Chapter 11: Restless Restlessness
I don't dare to face others, and I shouldn't respond to them with any kind of expression. I locked myself in my room and closed the curtains. It was only when the whole room was engulfed in darkness that I felt like I had a chance to hide.
I crouched in the corner of the room, clutching my head, my body shaking uncontrollably, even as I tried to calm my emotions.
In less than a month, I have experienced the ups and downs of my life.
The betrayal of his wife, the breakdown of his family, and the bottleneck of his career. I lost my job and my wife at the same time!
Once, I worked in overseas projects, and I was the top student in the eyes of the group company, and they were dedicated to cultivating me and wanted me to become the elite of the company. And, just when my career was rising, my wife cheated on me because of my impulsiveness, which caused losses to the project and caused the company to lose trust in me.
And, just when I was desperate, Li Lixue brought me hope, she gave me a chance to regain my strength, and gave me the determination to make a comeback. From that time on, I made up my mind that I would not only pull out Ai Ningning and Zhang Long's fox tails, but also use this opportunity to stomp Zhang Long's body under my feet and let me sit in the position of project manager again.
However, what I never expected was that I didn't have a clue about Ai Ningning and Zhang Long, but I received an order to go to the group company for training, and not only that, but I was retaliated against by others, causing me to lose my job.
Now I can't do anything at all, and the heavy blows again and again have already tormented my body, and I have lost hope in life.
I don't understand why God treats me like this, and I don't know why God gave me faith and then immediately brought me despair.
Anger had hit my head, and I was clutching my head tightly, and I even felt the black eyes in my eyes flutter involuntarily.
I want to take revenge on them, first Ai Ningning, then Zhang Long, and finally the chairman.
Those things that were originally mine, but now they have snatched them, they have not to die, even if they expose their corpses to the wilderness, it is their own fault, this is their own infliction!
The way they died has been thought of in my mind ten thousand times. But, in reality, I can't do it, I can't do it at all!
Su Yu, my daughter, she needs me, I can't let her classmates know that his father is a murderer, a criminal, I absolutely can't let Su Yu be looked at by others and isolated by everyone.
Su Yu needs me, she can't lose a father who loves her, absolutely not!
I scrambled into my pockets, pulled out a crumpled cigarette from the cigarette case, shoved it into my mouth, and lit it.
After taking a deep breath, I enjoyed the sensation of smoke filling my lungs before exhaling it all.
It was only at this moment that my chaotic emotions and ridiculous thoughts gradually subsided, and I forgot about them with the restlessness.
I opened the curtains and found that it was already night, and the silent night had long since shrouded the city, like a terrible devil, quietly watching everything on the ground. It was as if in the next second, he would open his bloody mouth and swallow everything and chew it to pieces.
I raised my head and stared at the bright moon, letting its afterglow fall on me.
I suddenly felt a little scary when I was calm.
Without hesitation, without entanglement, I packed my luggage, took advantage of the night, and without the knowledge of the entire project department, stopped a taxi and drove in the direction of the country road.
Building A, Qianzhen Community, Room 602.
I dragged my suitcase and looked at the house number in a daze, and my mind seemed to go back to the past.
Once upon a time, there was a man in his early twenties, standing in front of this door, saying goodbye to his wife, determined to make a difference outside, so that his wife and children could live a happy life.
At that time, how happy he smiled, how bright he smiled, he was full of hope for his life, and he had unparalleled confidence in himself.
However, he lost completely, at this moment, he has become a man in his thirties, his weather-beaten face is engraved with vicissitudes, after ten years, he is still a general, useless.
I sat on the stairs and smoked a cigarette, I didn't want to bring my negative emotions home, and I didn't want Ai Ningning to see my embarrassed appearance.
After a few moments, I pulled out my keys, unscrewed the doorknob, and dragged my tired body back home.
After leaving my suitcase in the living room, I went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, and the icy liquid poured down my throat and into my whole body, and I felt better.
I went to the bathroom to take a hot shower and change into clean clothes. As I stood in front of the bedroom door, I hesitated, I didn't know if I should open the door or not.
When I returned home, I didn't tell Ai Ningning, and even Zhang Long didn't know that at this moment, I was no longer in the project department.
I was so nervous that I was even breathing a little short, and I was afraid that when I unscrewed the doorknob of the bedroom, I would see a man and a woman lying indecently on the bed, and I didn't know what kind of emotions I should use to face all this.
But, I hope that's the case, I desperately let Ai Ningning show her fox tail, as long as my evidence is sufficient, I can have a complete showdown with Ai Ningning. I can also use this evidence as an excuse for a lawsuit, I want Ai Ningning to pay off all the hardships I have suffered over the years, and I want to bankrupt her family!
The moment I put my palm on the doorknob, it was like an electric shock, and my body trembled. Because of the nervousness, the feeling of thirst is getting stronger and stronger.
At this moment, I felt my brain go blank, and mechanically licked my chapped lower lip and gently unscrewed the doorknob.
And my eyes were all focused on that bed, greedily looking for Ai Ningning's exposed fox tail.
Ai Ningning was lying quietly on the bed in her pajamas, and the sound of regular breathing told me that she was asleep. And, there was no one beside her, and in the huge room, there was only herself!
I looked away and scanned the room, hoping to find evidence in my favor, whether it was a bookcase, a computer desk, or even a small corner.
The result was all the same, everything was calm and no evidence was left.
I can't find any words to describe the scene now other than clean and tidy.
I don't know why, I was a little lost, I sighed slightly and closed the door.
And, as soon as I closed the door, the lights in the room turned on, and the light of the incandescent lamp instantly illuminated the entire bedroom.
As if frightened, Ai Ningning looked at me with a little timidity. But when she saw that it was me, her eyes suddenly became warm, and even made me feel love.
Immediately afterwards, Ai Ningning sat up, looked at me shyly, and said gently: "Su Chen, are you back? ”