Chapter 258, Hate!
Love cannot be exchanged equally.
How much you love me, I will cut a piece of my love back to you.
Love is the only one, it is exclusive, it is more and more love. It is indivisible and indivisible.
Lin Chuyi knew that Song Lang loved himself very much, even more than he loved himself. Because it's always been ...... She didn't take much care of herself. She lives for her parents and her younger brother, but she rarely thinks about personal emotions and gains and losses.
Now, she loves Jiang Lai.
I hope that Jiang Lai, who I love, can have a bright future.
Therefore, she could only refuse Song Lang, and could only say to him again, "You are a good person, but not someone I want to spend my life with".
But how can you open your mouth so easily?
In order to save himself and get himself out of the police station, Song Lang was hit into a vegetative state by a killer arranged by his father, and he had to bear the charge of a "smuggler" when his life and death were uncertain in the hospital......
I am sorry for him, and my parents and family are even more guilty of him.
As he said, he was reluctant to let himself know that he was sober because he didn't want to feel guilty...... But don't you feel guilty if you don't know?
If he doesn't appear in front of him alive for a day, his guilt will grow day by day. It's like a bank loan, if you don't repay it in time, you will owe more and more, and finally it will become a bottomless abyss.
How can such kindness, such guilt, be repaid?
Not to mention repayment, there will be another damage......
Lin Chuyi, who has always been straightforward and decisive, is a little unbearable.
"Do you want to say sorry again?" Song Lang saw that Lin Chuyi was stunned for a long time, but he didn't say a word, and said loudly: "You didn't do anything wrong. You, like me, are victims. ”
In order not to make Lin Chuyi embarrassed, he has already taken the initiative to help relieve the siege.
"Are we still friends?" Lin Chuyi asked aloud.
"Friend?" Song Lang pretended to be angry and said, "Friend, how can our relationship be just friends? We are "best friends", close friends, and childhood friends. How can it be just a friend? Lin Chuyi, you hurt my heart so much. I didn't expect my position in your heart to be so "superficial". ”
Song Lang is still the original Song Lang.
Song Lang is still the same Song Lang who is unscrupulous in front of his friends.
Perhaps, this is what he wants to see himself?
"You've lost weight, and you're looking better than before. Lin Chuyi also said teasingly.
Song Lang grinned and said, "Really?
"Nope. Lin Chuyi shook his head and said loudly: "You are not the one I like." ”
The words that had been suppressed in the bottom of their hearts just now could be said in such a playful and casual tone, which was a relief for both of them.
"Which one do you like? I can change it. ”
"The person I like is called Jiang Lai, you want to change it to this name?"
"I do, my dad has to break my leg. Song Lang said helplessly.
"You see, you are not required to dedicate yourself to love, you are not even willing to change your name..... How can such a man make a woman like you?" Lin Chuyi raised his eyebrows and said.
"I'd better find a woman who won't let me change my name. Song Lang said: "A woman who asks you to change your name and surname, she must not love you." I don't want to betray my family for a woman I don't like. ”
After finishing speaking, the two looked at each other and laughed, and their hearts were resolved.
Song Lang walked to the freezer and took out a bottle of Perrier, unscrewed it in front of Lin Chuyi, looked at Lin Chuyi and asked, "How are you doing with the one you like named Jiang Lai?"
"Same as before. Lin Chuyi said out loud.
"As soon as I opened my eyes, good fellow, there was a lot of news that he proposed to you. Can you imagine how much this hurt me?" Song Lang said with a smile, not at all "hurt", and said: "Since you like him so much, why don't you want to accept his marriage proposal......? Do you want to make up a whole number?"
"He proposed to me because he felt I needed a proposal right now. Lin Chuyi said out loud: "His thoughts are the same as your thoughts at the time, when I was detained, you felt that I needed warmth and care." Now, he proposes to me because he feels that I still need warmth and care, and that I need to be recognized....... He was afraid that I would be knocked down by gossip and didn't want me to look like I was alone. ”
"Isn't this exactly how he likes you?" asked Song Lang suspiciously.
"Yes. But it will carry a burden on me and make me feel ...... I owe him something, and I am the one who is sympathized. Lin Chuyi said out loud: "I want to accept his marriage proposal cleanly and easily after I have taken care of everything." Because of love, because of love, because of the desperate desire to live together and the expectation of future life...... And not because of anything else. ”
Song Lang sighed softly and said, "Lin Chuyi, you are still so proud. ”
"yes. Lin Chu nodded and said, "But I don't want to change." ”
"Don't change. Because only in this way is the glittering Lin Chuyi we like. Song Lang said with a smile: "I think, since he has proposed to you again and again, it proves that he is willing to accept everything from you." Everyone has strengths and weaknesses, and it is a living person when you mix them up...... He likes you as a person, and naturally includes your pride. ”
"Of course. Lin Chuyi raised his little face and said, "He is much prouder than me, and I don't dislike it." ”
“......”
This is the first long chat between the two after the fake of "Plum Wife and Crane", and it is also the first meeting between the two after Song Lang recovered. As before, they confessed their emotions to each other, telling each other about their troubles and problems.
This is the best state for friends to get along with.
Lin Chuyi was in a particularly good mood, he sold Shangmei to the world's antique auction giants, and got rid of the heavy burden on his body. The friend who was seriously injured because of himself and did not wake up also recovered and returned to her side again.
Now she is relaxed and comfortable, and she just wants to talk about a sweet and beautiful love.
Rejecting Song Lang's offer to invite them to dinner, Lin Chu said goodbye and left. Song Lang sent Lin Chuyi to the door of the restaurant, waved his hand and said, "Let Chi Xue arrange a dinner in a few days, and call Xiaotao and EVA to get together together." ”
"No problem. Lin Chuyi waved his hand and said, "I miss them too." ”
Until Lin Chuyi drove away, Song Lang still maintained a bright smile on his face.
He's also happy.
The knot between him and Lin Chuyi was untied, and they were still the closest friends.
Of course, they will never be lovers.
Because when you let go of yourself, that's the real giving up, the real ...... Completely lost this person.
Chi Xue walked up to Song Lang and said mockingly: "Wipe your saliva, it's about to fall to the ground." ”
Song Lang looked sideways at Chi Xue and said, "Jealous again?"
"Who is jealous? The whole world knows what you think about Lin Chuyi...... If I was jealous because of this, I would have suffered from osteoporosis a long time ago, and I am afraid that I would not even be able to stand up. Chi Xue pursed her lips and said out loud.
Song Lang looked at Chi Xue and said, "I want to eat braised pork at night." ”
"Okay, I'll let the kitchen cook it for you. ”
"No, I'm going to eat what you burned yourself. Song Lang said.
“.......”
When I was lying on the hospital bed, you held my hand and told me that when I came to my senses, you would cook for me every day, and you would give me whatever I wanted...... If you say it, it's just water that you spill out, and you can't do it if you don't want to admit it. ”
Chi Xue was shy, her face was as ruddy as rouge, and she asked suspiciously, "Weren't you unconscious at that time?"
"yes, that's weird. Why did you hear it?" Song Lang blinked and asked rhetorically.
"Nasty!"
Not far in front of them, a black sedan slowly started and chased in the direction that Lin Chuyi had just left.