Chapter 51: Abandon Her and Her Children
For a moment she was in a trance. It is not even possible to judge whether what Li Jinyan said is true or false.
If it's fake, what's the point of him doing it?
Although the current Ning Yingshan cannot be the same as in the past, in essence, it has no use value for Li Jinyan's identity.
But if it's true, why did Li Jinyan give up her and her children without hesitation for the sake of Xia Chuxin five years ago?
The scene of being chased and falling off a cliff five years ago often appears in her nightmares. Every time it appears, it is a heart-rending pain.
She couldn't ignore it.
"Aren't you afraid that what Li Junyan said is true? I deliberately pretended to have amnesia and approached you just to take revenge?"
After a while, Ning Yingshan suddenly spoke faintly, she didn't look at Li Jinyan's face, but looked out the window. The cool breeze of the night ruffled her hair, and she couldn't see the expression on her face clearly.
Li Jinyan's fingers holding the steering wheel suddenly tightened a little, and his eyes sank slightly.
Five years ago, it was her, and it was also a taboo topic for him.
As for whether Ning Yingshan pretended to have amnesia to approach him, Li Jinyan didn't think about it, or that he deliberately neglected to think in this direction.
The air seemed to stand still, and it became silent.
After a while, Li Jinyan's thin lips moved, and he was about to say something, but he was interrupted by Ning Yingshan.
"I'm just joking, Mr. Li won't take it seriously, right?" She pulled her hair, turned to look at Li Jinyan, and the smile on her face was bright: "I'm not an actor, does Mr. Li think that my acting skills are so good, even you can deceive me?"
Li Jinyan looked at her and didn't speak.
"I'll just make a joke," Ning Yingshan smiled unabated: "I won't do such a risky thing, it's not easy, I will take my life, why bother?"
Li Jinyan still didn't speak, he just stretched out his hand, pulled Ning Yingshan's hand over, and held it in the palm of his hand, "Your hands are cold." ”
Ning Yingshan didn't withdraw her hand, and only smiled meaninglessly when she heard the words: "I have probably been soaking in water for a long time." ”
Both of them tacitly agreed not to continue talking about what happened five years ago.
Li Jinyan sent Ning Yingshan to the hospital for a check-up, and found that she was fine except for a little cold. But even so, he had the doctor prescribe her a lot of medication and ordered her to report to him every day on her recovery.
Even the little nurse on the side couldn't help but sigh, saying Mrs. Li, Mr. Li is so good to you!
Ning Yingshan smiled and did not answer. She knew very well that she was no longer Mrs. Li.
After the examination in the hospital, Li Jinyan had already asked Chen Lin to send a set of clean and refreshing clothes over for Ning Yingshan to change into, and then send her home.
When she was about to get home, Ning Yingshan remembered that she still had the "Heart of the Ocean" that Li Jinyan gave her before around her neck.
She couldn't wear this kind of priceless thing. He fumbled to take off the necklace and return it to him.
"This necklace is too valuable, thank you for helping me at the banquet, but I think it's better for me to return this necklace to you. ”
Li Jinyan glanced at her sideways, and said coldly: "The things I gave away have never been taken back. ”
"But this ......"
"If you don't like it, throw it away. ”
Hearing this, Ning Yingshan's eyes almost didn't fall off!
As for the "Heart of the Ocean", a rare treasure that has only one in the world, Li Jinyan can actually say such casual words as "throw it away if you don't like it"?
She heard her right, right?
This is not just wealth, but inhumanity, right?
Of course, it is impossible to throw it, and it is also illegal to throw such a treasure. Since Li Jinyan said so, Ning Yingshan could only accept it temporarily, planning to return it to him when she found an opportunity in the future.
When she got out of the car, she heard Li Jinyan speak softly behind her:
"Take care of yourself and call me if anything. ”
Ning Yingshan's figure stiffened, and Li Jinyan's words were very similar to the tone of a boyfriend telling his girlfriend. She also suddenly realized that too many things had happened in the past few days, and the distance between her and Li Jinyan had already broken through the safety line in her heart.
Maybe if it continues like this, even she can't control it herself.
Taking a deep breath, she took a step back before returning a faint smile to Li Jinyan: "Don't worry about Mr. Li, now that Lao Pang is back, I can solve anything with him." ”
She was referring to Pang Changze.
She was also reminding him that the person she was by her side now was Pang Changze.
Sure enough, as soon as she finished speaking, Li Jinyan's face sank at a speed visible to the naked eye.
It was a long time before she heard him speak, and his tone had changed to indifference again:
"That's the best, but you'd better pay attention, now you're cooperating with me in acting, don't make any inconsistencies for me to the outside world. ”
"Don't worry, I will definitely pay attention to proportion. ”
Ning Yingshan still smiled lightly, and the alienation and politeness in her words were revealed, and the relationship between the two seemed to have returned to the coldest before.
Li Jinyan didn't speak again, only rolled up the window, and the car was like an arrow off the string, speeding past in front of Ning Yingshan, bringing up a fierce cold wind!
Ning Yingshan watched Li Jinyan's car disappear, and complex emotions surged up in her heart, which made her feel bitter for a while, but she felt more relieved.
Such a distance is the best for her and for Li Jinyan. She doesn't have to bear any psychological burden.
Exhaling softly, Ning Yingshan turned around and walked upstairs.
Fortunately, she came back quite late, the little guy was already asleep, avoiding the Tang monk chanting mode that she might encounter again, Ning Yingshan slept for a while, and continued to go to the crew to work the next day.
Xia Chuxin was naturally absent.
But fortunately, she doesn't have a lot of roles later, so she can wait until later to make up the filming.
Ning Yingshan thought that she would be troubled because of Xia Chuxin's matter, after all, Li's mother threatened to call the police yesterday, but after several days, no one came to the crew to look for her.
Although she had some doubts in her heart, Ning Yingshan didn't think much about it. Her mentality is more easy-going, after all, she is not at fault in this matter, even if she really wants to argue, she doesn't care.
Pang Changze came back from City B and called Ning Yingshan and asked her to have dinner together in the evening. The two haven't seen each other for several days, and the fire hidden in their hearts has dissipated a lot.
Ning Yingshan thought about it, but nodded and agreed: "Okay, where will we meet at night?"
"Shall I come and pick you up? Aren't you very busy on the crew?"
Pang Changze smiled warmly, Ning Yingshan remembered Li Jinyan's warning to her, pinched her eyebrows and wanted to refuse, but she didn't expect Pang Changze to give her a chance to refuse.
"That's it, I'll pick you up later. ”