After all these years of being ruthlessly beaten by society, Wang Shen's state of mind has already changed.

If it was placed in the past, in the face of Tian Xinyi's plea, he would inevitably be soft-hearted and would inevitably choose to start over.

Because, no matter how you say it, Tian Xinyi is also the person he once loved, and it is also the person he told himself to cherish for the rest of his life.

That feeling is there, and it can't be wiped out or forgotten.

In junior high school, many students would use their free time after studying to hook up with girls or play games.

Wang Shen still remembers that his tablemate in junior high school talked about a little girlfriend in the class.

The two sat at the front and back tables, and when the teacher was in class, the thrill-seekers reached under the table to hook up and hold each other.

Interesting?

At that young age, under that novel and exciting psychology, it is indeed interesting.

But Wang Shen has never seen those things, let alone acted on them, he has only one mind.

Practice your voice and become a singer.

When I was in high school, a lot of classmates fell in love.

Since it is a county high school, students come from various towns and villages throughout the county, so except for the county locals, other students need to live on campus.

Some people don't want to live on campus, so they will rent a house outside.

Therefore, many students who fall in love will live together outside of school and live a life without shame.

And those who live on campus, some will also go to open a house.

After all, in today's modern information society, many people are exposed to a lot of things at a very young age.

In this way, precocious maturity is inevitable.

Of course, none of that matters.

The important thing is that no matter what other students do, Wang Shen sits in the corner of the back row every day and attends classes like a transparent person.

After school, I went to practice my voice, and I went to practice.

Then, he went to Py Entertainment to become a trainee and embarked on the road of becoming a singer.

To be honest, if you ask Wang Shen now, which high school classmates does he remember?

It can be said quite bluntly that except for a few who he is quite familiar with on weekdays, the others have basically been forgotten.

Not to mention that so many years have passed, let's just say that back then, Wang Shen, who was a transparent person, also had many classmates he didn't know.

Because, many people, he has never spoken a word with him.

Despise the chain, others don't want to deal with him, a transparent person sitting in the back row.

And he has his own things every day, and he will not waste time and energy to do those things.

Of course, that's not the point.

The point is that Wang Shen has never been in love at that stage!

In other words, Tian Xinyi is his first love!

First love, as the name suggests, is the initial part of the germination of human love.

It can be said that it is a human being who has tasted "love" for the first time.

When a person likes another person, he doesn't have to love her, but his love for her is unique and cannot be easily replaced by others.

First love is the first blooming flower in life, as beautiful as the rising sun.

A person who is physically and mentally able-bodied, in all fairness, who hasn't had fond memories of their first love as a teenager?

In other words, first love is the purest and most sincere affection that arises on the basis of the natural attraction of the opposite sex, and it does not contain any distractions. This kind of love is unconscious, but sincere, very emotional, it does not take into account all kinds of social factors, and it is the most natural love between the sexes.

First love is unforgettable, it is simple love, pure love. Some people will fight to the end for their first love, but some people are forced to leave.

In fact, after all, it is a feeling that cannot be let go.

Looking at the world of all kinds of things, everyone will uncontrollably recall their first love.

Will Wang Shen forget?

Won't Wang Shen recall?

Unless he suffers from amnesia, he will definitely not forget, and he will definitely not not recall.

It's just that it's one thing to remember, it's another thing to be sentimental, and it's another thing to be unforgettable.

No matter what it is, no matter what you forget, no matter if you regret it or not, it doesn't mean that you will choose to start over.

Regret is regret, sentimentality is sentimentality.

But, so what?

It's gone, it's gone.

Unless there are special circumstances, unless the heart is completely loosened, Wang Shen will not go back.

It's like falling in love.

Wang Shen either doesn't say break up, but says break up, that's gameover.

It's impossible to get back together!

Wang Shen admitted that he really couldn't forget that relationship in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't have come to this place full of memories.

It's just that if you can't forget it, it doesn't mean that you will choose to start over.

There are some things that have passed, and the heart is cold, so there is no need to dwell on them anymore.

I have to admit that time is a good thing.

When they just parted ways, no matter how much damage they suffered, deep down in their hearts, they were still reluctant.

Now, time has worn away that reluctance.

The rest is just memories.

Memories of first love.

I fell in love with a girl for the first time, and I tried my best to give everything for her memories.

......

It was late at night when he returned home, the second elder and his daughter Wang Xiaoying had already fallen asleep, and Wang Shen was sitting on the sofa in the living room in a slightly dull mood, motionless as if he was thinking about something.

"Alas!"

He sighed softly, got up to wash, and then went back to his room to rest.

In the blink of an eye, it was the second day.

The first thing Wang Shen did when he got up, glanced at his mobile phone, and was surprised to find that there were a lot of unread WeChat messages on the homepage of his mobile phone, so he subconsciously clicked on the screen to watch.

Yang Xiaoyu: "??? hehe, Mr. Wang had a private meeting with a mysterious woman in a certain community late at night, and the woman cried with pear blossoms and rain, is this a moral degradation or the sorrow of human nature?

Lin Xun'er: "Hmph, Mr. Wang, I didn't expect you to be such a person. Finally, is that mysterious woman your underground girlfriend? quarreled, broke up, or what? Did you see that you should make a bet of 3 billion, and did you run away ahead of schedule?"

Wang Ya: "Teacher Wang, the pictures exposed on the Internet are not only the side face, but also not clear, can you send a frontal photo to satisfy my curiosity? hehe~"

Fan Wenwen: "Little brother, at first I thought you dumped the mysterious woman, but then with the emergence of new revelations, it was explained that the woman cried into tears first, and then met you again, and instantly fell into your arms." This..... What does it mean? Teacher Wang, is it true that you hooked up with a certain young woman as rumored? It happened that when the little young woman's feelings were conflicting, you appeared there to comfort other people's hearts? Mmmm? I didn't expect it, Teacher Wang, it turns out that you are so good. You like this tone, you said it earlier. It's okay for people, they also have boyfriends before, and their ex-boyfriends have been calling to beg them to get back together. You like this tune, people can talk to your ex-boyfriend on the phone while being scum by you...."

Wen Wanshu: "Tian Xinyi, how about getting back together with you?"

.....

....

Wang Shen saw a lot of messages sent by people on WeChat, and already knew that the meeting with Tian Xinyi last night had been exposed.

In this regard, Wang Shen was not too surprised, after all, he looked at the man with kidney deficiency last night.

Although he did not admit the other party's questioning, it was obvious that the other party was not a bad writer.

In addition, the timing of the appearance happened to destroy the person's behavior of pestering Tian Xinyi, and it was bound to be unhappy.

Since it is unpleasant, there will naturally be revenge.

So the question is: From the perspective of a man with kidney deficiency, the other party is Wang Shen, how to retaliate?

It can only be exposure.

Besides, even if you don't retaliate, when you encounter this kind of thing, in order to show off and pretend to be compared, you will also choose to be exposed.

Of course, the initiator of the exposure may not be a man with kidney deficiency.

In that kind of place, there are many possibilities for exposure.

Nowadays, no matter how it is exposed, it doesn't matter anymore.

After all, it has already happened, and all that can be done is to act according to the situation.

Because, some exposure, under the rhythm of the media or the water army, can say that the white is black, and the black is innocent.

Don't look at it, it's just an exposure incident of Wang Shenshen's meeting with a mysterious woman at night.

Under the operation of many big hands, it can become all kinds of incredible news.

For example, now, Wang Shen's rhythm has been overwhelming.

A picture at the beginning, the content is all up to the editor, how to attract attention!

......

"Shocking news! Wang Shen had a private meeting with a mysterious woman at night, as if she was pregnant and had a fetus!"

"Wang Shen should have made a 3 billion gambling contract on the front foot, and a mysterious woman broke up with him on the back foot. ”

"Wang Shen is suspected of keeping a young woman!"

Wang Shen kept a married woman, caused her to become pregnant, and forced her to have an abortion. ”

Wang Shen's underground lover was exposed, and he seemed to be an actor in the entertainment industry. ”

"The character has collapsed! Wang Shen actually hooked up with a married woman!"

Wang Shen's girlfriend appeared, suspected of being a school teacher. ”

"Wang Shen ....."

......

Wang Shen rolled his eyes slightly with his mobile phone, and saw that it was full of all kinds of unrealistic lace news about him.

Anyway, all the unscrupulous media don't need to know whether the matter is true, and they don't verify the authenticity of the incident, they just need the news to be explosive and attractive enough.

The content is not enough, and the specific situation of Shenma is not known, so it is over.

"A picture at the beginning, the content is all made up, and you don't deceive me sincerely!"

Wang Shen saw that his meager homepage was already occupied by various related comments, so he published a blog post in response.

"Alas!"

After doing this, Wang Shen couldn't help but sigh tiredly, and then began to wash.

This morning, he needs to catch a plane, go to the filming location of Operation Red Sea to guide the shooting, and check the finished storyboard, and also need to take the shot back to his own Star Sky Technology Company for post-processing.

After doing that, he still needs to return to Jianghai to participate in the annual Golden Drama Festival.

That is, the most authoritative and grand Golden TV Drama Award Ceremony in the field of domestic TV dramas in China!

Under normal circumstances, Wang Shen would have to attend this award ceremony anyway.

Because he didn't go as an award presenter, but as a nominee.

And, he was nominated not only for Best Director, but also for Best Screenplay, Best Work, Best ....

Anyway, he has a lot of nominations.

Therefore, as long as it is not too unlucky, then he can get a prize back.

To be honest, in China, whether it is in the field of television or film, there are several award ceremonies.

However, the Golden Panda Award and the Golden TV Drama Award are recognized as the most authoritative awards in the field of film and television.

Therefore, even if there are more actresses and actresses and queens of other awards, they are not as high as the gold content of these two awards ceremonies that have won one award.

Obviously, Wang Shen was invited to all those award ceremonies, but Wang Shen was rejected.

How so?

The unspoken rules of the entertainment industry, there are too many black-box operations at those award ceremonies.

Wang Shen doesn't want to be tricked again and become a stepping stone for others to ascend to the top.

Therefore, he should refuse any unauthoritative award ceremony.

And awards ceremonies like the Golden Panda Award and the Golden TV Drama Award, which have the participation of relevant departments and have an authoritative reputation, will not be foolish and worried about smashing the signboard, there will be no obvious black-box operation.

It cannot be said that there is absolutely no black box operation, it can only be said that the range of operations that can be operated is very small.

It's like a competition between two similar works, and if you choose one of them to win, then your favorability and subjective consciousness will determine everything.

That's what it can do.

On the other hand, in other award ceremonies, the degree of shamelessness can award the best actor and actress to an artist who has no acting skills in front of everyone.

......

I went to the airport with my assistant Cheng Lu to take a plane, and when I was on the way, Cheng Lu finally couldn't help but gossip and asked, "Teacher Wang, who is the woman who cried in your arms last night?"

Hearing this, Wang Shen glanced sideways and responded: "What do you mean to cry in my arms? Which eye do you see crying in my arms?"

When Cheng Lu heard this, he blurted out a reply for no reason: "I saw it with both eyes!"

After finishing speaking, I realized that the tone was wrong, a little like the vinegar jar overturned, and hurriedly explained: "The photos uploaded on the Internet clearly show that the mysterious woman crying in your arms, not only my two eyes saw it, but also the eyes of countless netizens on the whole network." ”

When Wang Shen heard this, he was quite speechless, and said: "Listening to the wind is the rain, and seeing the mountains is the peak." After finishing speaking, he chuckled and said again, "I said that the person last night was not me, do you believe it?"

"I believe you're a ghost!" Cheng Lu pouted and snorted with disdain, "Teacher Wang, I didn't expect you to be such a person!"

"I did it, I didn't admit it!"

When Wang Shen heard this, he couldn't help but ask in surprise, "What do you say and don't admit it?" If you spread rumors like this again, I'm going to sue you for slander!"

"Slander?" Cheng Lu snorted disdainfully, "Teacher Wang, let me ask you." ”

"Did you show up in that neighborhood last night?"

"Is that man you?"

"Did that mysterious woman cry?"

"Did I fall into your arms?"

"Did I fall into your arms and cry?"

"Do you know that mysterious woman?"

"Do you have an ulterior relationship with her?"

"Did you drive the woman last night?"

"You...."

Cheng Lu crackled a series of soul questions, which instantly made Wang Shen's face black.

Because of these problems, it is really .....

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