"Of course, this mutton is tender and delicious. ”

Ding Ting didn't doubt him, and replied casually, and when he finished answering, he realized that things were not so simple.

Fang Ruoxi had been staring at him thoughtfully, and when she heard his answer, a weird smile even appeared on the corner of her mouth.

Ding Ting couldn't figure out what he was going to do, so he could only lower his head, pretending to be attracted by mutton, and divided the meat in the plate into small pieces and kept sending it to his mouth.

While eating, he also praised it, showing that he was really attracted to the mutton.

"If you like, we'll come back more often when we have time. ”

When Fang Ruoxi spoke, he cut two slices of mutton for Ding Ting and cut them into his dinner plate.

Tintin looked at his plate, then at his, and inserted one of the better-looking pieces of meat into his plate.

"Don't just give me food, you have to eat too. ”

As he spoke, he also thoughtfully helped Fang Ruoxi cut the large pieces of meat in the dinner plate into small pieces to facilitate his eating.

Seeing Ding Ting's intimate actions, Fang Ruoxi had already reached her lips, and suddenly didn't know how to say it.

"It's also my negligence, we've been married for so long, and we've never come out on a date, and I owe you a lot, I hope you don't mind. ”

Ding Ting smiled shallowly, as if he didn't know anything, looking at him with such a smile, Fang Ruoxi's words in his heart finally came to his lips.

"Ding Ting, do you regret marrying me?"

This sentence, in fact, he wanted to ask him a long time ago.

But for various reasons, he never asked.

It's not that he can't ask, he's actually afraid to get that answer.

He always knew that in Ding Ting's heart, he had never had a place.

It was, and it is.

All the beauty that appears now is created by himself, and he is afraid that the answer he asks one day will shatter the most beautiful dream he has created.

He was afraid to face reality, but he had to face it.

"Do you want to hear the truth or lie?"

Ding Ting knew that when Fang Ruoxi said this, he definitely had the intention of having a showdown with himself.

He didn't want to continue in disguise, so when he heard him ask, he put down the knife and fork in his hand and looked at him seriously.

"Of course I want to hear the truth. ”

Fang Ruoxi looked at him straight and replied solemnly.

Although he already had the answer in his heart, he still wanted to hear the answer from his mouth.

The question Fang Ruoxi asked actually existed in the so-called chat records handed over to him by Qingyi.

Ding Ting had already seen Qingyi's forged chat records in advance, so he knew that when Fang Ruoxi asked such a thing at this time, he just wanted to confirm whether the chat record was really his own and someone else's.

"If it's true, it might hurt a little, but are you still willing to listen to it?"

He reminded him in advance, he didn't know if Fang Ruoxi would be able to withstand it even if he had Qingyi's early vaccination, so he still had to remind him and let him think clearly before answering.

To be honest, Fang Ruoxi was very bottomless in her heart.

When he saw that Ding Ting complained about his marriage in those chat records, his heart was very painful.

obviously paid so much for this marriage, but in Ding Ting's opinion, he always felt that he was imprisoned.

"Yes, even if it hurts, I still want to hear the truth. ”

Fang Ruoxi's hand under the table couldn't help but drill, he didn't know if he could hold back his tears, before he answered, the answers that had already been in his mind had already surfaced one by one.

"Well, since you want to hear it, then I can tell you that I regret it. ”

Ding Ting did not shy away from answering him, in those fake chat records concocted by Qing Yi, he even made clever remarks in the face of Miao Miao's inquiry, but in the face of Fang Ruoxi's direct inquiry, he answered cleanly.

"Do you regret it?"

Fang Ruoxi raised her head and looked at him tremblingly, as if tears were condensing in the trembling knots.

He always knew that Ding Ting was very dissatisfied with this marriage, but he never thought that even if he was cheating, he was not willing to deceive himself.

"Yes, I really regret it. ”

When Ding Ting saw him like this, he knew that he had a plan for a showdown.

"You should know, I don't actually have any feelings for you, and the reason why I was able to be friends with you before was because you have always been by An Yunuo's side.

You also know why I fell in love with him, and why I stayed by his side for so many years.

You know that the person I love is him, but you took advantage of my drunken opportunity to not talk about the relationship with me, and even left a child.

It was because of that child that my life was changed.

I was separated from the person I was supposed to love, and I had to marry you who had no emotional foundation at all, and even had to maintain such a married life.

What reason do you think I don't regret it?"

Ding Ting's words wept blood, he had never said these words to anyone, not even in those fake chat records made by Qingyi, when he talked about this topic, he said it so sharply now.

"Then you, then you can not marry me. ”

Fang Ruoxi lowered his head, unwilling to look at him, he knew how deeply this answer hurt him, but he also knew that all this hurt Ding Ting no less than himself.

"Can I not get married?"

Ding Ting sneered, suddenly stood up, and paced back and forth in the room.

After a while, he suddenly stopped and looked at him nailingly.

"I don't want to get married, but what do you look at the people around me?

My mom is dead in order to avoid me marrying you.

That's not all, your dad even set up a surveillance device in the place where I live in order to force me to marry you, and after monitoring my privacy, he threatened me with my privacy, telling me that if I don't marry you, he will put those videos in the company and spread them.

I'm not like you, I don't have to worry about food and clothing, I don't have to think about anything, I can use money.

I need to work, I need to earn money, I need to live.

If I lose this job, how will I pay my mortgage and my car loan?

And how powerful your father is in the industry, don't you know, if you offend him, can I still survive in this city?

What can I do, what can I do but promise him?"

Ding Ting always suppressed his voice and kept himself from roaring.

The more he suppressed it, the more uncomfortable it sounded.

Fang Ruoxi always thought that he was the most wronged one, but he didn't expect that Ding Ting was actually the most painful one.

"You force me with your children, my mother forces me with her life, your father uses my career to force me, do you think I can make any other choice than marry you?"

For the first time, Ding Ting vented his dissatisfaction for the first time.

The gentleness he showed on weekdays was thrown behind him at this time.

"But since we are married, why can't you try to fall in love with me, why can't you try to live with me? ”

At this moment, Fang Ruoxi was really sure that Ding Ting didn't have any love for her.

"Since you don't have any feelings for me, why do you want to say things like that? Why do you give me hope? Why do you say that you are working hard for me and my children? Why do you say that all your hard work is for me and my children to have a better future. ”

Fang Ruoxi cried, tears falling like raindrops.

Tintin looked at him coldly and pulled over a chair to sit in front of him.

"You look at me, and I'll tell you why. ”

Fang Ruoxi raised her head and looked at him with tears streaming down her face.

"I'll tell you why, just because my house is monitored, just because I know that your family is monitoring our house all the time, just because my mother said the wrong thing, your father can let his subordinates hurt him ruthlessly, and even make him almost die.

I am a man, I am not a god.

No matter how much I hate my mother, it is the mother who gave birth to me and raised me.

Your father threatened me with my mother's life, so do I have any other way but to compromise and please you?"

Seeing Fang Ruoxi crying like a tearful person, Ding Ting also wanted to cry uncomfortably, but he couldn't help it.

He knew that if he cried at this time, he would never be able to say many words again.

"Why didn't you tell me these things?"

"Tell you, tell you what to do, can you argue with your father, or can you let your father stop from continuing to monitor our house? Or can you let me go, and no longer imprison me in your hands like a caged bird. ”

Ding Ting asked him rhetorically, Fang Ruoxi never thought that his father, who loved him the most, would actually become the biggest obstacle on the road to his marriage.

"What about the child? Are you sincere to the child?"

Fang Ruoxi looked at Ding Ting's eyes, he had lost completely, he just wanted to confirm whether Ding Ting could still defend the rationality of the meaning when treating the child.

The so-called child should be born when both parents love each other in order to be worthy of being a child.

Do you think that in a situation like the two of us, the child who was born deserves my love?"

Ding Ting's words became the sword that knocked down Fang Ruoxi in the end.

He never thought that even the child, Ding Ting, was extremely resentful.

"So, what you said to that girl named Miao Miao is true, right?"

Fang Ruoxi finally couldn't help but roar, and Ding Ting sneered even more when he heard this.

"You see, you father and daughter have a tacit understanding.

Your father is spying on me in my house, and you send people to spy on me in my company.

You say I never loved you, so have you ever wondered if you love me or want to control me?"

Ding Ting's words made Fang Ruoxi stunned, he had never thought about this problem.

He has always felt that his feelings for Ding Ting should be love, but when he heard him talk about it today, he felt that his feelings for him were not just love.

"You don't call me love at all, the reason why you think I'm different from other men is because when you first saw me, I only had An Yunuo in my eyes, and I didn't have you.

For those who have grown up, fed up with the pursuit of others, and accustomed to being only you in the eyes of others, do you think I am the only person?

You want to conquer me, you want to see me become like other men, into the only one who sees you.

That's why you will try your best to stay by my side, try your best to get close to me, and even try your best to let me marry you, and even have children with you.

You think that you can tie me down in this way, and then make me change, and make me the man who has only you in his heart.

But you never thought about whether you were here to love me, or to conquer me?"

Ding Ting's words were heart-wrenching, obviously before he came, Fang Ruoxi was very sure that his feelings for Ding Ting were love, but after his analysis, he suddenly found that he really didn't love him, he really just wanted to conquer him.

When he first saw Ding Ting, he was indeed the only one in his eyes, which was completely different from the first time other boys saw him.

He didn't even look at himself from beginning to end, obviously he looked more dazzling than An Yunuo next to him, and he was more worthy of attention.

But from beginning to end, he didn't look at himself, and he didn't even ask about his identity.

Fang Ruoxi had never encountered such a thing before.

The men he had met, as soon as they saw her face, would be like a bee seeing pollen, and they would rush over and swagger around him, trying to attract his attention.

But Ding Ting didn't, did he really approach him just to prove his charm and conquer him.

Fang Ruoxi was confused, he was originally going to question the relationship between Ding Ting and Miao Miao today, he didn't know why things had developed to the current situation.

"I love you. ”

He repeated it as hard as he could, wanting to tell him, and wanting to tell himself.

But after Ding Ting heard this, he pulled him and stuffed him in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, so that he could look at himself in the glass.

"Look at you here, tell me again, do you love me or do you want to conquer me?"

Fang Ruoxi looked at herself reflected in the glass, and for the first time felt that she couldn't see through herself.

In the glass, his eyes were confused, tears flowed, and he was panicked like a thief who had been caught.

What the hell is wrong with him?

Shouldn't he have asked Tintin why he was disgusted with marriage?

Why now, instead he is questioning himself.