Chapter 508: She Loves Him
Miao Miao's leave this time is three days, if it weren't for the temporary idleness on the project now, there is nothing to follow up, just he inexplicably asked for three days of leave, the company is afraid that he would have been removed from the list long ago.
But fortunately, Miao Miao is very capable of working on weekdays, even if this time, he made an exception to ask for three days off, and Ding Ting helped him behind his back, and the people in the group did not stab this matter to the top, so naturally the people above did not know that Miao Miao took three days off for no reason.
In the past three days, Miao Miao seemed to have disappeared, except for the phone call of a member of the result group, who greeted him and said that he was going to ask for leave, he never had any contact with anyone in the group, not even with Ding Ting, he had no contact.
At the beginning, Ding Ting still wondered if what he said scared him, so he avoided it, and would rather abandon an opportunity to climb up than continue to appear in front of him.
He was still quite entangled in this matter, although he wanted to go all day, and when it was evening, he suddenly wanted to leave.
If Miao Miao really stayed away from herself this time because of what she said, she could only say that she was unlucky.
Maybe God also knows that this is not the best time, so he will use this way to remind himself.
But he is not in a hurry, he still has time, his relationship with Fang Ruoxi is quite stable now, even if Miao Miao suddenly disappears and his plan cannot be continued, he can follow the previous steps and slowly and calmly maintain the distance between him and Fang Ruoxi.
So he thought about Miao Miao's disappearance, so he didn't continue to pay attention to it.
Even when I get home at night, I don't deliberately check the information on my phone.
In this matter, he intends to comply with the destiny of heaven.
I am God who let Miao Miao leave at this time, and he will take it as God to remind him that it is less than ten catties now.
If God thinks that the time has come, this Miao Miao should come back or will come back.
Ding Ting waited calmly for three days, and finally went home on the third night, as soon as he entered the house, Lin Jiao couldn't wait to hand him the phone.
He looked at the flashing breathing light on his phone and knew that the phone had received a message.
The person who will send a message to this mobile phone can only be Miao Miao, and looking at Lin Jiao's anxious appearance, it is estimated that the number of messages received is quite a lot.
Ding Ting hurriedly changed his shoes and walked to the sofa with his mobile phone, and while Lin Jiao was preparing dinner, he turned on his mobile phone and entered the chat program.
As soon as he entered the program, he saw that the upper right corner of Miao Miao's avatar was full of small red dots, and as many as forty or fifty text messages, which was completely beyond his imagination.
He couldn't believe that Miao Miao would send so many messages to himself after three days of disappearance, he didn't dare to hesitate, afraid that something was wrong, and hurriedly opened the chat interface.
Miao Miao has said a lot of things, from his childhood to the present.
He told Ding Ting about the unfair treatment he had encountered when he was a child, and also talked about the so-called special care he had received with his own skin.
He recounted his confusion and pain, but he did not recount his response to Tintine's previous answer.
He told Ding Ting that he was very chaotic these days, and he couldn't sleep at home all night, and his mind was full of the messages he sent to him that day.
Obviously, this information was used by him to determine Ding Ting's mind, but when he saw the messages he sent, those words were like magic, constantly spinning in his mind, making him unable to sleep all night.
She even tried to sleep with the help of drugs, but it still didn't work, he could even keep his eyes open until dawn, just because his mind kept repeating the words that Ding Ting had sent to him.
He said a lot and explained what kind of psychological process he had gone through in the past three days.
Ding Ting looked at it sentence by sentence, although it was all some words, but he could also detect a turning point in Miao Miao's heart from those words.
Maybe what he said to him at the beginning was deliberately to him, just a perfunctory in disguise, but he never expected that he would listen to what he said.
Not only did he listen to it, but he even made a very important decision because of his words.
He decided to disband all his spare tires and have a showdown with them, he met his true destiny, and he didn't plan to continue this ambiguous relationship with them.
Ding Ting really didn't know that Miao Miao still maintained an ambiguous relationship with so many spare tires during the ambiguous period with himself, he thought that people like Xiang Miao Miao only had two or three spare tires at most, and he didn't expect that the number of spare tires would be as high as double digits after learning.
Not only that, but it is not difficult to see from Miao Miao's narrative that there are many of his spare tire candidates, including some rich children, and even more successful people.
Thinking about it like this, Ding Ting felt a little incredible.
It's not that he feels a little boastful, but he thinks that some of these spare tires are obviously in much better condition than himself.
Instead of falling next to a man like himself who has a family and affairs, and even climbs up, and has to rely on his hard work to earn his way, why doesn't he directly choose those rich second generations, marry directly into a wealthy family, and be a wealthy wife?
The suspicion that Ding Ting, which had been suppressed with great difficulty, resurfaced.
He could be sure that Miao Miao was definitely not Fang Ruoxi's person, but he was not sure whether Miao Miao's true purpose of contacting him was just to climb up, as he thought.
If his purpose is really just this, then there are too many people in the spare tire who can satisfy his wish, then why does he still choose himself, who is useless, not only has a wife and children, but also is so much older than him.
Ding Ting really couldn't understand it, and at this moment, he felt that things were out of his control.
He carefully studied all the messages sent by Miao Miao, and after thinking about it for a long time, she was thinking about how to reply to her messages, but Lin Jiao reminded him to eat at this time.
"Forget it, let's eat first. ”
Ding Ting hesitated for a moment, and decided to take advantage of the opportunity to eat to think about it, and then reply to Miao Miao.
He was afraid that if he replied to him rashly, he would be very impulsive, because he was not sure what Miao Miao was going to do now, so he had to analyze the meaning of these words he sent to him, and then find a way to answer him according to these meanings.
Anyway, Miao Miao has been sending messages to this account since the afternoon, even if she replies to him a little later, there will be no problem.
After Ding Ting confirmed that it was safe, he put down his phone, went to the living room to eat, and after packing everything up, he went back to the sofa to pick up his phone.
Taking advantage of the eating stall, he thought about a lot of things clearly.
The reason why Miao Miao explained to himself that he disbanded all those spare tires, and even told those spare tires that he had found his true destiny, the subtext of this sentence is that he identified himself.
He wanted to tell himself how much he had given to be able to be with him.
Ding Ting knows how difficult it is for Miao Miao to make such a decision?
It is not difficult to see from the quantity and quality of Miao Miao's spare tires that these spare tires have been selected by her for a long time, and he can dissolve all these spare tires for himself, and declare that he will never contact them again, which shows that he is really determined to be with him.
For a moment, Tintin suddenly felt the urge to tell him that he was actually taking advantage of him.
But fortunately, he just decided to have a meal and then reply to his message, because of this time to eat, he was much calmer than when he read the message just now.
At this time, when he picked up his mobile phone, his mind was much calmer than just now.
"I'm very grateful to you, grateful that you really chose me, obviously I didn't deserve your choice at this time, but you still chose me without hesitation.
You like this, how dare I disappoint you, how dare I not live up to your expectations. ”
His reply actually didn't give Miao Miao an accurate answer, but after a little thought, it can be seen that his answer is very flattering.
If this passage falls into the hands of someone with a heart, it can be interpreted as him accepting Miao Miao's feelings for him, but it can also be interpreted as his gratitude to Miao Miao for accepting his feelings for him, but because of secular reasons, he can't be with him.
So this is the charm of language, these days Ding Ting really doesn't just talk, he really wants to realize his plan.
For this reason, he still inquired a lot of information, and talked about related topics with many people, intentionally or unintentionally.
He didn't even talk about it to anyone else, but he only occasionally went to the pantry and listened to the gossip of the female staff, and he was able to learn a thing or two.
After he finished this sentence, he stared at the TV in front of him, and his mood suddenly felt a little heavy.
He knew that this passage would determine whether he would really involve Miao Miao.
If Miao Miao hardened this sentence on the front, it means that he guessed correctly, Miao Miao really cut off the relationship with those past for herself.
He did not hesitate to do this, in order to have a future without a future.
At this time, as a man, even if he can't give him a nominal name, he must give him a word.
Even if the ultimate goal, Miao Miao was just a pawn he had prepared to get rid of Fang Ruoxi, he had to weave a wonderful dream for him.
This may be the only compensation he can do for him.
Ding Ting waited, he waited for Miao Miao's answer.
On the other end of the phone, in the dim room, wine bottles were dumped everywhere, Miao Miao sat on the ground, staring straight ahead with his eyes blankly, his lips even had the foam of beer lying on his lips, and the placket on his chest was also short-sighted by the wine industry, it is conceivable that he is hiding at home and getting drunk these days.
His eyes were blank, as if he had lost his soul, staring blankly ahead.
It wasn't until the air suddenly remembered the sound of the phone vibrating, that a bright light suddenly flashed in the empty and godless eyes.
Slowly, the dilated pupils finally focused slowly, and when the mobile phone around him stopped vibrating, he hung his head, looked at the breathing lamp that kept beating, and was stunned for a full few minutes, before he suddenly remembered that it was a prompt for information.
Suddenly, the face that seemed to be dead suddenly came to life.
First there was surprise in his eyes, and then there was an incredible look on his face.
When he was sure that the breathing light on his phone was beating, he immediately turned around and picked it up.
He didn't even have time to wipe the wine from the corner of his mouth, and pulled his loose hair back to his head with his hands, and then brought his phone in front of him.
He couldn't wait to open the phone, the interface, and after entering, it was directly the chat screen.
He studied the font on the screen word by word, and when he finished the entire paragraph, tears suddenly fell silently.
He's like the walking dead these days, and he's been anesthetizing himself with alcohol, except for contacting others when he's on leave.
He didn't know why he had always looked so dashing, but this time, because of Ding Ting's words, he was so obsessed.
If a different man said those words to him, he would only smile disdainfully, and then skillfully type those ambiguous words on the screen that he was familiar with and could no longer be familiar.
But this time, it was against this man, and the words that had been in his mind many times suddenly went down.
He didn't even know what words to use to describe his feelings at the time.
He didn't even know why he had a wounded sore spot in his heart at that time.
He obviously just used him as a tool, but why did he feel so distressed when he saw that he wanted to give himself a future.
Even if he had clearly told himself that it would be impossible for him to give him a serious name in a short period of time, he still had no hesitation, because of his love, and resolutely said goodbye to them who he had maintained for so many years.
It doesn't seem like he's doing anything personally.
But he did it, not only did he do it, but he also broke it completely.
Not only did he delete all contact information for the spare tires, but he even threatened his own life to warn them not to reveal his relationship with them.
After finishing the incident, he also threw his mobile phone card into the toilet.
Fortunately, even if the current mobile phone does not have a mobile phone card, it can be used normally except that it cannot make calls, otherwise he really doesn't know how to contact Ding Ting.
He was babbling gibberish in the chat program, saying everything that came to his mind these days.
He, no matter what he said, whether he could hear it or not, whether he could understand it or not, he had only one thought.
He wanted to tell him that he loved him.