Chapter 169: You Don't Love Me

"Shanshan, if I want to kill you, do you think I'll bring you back?Why do you have so many misunderstandings about me?" Pang Changze stood up and approached Ning Yingshan step by step.

Although he had a faint smile on his face, the smile never reached the bottom of his eyes.

Ning Yingshan tensed her nerves, and subconsciously wanted to hide when Pang Changze walked over, but the man grabbed her shoulders and forcibly pulled her into his arms.

The man's grip on her shoulders was so strong that she felt as if her fingertips were digging into her skin.

The pain made Ning Yingshan frown, but Pang Changze didn't want to let go of her at all, but dragged her back to the bed with this force and pressed her on the head of the bed.

"Sanshan, you never seem to know who is really good for you. He sat across from her and used his strength to force her to sit face to face with him.

He raised a hand and gently rubbed her hair: "Only by my side, you are the happiest and happiest, just like the past five years." ”

"I also remember you telling me in person that you have let go, and now we are just friends. Ning Yingshan stared at Pang Changze's eyes and said word by word.

Pang Changze's movements were still very gentle, and again and again, five fingers passed through her long black and thick hair, and then hooked his lips and sneered: "That's just a temporary expedient measure, do you really believe it?"

He raised his brow, his expression calm.

"What I want is Li Jinyan to believe, not you to believe, I never thought of giving you to him. Shanshan, my love for you, you can't feel it for so many years. My love for you is unmatched......"

There was a flash of obsession in his eyes, but when he heard what he said, Ning Yingshan was not half moved, on the contrary, she just felt endless chills and horror.

She knew what Pang Changze's love for her was based on.

The surging emotions were surging in her heart like a dark tide, and Ning Yingshan finally couldn't help but open her mouth.

"You don't love me, you are just looking for the shadow of the person you really love in me. ”

As soon as this sentence came out, Pang Changze's movements came to an abrupt end.

It was as if he had been pressed the slow release button, and after a while, he raised his head and looked directly at Ning Yingshan: "What did you say?"

"Don't you know?"

Ning Yingshan's eyes were as clear and distinct as ever, and she didn't feel the need to avoid this question anymore.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about, because I have a face similar to your ex-girlfriend, that's why you saved me five years ago. That's why you've spent so much time with me in the past five years, because you put all your feelings for your ex-girlfriend on me, trying to make up for the shortcomings you once lost. So you're sure you're in love with me?"

Her face was calm, and her voice was calmer.

As early as when Li Jinyan told her all this, she figured it out.

Because of the suicide of his ex-girlfriend, Pang Changze's regret has nowhere to make up for it, and it has become an eternal scar in his heart. His paranoia became more and more serious, until he met Ning Yingshan.

She became a reflection of all his emotions.

Picking through this layer of window paper, Pang Changze's expression became a little strange, and he took his hand back. The air became silent in an instant, as if frozen.

Ning Yingshan held her breath, although she had no expression on her face, she secretly observed Pang Changze's every move.

After a long while, Li Jinyan laughed strangely: "It turns out that you know everything." ”

The corners of his lips curled, and there was a hint of evil in his eyes that Ning Yingshan had never seen before.

Ning Yingshan had only seen that expression on Pang Changze's face once before, and that was the last time he tried to forcibly kidnap her and leave with Xiaojun.

It's just that after failing, he quickly disguised himself again, and didn't let Ning Yingshan see his side again.

And now......

Ning Yingshan knew very well that he didn't plan to pretend anymore.

"Now that you know it, I don't plan to hide it from you, I do have a girlfriend. Pang Changze raised his eyebrows, as if he had fallen into past thoughts.

"She was my first love and the only girl I ever really liked. ”

He began to tell Ning Yingshan about his past.

In her head, the girl's innocent smiling face like jasmine appeared again, and she was really as good as her name, and her name was Jasmine.

When Pang Changze went to study abroad, the first girl he saw was her, and she was the first Chinese to appear next to him.

For her, he fell in love almost at first sight. Fortunately, the girl also belongs to him, so a relationship starts naturally.

"Originally, there was no problem, and I wanted to marry her back home after graduating from college, but I felt that she gradually didn't like me that much. Why doesn't she eat with me, but with other boys? Why does she smile at other boys and be impatient with me? I'm her boyfriend. ”

Speaking of this past, Pang Changze was almost gloomy.

Ning Yingshan could feel that even after such a long time, Pang Changze still cared very much about this matter, which was probably the beginning of the deterioration of his paranoia.

But he disguised himself well in front of her, and he didn't let her find out for five years.

"She belongs to me alone, and no one can snatch her away!"

A strange smile appeared on Pang Changze's face.

Then everything seemed to be very logical, on the night of the graduation party, Jasmine and Pang Changze proposed to break up, Pang Changze pretended to agree, but drugged her in her wine glass, took her back to his home, and imprisoned her.

After Jasmine woke up, she begged Pang Changze to let her go, but Pang Changze was indifferent.

The power of the Pang family is too huge, Jasmine is just a girl from an ordinary family, even if she is missing, her parents have been looking for her, and even went to the police station to report the case, but no trace of Jasmine has been found.

And in Pang Changze's house, Jasmine was imprisoned and couldn't go out. Except for the female ** in the family and him, he can't talk to anyone. He even confiscated her phone to prevent her from contacting the outside world.

In Pang Changze's description, Ning Yingshan knew that Jasmine was even handcuffed and locked in his home like a dog.

After a long time, she finally had a mental problem, and began to become nervous and insane.

Hearing this, Ning Yingshan felt as if her neck was being choked, and the empathetic feeling of suffocation almost made her unable to breathe.

"This is how you love someone?" she looked at Pang Changze with wide eyes in disbelief.

"To love someone is to make her your own slave?"