She also dreamed that her children were lost, and she couldn't find them, her Xiaojun, and the child in her womb......

Her children!

Ning Yingshan woke up suddenly, and what caught her eyes was a pure white that belonged to the hospital, and the smell of disinfectant water poured into the tip of her nose, she wanted to sit up, but she felt that her lower body and stomach were numb.

She struggled to look up at her belly, but found that her lower abdomen was flat at the moment, and the big belly that used to obstruct her vision had disappeared at this time.

As the pre-coma events gradually returned, she hurriedly shouted, "Is there anyone?

"The mother is awake!" Immediately, a nurse who had been waiting by the side ran over, Ning Yingshan grabbed her sleeve and said in a panic: "Nurse, my child, is my child still there?"

The nurse was a gentle woman, and patiently replied, "Don't worry, ma'am, your little princess has been born safely, and is now undergoing a check-up, and will be sent over to meet you soon." ”

"That's good, that's good...... And what's more! And my other child!My Xiaojun!How is he!" Ning Yingshan just breathed a sigh of relief, and remembered Ning Xiaojun who was taken away by Pang Changze. Although Pang Changze said that he would let him go, Ning Yingshan didn't dare to believe this man easily after this experience.

"Jun is fine, he is at home now, I asked my henchmen to protect him, he is safe now. A hoarse male voice sounded in the ward, Ning Yingshan raised her head, and looked at Li Jinyan, who was in a trance and complicated, and their eyes met in mid-air, obviously they hadn't seen each other for a day, but they were like a world away.

"You're here. Ning Yingshan's expression was also complicated, she looked at the man in front of her, he obviously came to save her in the end. Reason told her that he had done nothing wrong, but there was always a thorn in his heart, constantly reminding her of the pain.

The nurse withdrew after examining her, leaving a space for the two of them to be alone.

The two were relatively speechless.

After a long time, Li Jinyan struggled to find a topic: "How about it...... Does it still hurt?"

Ning Yingshan shook her head: "The doctor should have given me an anesthetic, and I basically don't feel anything now." ”

After saying this, neither of them spoke again, and there was an eerie silence in the air.

Ning Yingshan didn't know what to say, and wanted to ask him why he hadn't come to save himself, or was she hysterically scolding? or even crying and throwing herself into his arms to tell her grievances?

She might have been able to do all three before, but after that almost desperate night, she couldn't say anything.

Li Jinyan...... Needless to say, then.

After the joy of regaining, he was only full of guilt in the face of Ning Yingshan. He wanted to apologize, but the words felt so pale and weak.

I don't know how long it took, maybe she couldn't stand this weird atmosphere anymore, Ning Yingshan took the initiative to break the silence and said, "It was Pang Changze who took me away." ”

“…… I guessed it. Li Jinyan looked at her, with guilt and remorse in his eyes.

"There was a servant in the family who was bribed by him and told me that he had taken Xiaojun and showed me the pictures. I didn't know if it was true, but I didn't dare bet on it, so I followed him and ......"

Speaking of this, Ning Yingshan paused for a moment, and then continued without the slightest abnormality, with a calm face: "He took Xiaojun as a hostage, and asked me to choose one of his women or the child in his belly, I didn't want to choose either, so I kept dealing with him." Then he got impatient and ......"

"Shanshan!" Li Jinyan interrupted him, holding her hand, his face painful: "I know everything, you don't need to say it anymore." ”

Ning Yingshan looked at him, and suddenly showed a smile, but the smile didn't seem to reach the bottom of her eyes: "Jin Yan, don't you just want to know this? Didn't you always ask me to tell you everything that happened, and now I'm going to say it, why don't you want to?"

"No, Shanshan, I know it all, you don't have to say it anymore......"

Unconsciously, Li Jinyan's always resolute eyes turned a little red, he looked at Ning Yingshan, and once again understood how much damage he had caused Ning Yingshan.

She was digging out the bloody wound to show him.

Although he will be in pain when he sees the wound, Ning Yingshan, who opened the wound with his own hands, must be even more painful.

Ning Yingshan continued to speak on her own, her voice was fluttering, reminiscent of a bubble that burst as soon as she blew it: "He pressed up, I kept struggling, and I finally broke free, but I fell." There was so much blood, and I was lying on the ground like a helpless dog. I begged someone to save me, to save my children. I was so painful, so scared, but there was no one, no one all the time. ”

"Li Jinyan, nothing happened to me and him, do you believe it?"

Li Jinyan wanted to hug her, but he was afraid of her wounds, so he could only wrap them around in vain. He closed his eyes tightly, his voice almost trembling: "I believe you, Shanshan, I'm sorry, I didn't protect you......"

Ning Yingshan did not resist and did not respond. She looked at the white wall of the hospital, but her eyes were unfocused: "I really wanted you to come at that time, but you never came." Where were you then?"

"Why couldn't you trust me before?"

Li Jin was speechless, so he could only clench his ten fingers more and more, forming a cage and imprisoning the woman in his arms, as if he let go of his hand, and the person in his arms would leave him.

"I'm sorry, Sansan, I'm sorry......"

Ning Yingshan let him hold him, and kept apologizing to herself with remorse, but she didn't say a word. I don't know how long it took before I said, "I'm tired, I want to see my daughter." ”

"I'm going to pick her up. Despite all the reluctance in his heart, Li Jinyan still gently let go of Ning Yingshan and helped her slowly lean against the hospital bed, as if she were treating a precious and fragile treasure.

Li Jinyan quickly brought back the little princess who had just finished the inspection, and the joyful mother Li also came in. The strange atmosphere in the hospital room was suddenly swept away, but it was clear to both of them that the gloom that had hung over their hearts had not yet dissipated.

"Jin Yan, look at how much this little girl looks like you, her lips and nose are a bit like Ying Shan, it's almost carved out of the same mold as the two of you!"

Mother Li hugged the newborn little princess happily, and the little princess fell asleep at this time. She was born prematurely, born thinner than other children, but in the eyes of everyone present, she was obviously the cutest little angel in the world.

Ning Yingshan looked at the little baby who had just been born, red and wrinkled, and finally smiled again.