Chapter 81: Engagement 2

"Look, my family is really a heartless person, and I don't even know that I like it, and I already like the lord of the white country. ”

"Father, I didn't, you are talking nonsense!"

"I didn't, I'm telling the truth!"

"Father!" I was so anxious that I was about to cry.

"Oh, it's a long time, okay, okay, the monarch won't say it. ”

Bai Jinnan looked at me with an unpredictable expression, and then his face was flat, and he looked down at the tea leaves in the cup and was silent.

"Come on, come on, drink!" Jun Father is a hearty person and is also very good at enlivening the atmosphere.

"Good. Bai Jinnan raised her eyes, didn't look at me, and really drank seriously with your father.

I looked down at the jade dishes, my heart was in a mess, in order to get rid of this messy emotion, I had to pretend that nothing had happened.

Because I want to marry to the Qilin Kingdom, after I get there, I will learn the etiquette over there, I don't have to take etiquette classes anymore, I was busy and idle, I have nothing to do all day, and I stay in the temple in a daze all day long.

I love watching the birds in the sky fly freely, and I envy their unrestrainedness. I really hope to be like them, to be able to fly freely in the sky, not to abide by the rules, and to live as I want......

Originally, I thought that those official ladies were canaries, but I was different from them and could live as I pleased, but now I have become a real canary......

Bai Jinnan, this name hovers in my heart all day long, I don't know what I think in my heart, to say that I am not as resistant to Bai Jinnan as Wei Lie, but I am inexplicably worried, depressed, thinking that if I marry in this life, I may never be free again, I am very unwilling, thousands of thoughts are entangled, I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out. I sighed, and I took out the piccolo and looked at it.

It's my belongings, I've had this little piccolo with me for as long as I can remember, and I asked my dad what it was, and he told me it was a gift from a distant uncle. Now it seems that what Daddy said at the beginning is probably false. This little piccolo is afraid that my father picked me up when he carried it, this flute is delicate, with a faint blue light, I like it very much, and I have worn it with me since I was a child.

This flute has been with me for 18 years, I have regarded it as an accessory, and I have never really played it, first, I can't, secondly, my original life did not have any sorrows, and I didn't need anything to sustenance, but now, I am full of sorrow and have nowhere to confide, it just so happens that I have also learned the instrument in the past six months, and I should be able to play this little piccolo.

I took the piccolo in my hand and looked at it, and finally put it to my mouth and played it gently, with the sorrow that I had nowhere to confide, I looked at the sky, and the sound of the flute was melodious and graceful, drifting away with my full sorrow......

The sky is cloudless, and this Shangxia country is like spring all year round. But no matter how good the place is, no matter how good the scenery is, it can't wipe out the desire for freedom in my heart, and my thoughts drift away, I think of my brother who is far away in the country, my father, my mother, and the master who has never been out of the valley, I wonder if they are okay now? I suddenly miss the days in the valley very much, carefree and free without heart and lungs......

"Long ......" Just as I was blowing, a male voice suddenly sounded in my ears, I turned my head in surprise, and saw Shu Nianli holding his hand against the jade pillar and looking at me leisurely.

"Brother?" Why did he suddenly come to Shang Xia? Why didn't I receive any news, and he appeared in front of me so suddenly?

"Are they treating you badly?Why do you look so depressed?" Shu Nianli looked at me, frowning slightly, "I haven't seen you for half a year, and you've lost a lot of weight......

I turned around and sat down at the table, and poured a cup of tea for myself and Shu Nianli, "Father and mother are very good to me, but I don't know why, I'm just unhappy, I miss my days in the imperial country, brother, I miss home, I want to go back......"

"It turns out that I am homesick, why don't you go and talk to your father and mother and take you back to Yuguo to live?" Shu Nianli picked up the jade cup and took a sip leisurely, his eyes fell on the cup, "Well, this tea is good!"

"No, they won't agree. I held my chin and looked at Shu Nianli's leisurely face.

"Why?" Shu Nianli looked at me suspiciously, in his opinion, the monarch is very good to me, if I want to go back to the imperial country to visit, I shouldn't stop it.

"Because my wedding date is near......"

"Marrying whom?"

"The lord of the Qilin Kingdom, Bai Jinnan. ”

"So fast, it's only been half a year since your last wedding, what have you done to force your monarch to marry you off?"

"I, I was a little careless and scared him a few times. "I picked my fingers, hung my head and didn't dare to look at Shu Nianli, the two of us grew up together, he knew best what kind of virtue I was, stubborn, and sometimes a little reckless.

"How many times did he scare him, why couldn't he wait to marry you away?" Shu Nianli looked at me leisurely, with a playful light in his eyes.

I hung my head and glanced at him secretly, and said the embarrassing thing that happened in the main hall that day: "That day, Bai Jinnan came to Shangxia, and my father called me to use it together, but I was accidentally choked by a piece of autumn pear cake......

I'm embarrassed to say it, I'm eighteen, and I can still choke on eating, it's really embarrassing to say this.

After a pause, I secretly glanced at Shu Nianli, "So, the monarch said that I would marry him quickly to worry about it......"

"Hehe, this can also be a reason to marry you soon? It's really strange!" Shu Nianli slowly put down the teacup slowly, and the corners of his mouth were a hidden smile, "Do you want to marry then?"

I looked down at the tea cup on the table for a long time, "This, I don't know ......"

"Don't know?"

"Well, I don't know if I like him or not......"

"......" Shu Nianli didn't answer me this time.

"Brother, you say, if I really marry into the Qilin Kingdom, then will this be the end of my life?"

"How?"

"I was locked up in the deep palace compound every day, and I no longer had the freedom I used to have. ”

"Bai Jinnan will be good to you......"

"Brother, he is the king of a country......"

"Isn't that good? He can protect you, and his ability is recognized by my brother. ”

"I'm not talking about this, I said, he is the king of a country, and there will be many, many concubines in the harem in the future......"

"So, what do you really care about, are you afraid that he will be half-hearted in the future?"

"Hmmm......"

"It's really hard to say what will happen in the future, so do you want to marry him right now?"

"I don't want to do it now, I want to go home, go back to Yuguo, I want to accompany the master in the valley......"

"Then I'll take you away, that Bai Jinnan may not be a good match for a long time......"