Chapter 59: Regret

Chu Yao thought that Lu Weinian's matter was resolved, and Jiang Anning would return to normal life.

I didn't know Jiang Anning's thoughts of death at all.

By the time he found out, Jiang Anning had already arrived in Shangjing and saw Lu Li.

The moment he saw Lu Li, Jiang Anning's heart set off a huge storm like a stormy wave.

She had never seen Lu Li before, but now that she saw him, he was so familiar, obviously a strange face that could not be stranger anymore, but it seemed to be imprinted on her heart, and the familiarity was suffocating.

"I'm Jiang Anning, or, you can also call me Xiao Ning. Jiang Anning spoke slowly.

Lu Li's face was pale, and he nodded slightly and chuckled: "I'm Lu Li, according to my age, you should call me cousin." ”

"Cousin," Jiang Anning called obediently.

Lu Li's smile became happier and happier, and he pointed to his seat and said, "Sit down, although we are meeting for the first time, I still saw you when you were very young." It's just that you yourself won't remember. ”

"When you said it was very young, it shouldn't be when I was an infant!" Jiang Anning teased.

Lu Li nodded with a smile: "Guessed right, it was indeed when you were an infant." It was just a full moon, and I sneaked into my little aunt's room and saw you, a very small lump, very cute. At that time, I wondered, it is strange that such a small person has eyes, nose, mouth, and all facial features. ”

"Yes, the organs of the body are very similar to yours, you say, is it the fate between us?"

"I heard my grandfather say it, and my grandfather said that you don't agree, but in fact, I didn't agree with it originally. Lu Li said: "Removing a kidney is unacceptable for any healthy person. ”

"I didn't agree before, but now that I see you, I agree. Jiang Anning said.

Lu Li looked at her in surprise.

Jiang Anning smiled and said, "Don't look at me with such doubtful eyes, I'm serious." Before, your cousin was a useless title to me. I don't even know that you are round and flat, so let me donate a kidney to you, and I am not the Virgin Mary. But now that I see you, I have a kind of ...... Inexplicable familiarity, so I decided, donate a kidney for you. Who connects us by blood has an inseparable relationship. ”

"Do you really think so?" Lu Li asked.

Jiang Anning nodded: "Of course, otherwise I wouldn't have come to you." ”

"If you can, you can arrange for a doctor to do a physical examination for me now, and you can decide when it will be. ”

Lu Weinian brought the rest of the Lu family in, probably knowing that Jiang Anning came to see Lu Li's affairs, so he also rushed over.

It should have been at the door that when he heard Jiang Anning's words, Lu Weinian burst into tears.

If he hadn't taken care of his identity, he probably couldn't help but kneel down for Jiang Anning.

Although the Lu family is not thin, but in Lu Li's generation, there are not many people who are promising, and there are not many who have a career in office. Therefore, Lu Li is the hope of their Lu family.

"Ning'er, thank you, our Lu family is ...... Thank you all for that. Lu Weinian was so excited that he burst into tears, choked up and thanked him.

Jiang Anning hurriedly said: "You don't have to be so polite, my mother should be ashamed of the Lu family when she gave birth to me." Just ...... I'm here to pay off my debts. ”

After speaking, he smiled, and hurriedly pushed everyone away and left here first.

It's not that she is afraid that she will be moved and her red eyes can't help crying and making people laugh, but her goosebumps are rising.

Whether it was what she said to Lu Li, or the words that Lu Li or the Lu family thanked her, she couldn't help but get goosebumps.

In fact, her purpose in doing this is very simple, to die, but also to be justified.

She wanted to see how sincere Gu Chengyan was to her.

Using his life to test a man's sincerity, I'm afraid there is no one but her.

sent a text message to Chu Yao, turned off her mobile phone, and then waited for the day when the landing family arranged a physical examination for her.

And the side away from home is also resolute, and soon arranged the day of the physical examination and sent her to the physical examination.

However, she heard from the rest of the Lu family that Lu Li didn't want her to donate a kidney to him, so she had a big fight with his father and grandfather. But in the end, the two stubborn old men who succeeded were not persuaded either.

Jiang Anning didn't care.

After living for so long, it's not that I've lived enough, but I just feel that life has lost its original meaning over and over again.

Whether Chu Yao comes or not, it can be regarded as giving her an answer.

came to prove his sincerity and forced him to tell the truth.

If she doesn't come, she can also use her own life to save Lu Li's life, who made her feel that she had an eye at the first glance. Although this cousin is indeed very handsome, the feeling that makes her feel that her heart is full of relatives is not what good-looking can bring her.

She always felt that there must be something related to her and this cousin.

"The surgery is scheduled for next Tuesday, and Lu Li's disease can't be delayed for too long, and the sooner the surgery is done, the better. The doctor said to the Lu family after giving Jiang Anning a physical examination.

The Lu family naturally agreed collectively, and they also hoped that the sooner the surgery was done, the better.

Jiang Anning had no objection after hearing this, and the operation would be done next Tuesday, so there were still three days to go.

Her text message has already been sent, if Chu Yao cares about her, she can come over tomorrow, it won't take three days at all.

"Ning'er, do you have anything you want? As long as you open your mouth, grandpa will definitely do it for you. Lu Weinian said to Jiang Anning personally.

Jiang Anning shrugged his shoulders and said, "I don't want anything for the time being, if there is, I will definitely tell my grandfather." Moreover, my grandfather doesn't have to be like this, I just donate a kidney, and I can't die, if I am weak in the future, I still need to be taken care of by the Lu family. ”

"Don't worry, the Lu family will always take care of you in the future. Lu Weinian assured.

Subsequently, he sternly told the rest of the Lu family that no one was allowed to be nice to Jiang Anning. Jiang Anning is the eldest lady of their family, and when she finds a suitable time, she will announce this matter to the public.

Jiang Anning only laughed when she heard this, she didn't care about these, what she cared about was Chu Yao.

On the first day, Chu Yao did not come.

The next day, Chu Yao still didn't come.

There is only one day left, Jiang Anning is in the ward to take care of his body first, and there are guards at the door. It should be that she is afraid that she will regret it temporarily and run away.

In fact, if she can't wait for the person she wants to wait, she won't run, and there is no point in running.

"Miss Ning, someone wants to see you. "The servant came and reported.

Jiang Anning was stunned and immediately said, "Let him come in." ”

She thought it was Chu Yao.

But I didn't expect it to be Xiao Chengyu.

As soon as Xiao Chengyu came in, he roared angrily: "I just knew that you actually came here to donate a kidney to Lu Li." Ning'er, are you confused? You know what it means to lose a kidney to you, and you will never have a healthy body again in your life. The doctor said that there is no loss, it is all a lie, you can't do the hard work, you may not be able to have a baby, you ....... ”

"I have become the eldest lady of the Lu family, how can I still do hard work. As for having children, I don't want to give birth either, and if I give birth, I won't raise them, so it's better not to have children. Jiang Anning interrupted him.

Xiao Chengyu's face turned pale in shock, and he trembled for a while before he said, "Ning'er, are you blaming me?"

Jiang Anning hurriedly said: "No, how dare I blame you, I am an illegitimate daughter, what right do I have to blame others." ”

If you want to say that it's not fake, she is not a saint, so why not blame them.

"It's my fault," Xiao Chengyu lowered his head and apologized bitterly: "Your mother was still young, even if she liked me, I should have refused." What's more, I already have a family background. But I didn't control myself, not only did I hurt her, but I also hurt you, but Ning'er, you can't punish yourself for my fault. It's too late for you to regret it now, I'll get you away immediately, don't worry, the Lu family is to blame, and I will bear all the blame. ”

"Okay, don't think about this so tragically, I'm not as selfless as you think. I naturally have my reasons and purpose for doing this, and you don't need to continue to persuade me. It's nothing, you go first, you won't stay in Beijing in the future, there will be a chance to meet. Jiang Anning was upset when he heard these words, and simply ordered the expulsion.

But Xiao Chengyu thought she was still angry and continued to talk about Rory.

She had no choice but to call the servants of the Lu family in, and asked Xiao Chengyu to be invited out on the grounds that she wanted to rest.

Xiao Chengyu had just been driven away, and after a while, he heard a noise at the door.

The servant said she wanted to rest and no one was seen, but the man at the door insisted on coming in.

Jiang Anning got out of bed irritably, she thought that Xiao Chengyu still refused to leave.

But I didn't expect that when I opened the door, I didn't see Xiao Chengyu, but Chu Yao.

"Is that you?" Jiang Anning showed a surprised expression, but he was very surprised in his heart.

Chu Yao looked at her with a gloomy face, his eyes were extremely cold!

Jiang Anning hooked her lips, waved her hand to the maid and said, "This is my boyfriend, let him in!"

The servants looked at each other, but Jiang Anning spoke, and they had to listen.

Otherwise, Jiang Anning would be angry, saying that they were not here to take care of her, but to spy on her.

They couldn't afford this crime, so they immediately got out of the way and let Chu Yao pass.

However, there were also servants who immediately went to report to Lu Weinian, and when Xiao Chengyu came, they also reported it. Now that a boyfriend suddenly comes, naturally I have to let the old man know.

Jiang Anning didn't care what these servants were doing, he brought Chu Yao into the room, closed the door and said with a smile: "You are finally here, I thought you wouldn't come." ”

"Jiang Anning, you did it on purpose, you have to do this?"

Chu Yao angrily pushed her to the wall, grabbed one of her wrists and pressed against the wall and asked angrily.

Jiang Anning raised his head to look at him, and said with a smile: "You are quite familiar with this posture of the wall dong, have you practiced it! Who have you practiced with?"

"I'm telling you something very serious, don't smile at me. ”

"I don't have a hippie smile, and I'm serious. ”

Jiang Anning said, actually stood on tiptoe and boldly kissed his lips.

Chu Yao's eyes widened in surprise and wanted to push her away, but Jiang Anning took the first step to hook his neck, leaving him with nowhere to escape.

Sparks and entanglements!

"Chu Yao, you came, does it mean that you also like me?" Breathing poorly, he finally let go, and Jiang Anning smiled like a cat that had succeeded in stealing fish.

Chu Yao gritted his teeth with hatred!

She had always been like this, acting recklessly, never taking his feelings into account.

"Now that you've proven that I like you too, can you give up this plan and leave with me? All you want is for me to be honest with my feelings for you, and now I'm honest with you, I like you, okay?"

Even if he gritted his teeth with hatred, he still couldn't help but lower his posture.

This is the case in one life, this is the case in the world, and she is his doom in this life.

"But I agreed, I'm going to have surgery tomorrow, why don't you come sooner. Jiang Anning stretched out his hand and slid it lightly over his cheek.

Chu Yao lowered his eyes.

Jiang Anning raised his eyebrows and said, "Actually, you're hesitating, aren't you? You're hesitating whether to be honest with me about your feelings, that's why you're here so late." ”

"Yes, you're smart, you guessed everything. Then you have to donate a kidney to him, are you also trying to force me to tell the truth?"

Jiang Anning shrugged his shoulders and said with a smile: "So, you just tell me, tell me that I won't do this operation." Tomorrow morning, no, we'll run away tonight. ”

"But you've already forced yourself to this role, do you think you can still run away if you can?" Chu Yao was angry when she thought of this, why did she force herself to this role.

But if she wasn't, I'm afraid he wouldn't be so quick to confess his feelings.

"It's not that you have always refused to admit that you like me, it has been three lifetimes, even if I guess it and ask you, you yourself will not admit it. If I don't die, I'm afraid you'll continue to hide it from me. Jiang Anning complained.

Chu Yao: "......"

So, or is it his fault?

"So, if you don't tell me why, I'm going to have to donate a kidney tomorrow. I'm going to see if if I'll do it again if I die. Jiang Anning hooked his neck and said proudly.

Chu Yao sighed lightly, there was nothing he could do with her.

However, he couldn't tell her about it, even if he was resented by her, he couldn't say it.

"Did you know that all kinds of surgery are dangerous, and if you are unfortunate enough to ...... during surgery? ”

"Unfortunately dead? Let's see if there's a chance to be born again. Jiang Anning said nonchalantly.

Chu Yao grinded his teeth angrily, and couldn't be rough with her, so he could only push her against the wall angrily and kiss her fiercely.

I can't wait to swallow her to feel at ease.

Of course, in the end, he couldn't swallow her, so he could only hold her in his arms and ask over and over again: "Can't you regret it? I really can't do it, so I ran to the roof of the building and made an impossible request, and I asked the reporter to come over. The Lu family wants to save face, and they don't dare to force you no matter what. ”

"So you tell me, you tell me the truth, and I'll listen to you. Jiang Anning still insisted.

Chu Yao closed his eyes in pain.

Jiang Anning said: "What is the truth that can't be known to me?"

"Anyway...... You don't want to know in your life. Chu Yao said in a low voice.

Lu Weinian knew that Chu Yao was coming, so he hurried over.

He was not afraid that Xiao Chengyu would be able to persuade Jiang Anning to give up, but he was afraid of this Chu Yao.

After all, the relationship between men and women is more lethal than the father-daughter relationship that has never gotten along, and if Chu Yao resolutely opposes it, it is difficult to ensure that Jiang Anning will regret it.

knocked on the door and came in, and saw Chu Yao sitting on the sofa, sinking his face. Jiang Anning sat on the side with a smile on his face, and peeled oranges for Chu Yao.

Seeing Lu Weinian coming in, he asked with a smile, "Grandpa, do you want to eat oranges?"

Lu Weinian shook his head, looked at Chu Yao and asked tentatively, "...... you come over this time." ”

"He's here to accompany me to the surgery, after all, we're boyfriend and girlfriend. I had such a big thing as surgery, it was impossible for him not to come and accompany me. Otherwise, what's the use of me having such a boyfriend. Jiang Anning replied with a smile.

Lu Weinian breathed a sigh of relief, it was better not to oppose it.

"Chu Yao, Ning'er doesn't want anything. But I can't treat her badly, so if you have anything to want, just say it, and in the future, the Lu family will be your backing. ”

Lu Weinian's words are extremely serious, and if others are ecstatic.

However, Chu Yao's expression was light, and he said calmly like Jiang Anning: "I don't have anything I want for the time being, thank you!"

Lu Wei sighed young, in fact, he hoped that they would be greedy. In this way, he can feel a little more at ease.

But on the contrary, both of them are so pure-hearted and have few desires, which makes him even more guilty!

But no matter how guilty you are, the surgery still has to go ahead.

According to the process, it should be foolproof, but when Jiang Anning was pushed forward, Chu Yao couldn't help but hold her hand. put it on the mouth and kissed it, lowered his voice and said, "I'm waiting for you outside, you must come out, otherwise, I won't pay attention to you in the future." ”

Jiang Anning said with a smile: "If I can't get out, I can't ignore you if you want to." But if you have a chance to do it again, you can't ignore me, I will always pester you. ”

"I know, you can't get rid of it. Chu Yao kissed her eyebrows.

"If I come out, will we get married?" Jiang Anning said suddenly.

At this moment, she suddenly didn't want to know the truth, if she could come out alive, even if it was muddy, it seemed good to live her life with Chu Yao like this.

"Good. ”

Chu Yao agreed without hesitation.

Jiang Anning hooked his lips and was pushed in.

In fact, Jiang Anning himself knows very well that the so-called foolproof is afraid of encountering hundreds of millions of times. Therefore, no matter how skilled you are, there may be times when you miss.

When Jiang Anning's soul fluttered again, floating in the air, watching the doctors and nurses rushing around, saving her corpse. She knew she was dead again this time.

It's not that I'm not sad in my heart, after all, this time I finally forced Chu Yao to admit his feelings for her.

She also agreed with him that she would marry him when she went out.

It's a pity that this life can't wait.

But she wasn't too sad, because she knew that she still had a soul, which meant that she might have another chance to be reborn.

One more time, just one more time, and she can be with him, get married, and spend her whole life together.

Next time, she won't ask him the truth again!

Because all she wants is his sincerity to her.

"No, it's already ...... No more. ”

The doctor was busy for a long time, and finally gave up, and everyone's eyes were sad.

Jiang Anning sighed lightly and closed her eyes, maybe she would be reborn in the next second.

But after waiting for a while, until the doctor went out to announce the bad news, she was not able to be reborn.

So I had to go out with the doctor, and the people of the Lu family were sad and weeping, and Lu Weinian was silently choked. also saw that Chu Yao's eyes instantly lost their brilliance, and the whole person was shaky, with a painful look on his face.

"I'm sorry. Jiang Anning apologized.

It's a pity that Chu Yao couldn't hear it.

Jiang Anning always thought that he would not regret it, even if he died.

But seeing Chu Yao's sad and desperate expression, at this moment, she regretted it!