I'll tell you in a few days, I still have to rely on your help." Zhao Qiming smiled and said, "Okay, just say it when the time comes." ”

Zhao Qiming looked at the slightly empty room, and asked casually, "Where did the four of them go?" Li Tian said disgustedly, "It's not the same as before, Fu Biao went to the old professor's house, Wang Yiming accompanied his girlfriend, and this guy said that he wouldn't come back at night,, the good cabbage was arched by the pigs, Liu Shuang went to practice singing, and Wang Lu went to the Internet café to surf the Internet, and it is estimated that he will not come back tonight." ”

Zhao Qiming ignored Li Tian's envy, jealousy and hatred for Wang Yiming, quickly finished eating instant noodles, and said, "I'm done eating, let's go." Li Tian threw the ball under the bed and walked out with Zhao Qiming.

When the two came to the poetry club, there were already more than a dozen people sitting in the room at this time, because tomorrow was the Mid-Autumn Festival, and there were not many people who came to participate in the event, the two just walked to the door, Li Tian looked at a long-haired girl sitting by the window, threw Zhao Qiming a "you know" look, patted him on the shoulder, and left Zhao Qiming and walked in alone.

Zhao Qiming ignored Li Tian's obscenity, his eyes swept around the classroom, and he saw a girl with a ponytail and waist sitting upright on a stool and talking and laughing with her classmates next to her, he walked straight over and said with a smile, "Beauty, is there anyone in the seat next to you?"

Liu Shishi looked at him with a smile and didn't speak, and at this time, Li Xue, a freckled girl sitting next to Liu Shishi, said to Zhao Qiming with disgust, "Zhao Qiming, your accosting behavior is so bad." ”

Zhao Qiming smiled "hehe" and sat down directly without speaking. As Zhao Qiming sat down, Li Xue pulled Zhao Qiming to chat again, ignoring Zhao Qiming.

Zhao Qiming was happy, looking at the girl in front of him who he had a crush on for four years, he didn't imagine any shyness to confess and be rejected to meet again, only a heart "bang" kept beating, at this moment he found that it was not so easy for him to persuade himself to give up.

But nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory, not to mention love, I smiled bitterly in my heart to comfort myself. With the sound of "quiet", Zhao Qiming came back to his senses, he peeked at Liu Shishi and found that she didn't notice him, and he was both happy and sad in his heart.

Soon entered the boring poetry tasting activity, and everyone read "When You Are Old" or waited for the end of the event.

With the end of the last sentence "How to hide your face among the stars", the poetry club activity also went to the last event, and the host Fu Pei said in a non-standard broadcast tone, "Let's enter the last activity, do you want to share the poems you wrote, or the group that doesn't share the old rules needs to be punished, who will come first." ”

As Fu Pei finished speaking, one group after another began to share, even Li Tian shared a ridiculous limerick poem, which caused the audience to laugh, and soon it was Zhao Qiming's turn to be the group, Zhao Qiming looked at Liu Shishi and Li Xue, and said in a low voice, "I recently wrote a poem and shared it with everyone." ”

Facing Li Xue's suspicious gaze, as if to tell him that you don't want to be embarrassed like Li Tian, we can't afford to lose this person, Zhao Qiming smiled at Liu Shishi and Li Xue, looked at everyone, and said in a low voice, "This poem is called "For You"

A simple teahouse, you in front of you with a simple gaze are all I like

Your beard, the tossing and turning of your face last night made me sad

What I want to bring to you, all the way has been almost lost

In addition to the withering spring colors outside the window

After meeting you, you love people non-stop, one after the other

I don't have the right to be jealous, so I can only run away again and again

So I've been living to wait for your twilight

Wait for the crowd to disperse, for the flame of your soul to turn to ashes

I love you. I want to hold you

Liu Shishi listened intently to the poems blurted out by Zhao Qiming, from casual to attentive, looking at Zhao Qiming looking at herself with burning eyes, she was sure that this poem was written by Zhao Qiming for her, but she didn't blame Zhao Qiming for showing his heart naked in front of everyone that he might not be able to get off the stage, but there was a kind of resonance, you Zhao Qiming loved himself but couldn't, how could he not, you Zhao Qiming at least confessed to the person he liked, but he didn't even dare to confess, he only dared to like it secretly.

Hold your flesh that has been eroded in the world

I forgive you for hurting me again and again for their sake

Zhao Qiming looked at Liu Shishi while reading the poem, looked at Liu Shishi's erratic gaze, and recalled the picture of his confession being rejected in his mind, it was an afternoon, the two were sitting in the shade of a tree in the park, there was no one around, he held a bouquet of carefully prepared roses in his hand, plucked up the courage and said to Liu Shishi nervously, "Shishi, I like you, can you agree to be my girlfriend?" Liu Shishi looked at her swollen and flushed face, no excitement or displeasure, sighed, and said calmly and plainly" I'm sorry, Keiming, I can't promise you, I already have someone I like, and we can continue to be friends if you want. ”

Although Zhao Qiming already had a premonition in his heart, he didn't expect that he would lose to someone he had never met, although he was extremely unwilling, he didn't turn around and leave, but found a clumsy reason for himself and Liu Shishi, and said with an embarrassed smile, "It's okay, Shishi, I just lost the game last night, accept the punishment, and their group of people punish me for confessing to you." ”

After listening to Zhao Qiming's words, Liu Shishi smiled and said, "It's okay, let's go." The two left the park one after the other.

In the past life and this life, twenty years have passed, but at this moment, Zhao Qiming remembers everything that happened yesterday so clearly, his heart is faintly painful, his low voice suddenly raised and shouted, "Because I love you, I have also had the prime of desire, and I have had many nights when my body and mind are broken, but I have never exiled myself, I want my body to be as clean as my heart."

Only in this way can he vent the pain in his heart, paused, Zhao Qiming continued to shout loudly, "Despite this, it is not to see you", the aftermath did not fall, the two looked at each other, with tears in their eyes, and were speechless, at this moment, everything in the previous life dissipated in the wind with Zhao Qiming's loud shout, and from this moment on, he Zhao Qiming was a good man again.

Looking away from Liu Shishi's face, Zhao Qiming said lightly, "My poem is shared." Immediately thunderous applause, mixed with a few sobs.

Applauding mechanically, Liu Shishi looked at Zhao Qiming's well-defined face, which looked a little like Edison Chen, and lost her mind for a moment, she felt that she was missing a piece in her heart at this moment, and she could never come back, she secretly greedy like it disappeared, leaving her to wait alone in the dark, lonely, and without an expiration date.

All sentient beings in the world are suffering.