Chapter 65: A Difficult Choice
Looking back and thinking about it carefully, Lei Tianzi felt that Zhirao was very mysterious, the two of them were already estranged, and they didn't care about each other, and he couldn't figure out what special abilities Zhirao had in addition to the cultivation realm.
Unknowingly after a month in the Penglai Continent, Lei Tianzi wanted to return to the Forbidden City, after all, the holiday was almost coming, and if he didn't go back, he would be expelled.
After finding Su Qingmu and discussing it, Su Qingmu decided to go back with Lei Tianzi, but Su Tingwen wanted to stay in Penglai Continent.
Now Su Tingwen has become a 'missing person' on the earth, and he can't show his face in any public place, and he faces a lot of problems after going back, and the use of force can't solve all the troubles, so he decided to take Zhiwu and a few people to continue to beg for the great cause, and he was reluctant to let go after tasting the sweetness.
Lei Tianzi disagreed, and said to Su Tingwen: "I will only give you a month, and I will come to you after a month, you have to cultivate your own team, and you can't use my people like this." ”
"It's also true, there won't be much of a mistake in timing. Su Tingwen agreed, there were already two children who were halfway to be accommodated by his side, and they were being trained, and they should be able to beg in another month.
The Su family's father and son can only rely on Lei Tianzi to enter and leave the Penglai Continent, they don't know where the Penglai Continent is, and they don't dare to offend Lei Tianzi.
In this way, only Su Tingwen was left in the Penglai Continent, and Lei Tianzi took Su Qingmu and others back to the Forbidden City in the Forbidden City, and then released everyone, but left Taikong and the other three people in the Liwu space, urging them to seize the time to retreat and cultivate, in fact, they didn't want them to know the existence of the earth, although these three also belonged to their own people, Lei Tianzi still left a hand, and no one could say what would happen in the future, anyway, he was not harming the interests of Taikong Duren, but he was just hiding something.
Originally, he wanted to leave Zhirao in the Liwu space, but Zhirao didn't listen to him, Lei Tianzi was not Zhirao's opponent, so he had to pretend to be deaf and dumb in front of Zhirao, what reassured him was that Zhirao was still quiet so far, and he didn't do anything too out of line, at least not the kind of demon cultivator who loves to kill, Lei Tianzi secretly rejoiced.
After returning to the Forbidden City, Lei Tianzi immediately devoted himself to the 9-to-5 office workers, strictly speaking, he still has a certain amount of free space, the three-hour consultation time in the morning is destined to be relatively busy, and in the afternoon there is nothing to do except for surgery, other doctors need to study, prepare for exams, exchange medical skills, etc., Lei Tianzi is like a lone ranger, coming and going in a hurry, not interacting with other people at all, not that he is too high, but he needs to think, The knowledge of preparation is beyond the accumulation of culture on the earth, and as for those skills that cure diseases and save people, in a word, it is too simple.
Taikong Du and the others stayed in the Liwu space for a few days, the time was too long, and it was not a thing, especially since they had no plans to retreat for the time being, and they all asked to come out to breathe, Lei Tianzi also felt that being placed in the Liwu space was equivalent to being imprisoned in disguise, so he said to them: "As long as you don't make trouble, be honest, and don't add trouble to this planet, I also welcome you to come to the earth as guests." ”
After saying these words, Lei Tianzi suddenly thought of a question, he didn't think of it before, forget it, once he thought about it, a lot of uneasy emotions began to pour out in his heart, that is, since he was the lord of the star field before, he must have a family member, subordinates and loyal servants, why can't he remember it at all?
This is explained in medical terms called "selective memory lapses".
Then the question is even bigger, under what conditions did Lei Tianzi end up with a memory loss? What was there in the Lei Tianxing Domain that threatened him or was he beyond the height of death and had to be forgotten?
If it's memory loss caused by a serious injury traversal, the question is simple, what if not?
This kind of thinking made Lei Tianzi fall into a strange circle of anxiety and restlessness, sometimes worried, sometimes manic, and for the first time there was a shadow of gain and loss.
There is an irrepressible escape psychology for returning to the Thunder Sky Star Domain.
His idea stems from the fear that the three of them will cause damage to the earth, and by deduction, it is actually a sense of belonging to the earth, and worry is actually an expression of feelings, if you don't love, why worry?
If there is love, then there is concern and attachment.
Lei Tianzi is not a cold-blooded person, his iron-blooded ruthlessness to the enemy is actually a kind of love, love for himself and his own people, how ruthless he is to the enemy, how deep his love for his own people.
After all, the mind is an unanswered mystery, buried deep and undiscovered.
This time she came back to work from vacation and did not give Xie Yuxian a gift, she gave Lei Tianzi countless calls during this period, an average of five times a day, but Lei Tianzi was not on the earth, and it was impossible to receive an electronic signal.
Xie Yuxian must have an idea in her heart, she imagined all the misfortunes she could think of, and then magnified them to the level of infinite danger, and then worried about him day and night, if he never came back from now on, there were still many things to say to him, but she didn't have time to say it.
Countless bad thoughts have accumulated into a chronic disease that is difficult to get rid of, entangled in Xie Yuxian's heart, but fortunately, there is no news from Lei Tianzi's driver Hu Hu and secretary Yuan Li, and the possibility of Lei Tianzi dying of a sudden illness can be ruled out.
Lei Tianzi was very busy after returning to work, ignoring Xie Yuxian's emotions, before the first day of work, Xie Yuxian stared at him for an hour, and found that Lei Tianzi still didn't react, and finally couldn't help but knock on the table vigorously, and said angrily: "Aren't you going to give me an explanation?"
"What explanation?" Lei Tianzi was still thinking about such a big question as his fate, and his tone was a little impatient.
"Okay! You're so good!" Xie Yuxian stood up, his eyes were like sharp blades piercing Lei Tianzi, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Since you don't plan to give me an explanation, then I'll give you an answer, and it's over between us." ”
Only then did Lei Tianzi notice that Xie Yuxian's emotions were too excited, and he frowned tightly and said, "I'm very busy, if you have something to say, just say it!"
"It's over, it means that you are a pig, a pig who can't pull out after arching the cabbage. After Xie Yuxian finished speaking, tears fell down her eyes.
Lei Tianzi is not a fool, and finally understood that Xie Yuxian may have blamed him, sighed and said: "I always believe that what people pay attention to is a matter of fate, and if they are together, they will be separated if they are not together." ”
After speaking, he completely ignored Xie Yuxian's feelings, turned around and left, in this case, it was not that he was ruthless, he really didn't have time and need to explain clearly, when he gave Xie Yuxian the substance, he didn't explain it clearly, it was now more than a month without news, and there was no need to explain so much, the fundamental reason was that Lei Tianzi didn't know how to explain.
After Xie Yuxian calmed down, she talked to Qiao Huiru and said a lot of heartfelt things, Qiao Huiru also scratched her head, she was not an emotional expert, her feelings were in a mess, and she couldn't give the teacher any ideas, so after thinking about it, she decided to make a decision for Lei Tianzi, and said: " Teacher Xie, if you really love Dr. Lei, then don't hesitate, don't hesitate, don't doubt anything, even if he is the worst, bastard, and most ruthless man in the world, you insist on loving him to the end of your head, if you can't do this, end this relationship as soon as possible! Dr. Lei is not worthy of your liking. ”
"You're right, the problem is that he probably doesn't have as much affection for me as I do for him. ”
Qiao Huiru couldn't help laughing and said: "Although I am not an expert in love, and my relationship is not happy, there is one thing I know very clearly, that is, how to measure the depth of feelings? I think, it's not, feelings are an abstract emotional expression, not even a wisp of smoke can not be compared, a wisp of smoke can still be seen, feelings are invisible, specifically manifested in a sentence, a phone call, a greeting, a gift, more often, less of a word, one less phone, or even one less meal, so there is a problem with feelings, in fact, this is not right, feelings are to pay the price, do not ask the other party to return you anything, you do yours, do everything you should do, I think, you do, he will definitely see, can feel, if you want to ask for him a watch, he gives you a diamond ring, you give him a hug, If he gives you a kiss, I think you should have broken off the connection, that's not feelings, it's not love, it's an equivalent exchange, it's an equal exchange, love, it's never equal, sometimes, love makes people desperate. ”
Xie Yuxian thought about it carefully and said, "I can't love that bastard for the rest of my life without regrets." ”
Qiao Huiru smiled and said: "You're right, he is a bastard sometimes, but this bastard is different from those scumbag bastards, what you see is only the tip of the iceberg, and you don't know enough about it, since you haven't fallen deeply, it's a kind of happiness to pull out your legs and leave." ”
Qiao Huiru did not deal with Xie Yuxian's relationship problems by killing or slandering, but chose to observe like Lei Tianzi, if Xie Yuxian is suitable for Lei Tianzi, then she will consider development and appropriately reveal some secrets, if Xie Yuxian chooses another direction, the circle with Lei Tianzi will be wrong.
If you don't join Lei Tianzi's circle, it's not that you can't find happiness, being an ordinary mortal, reduced to being busy for firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, there will be quarrels and cold wars, that doesn't mean unhappy, following Lei Tianzi, experiencing danger every day, fighting, fighting, it's not all bad, the excitement of the alien planet is different from the earthlings, Qiao Huiru has seen these things, she has a lifespan of three hundred years, and she is destined to live longer than many people, and has surpassed the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of mortals.
Xie Yuxian, who was full of knots, finally chose to leave, and the method she took was to transfer out of the Forbidden City's Kangyu Hospital, and found a new job in another hospital.
Xie Yuxian's resignation procedures were handled very quickly, she packed up her things and left within a day, and she took away her personal belongings after Lei Tianzi got off work, and after leaving, Xie Yuxian never contacted Lei Tianzi again, but talked to Qiao Huiru on the phone from time to time.
Lei Tianzi has been very busy recently, mainly to make a break with the earth, the first is to meet the personnel, bring Jiang Yuehan into the circle of immortal cultivators as soon as possible, and let her leave the showbiz.
The second is in terms of resources, the spiritual herb elixir planted in Qiao's hometown must also accumulate a certain amount, which is the foundation for him to gain a foothold in the starry sky in the future.
In Lei Tianzi's plan, due to the emergence of the Ancient Number Continent and the Penglai Continent, great changes have taken place, he originally wanted to enter the starry sky with the ability to fly during the cultivation to the solid foundation period, and then find a way to the vast star field, in the past three years, Lei Tianzi has entered and exited the two continents of the Immortal Cultivation Realm several times, and learned the news of the Immortal Alliance envoy, originally planned to leave with the Immortal Alliance envoy, this road is not too safe, once betrayed by the black-hearted envoy, it is also a problem.
Therefore, during this time, Lei Tianzi needs to make other preparations, and it is best to find a safe way.
Compared with the two people in the immortal cultivation realm who are connected to the earth, Lei Tianzi still has a very big advantage, that is, he knows more about the starry sky than most people, and many secrets are unknown to others.