It's another prosaic, boring evening on the way to work.

He Miao's ears were stuffed with new pants "I don't want to die in loneliness and failure, I don't want to live underground all the time, material scams, hurried ants, uneducated people don't be sad." "A song with a slightly broken tone and a poor articulation.

The first time He Miao heard this song, tears instantly gathered in his shallow eyes, and he couldn't swallow it.

Maybe she is the literate person mentioned in the song.

I have come all the way to where I am today, I am neither too old nor too young, and my experience is rich.

The failure of the science subject in the college entrance examination allowed her to only be admitted to the normal school in a little-known third- and fourth-tier small city, and she was already arranged by the school to work as an intern English teacher in a local primary school in her junior year, and she was also a subject teacher and a "small class".

When I was a senior, I was lucky, and with the academic certificate issued by the school, I was admitted to the local establishment before I graduated, and my future is quite bright.

But it was all shattered on that calm afternoon.

On this day, He Miao took the students in her class out to exercise and do recess activities as usual. But soon, she noticed that something wasn't quite right with the three kids in the soccer goal.

She remained silent, kept one eye and watched from afar.

Until she saw one of the children wave and hit the other, and staggered one of the other to the ground, the third child standing next to him even stepped forward and kicked a few times while they were lying on the ground.

He Miao was very angry, but at first she only thought it was an ignorant joke between children.

"Zeng Jiaming, how did you start beating Gu Qirui?" He Miao carried the arm of the beating child like a chicken.

"He messed with me first. Zeng Jiaming held his head high, righteous.

"Why did he mess with you? He Miao put down his hand and stared at Zeng Jiaming's eyes.

"He's so dirty and smelly, he didn't answer my question just now. ”

He Miao stared at Zeng Jiaming, who "sued the wicked first", and asked, "Then what question do you want him to answer?"

"I asked him if his dad was the one who said he was on TV. ”

He Miao looked back at Gu Qirui, who was rubbing his clothes with his hands restlessly, and buried his head very low, and suddenly felt infinite pity.

She has always been very concerned about this child, even on the first day she entered the workplace, the head teacher of this class told her that if a student named Gu Qirui did not hand in his homework and did not endorse it, he would leave it alone, and there was something wrong with this child.

Young and vigorous, He Miao has been educated in college that every student is the hope of every family, so in school she earnestly studied professional courses and psychology, and she hoped that she would be worthy of the word "teacher" in the future. She feels that teaching and educating people has a sacred sense of mission.

She is deeply aware that some of the actions of a teacher can affect a person's life, such as herself.

She didn't listen to this "advice", she still treated this Gu Qirui with the same requirements, and she would often ask Gu Qirui to answer questions in her English class, even if it caused some teachers to complain.

"Zeng Jiaming will return to class in a while, you and Xu Hao will apologize to Gu Qirui in front of the whole class. ”

He Miao looked at Zeng Jiaming with no expression on his face.

"Why, he provoked me first, why didn't he apologize?" Zeng Jiaming immediately shouted, attracting a lot of attention on the playground. Many other children were holding activity equipment and standing on the side to "watch the excitement".

"What did he mess with you, just because he didn't answer you, is his dad the one you saw on TV??"

He Miao suppressed the fire and tried to be calm, "He didn't answer your questions and you beat your classmates, do you think that is more serious?"

"The teacher is eccentric!!The teacher is biased every time he favors this stinky and tattered one, and the teacher is eccentric!!" Zeng Jiaming became more and more excited, and there were more and more onlookers.

"Zeng Jiaming, you have to apologize to Gu Qirui in front of the whole class today, this matter is not negotiable. He Miao took out the majesty of being a teacher.

"The teacher is eccentric!The teacher is eccentric!Teacher He is eccentric!!"

Preaching is not feasible at present, He Miao doesn't care about 3721, he drags one in one hand and goes to the direction of the classroom, and just after taking two steps, the head teacher hurriedly arrives.

"Teacher Zhang!!" Zeng Jiaming saw the head teacher who rushed over, and threw himself into the other party's arms, crying with grievances, as if He Miao had bullied him.

"Teacher Zhang... ”

"Okay, Teacher He, I probably know everything about this matter, I'll take these three children away, and you can take the other children back to the class, and I'll handle this matter." ”

The head teacher's unquestionable tone, He Miao had to agree, and returned to the classroom with the large army.

The third class in the afternoon is the team activity class, in fact, it is to deal with the students' homework and do homework, He Miao, who has been restless, only then did he see the head teacher who had not seen him all day with three children.

"Teacher Zhang. He Miao wanted to say something, and the head teacher's eyes signaled for a while.

"Students. As soon as the loud voice of the head teacher sounded, the whole class put down what they were doing, sat upright, and looked at the direction of the podium.

"During the recess exercise this morning, Zeng Jiaming, Gu Qirui, and Xu Hao fought on the football field, which had a very bad impact on the image of the class. However, just now, the three students have promised in front of the teacher and their parents that this will never happen again in the future, and they will definitely help each other, unite and love each other, and the classmates will help them and supervise them together, okay?"

"Yes!" the class replied in unison.

"Okay," the head teacher nodded with satisfaction, "Since the whole thing was caused by Gu Qirui's classmates, he also realized his own problem," the head teacher said and asked Gu Qirui to turn around and face the other two children, "Gu Qirui, now you say sorry to Zeng Jiaming and Xu Hao in front of the whole class, and this matter is over." ”

He Miao only felt that his brain exploded.

She never thought that the head teacher she respected so much would do such a deal, she was indignant and angry, and all she saw was the scene of being thrown out of the window by the head teacher when she was a child.

She could feel her anger set up, her eyes burning.

"Teacher Zhang!!" At this "last moment", He Miao urgently "stopped", she didn't want Gu Qirui to experience the feeling of being whispered while picking up her schoolbag when she was a child--the hot pain on her back.

She rushed to the podium and dragged the head teacher to a quiet corner.

"Teacher Zhang, this is not the case, it was Zeng Jiaming who said too much first, and he admitted it himself, and it was also his hand that moved first, and I have been watching from the side. He Miao expressed eagerly.

"Teacher He, some things are not as simple as you think. The words of the head teacher were meaningful.

"What do you mean?" He Miao froze, she prayed that God was not what she thought.

"Hey, Zeng Jiaming's father is the investor of our largest local pharmaceutical company. ”

"So what?" He Miao disagreed, "Just because his father is rich and powerful, can't the child make mistakes at school?" Teacher Zhang, you asked Gu Qirui to apologize to Zeng Jiaming this time, it is harmful to the two children, what kind of three views should they establish, is there a profession of 369, or a person is 369?"

The more He Miao spoke, the more excited she became.

"Teacher He, you are still too young, and there are some things that you can't do. The homeroom teacher sighed and returned to the classroom.

For several days after this incident, He Miao couldn't lift her spirits no matter what she did, and her roommate didn't say anything when she asked her what was wrong.

For the first time, she faced the "relative fairness" of society, and she was caught off guard, and it happened on campus.

Many people think it's just a small question of who should apologize, but Yu He Miao is not, she is afraid that Gu Qirui will be deeply rooted in her heart from now on: I am a son who sells rags, smelly and dirty, and I only deserve to sell rags for the rest of my life. What's more, He Miao learned that Gu Qirui was a single parent and depended on his father for his life.

He Miao is so good that Miao Da Mei makes her strong and confident, but what about Gu Qirui? He Miao really can't imagine what she would be like now if she only lived with Old Man He.

But there is nothing she can do, she is just a small young teacher, and recently, she can feel Zeng Jiaming's increasingly strong targeting and hostility towards herself.

For the first time, she felt the powerlessness and helplessness of an adult.

When she was considering whether to go to the principal and tell her what was in her heart, the principal found her first.

"Teacher He, I heard that you are from Longcheng?" The principal looked at He Miao and smiled, and he couldn't judge whether the tone was good or bad.

"Hmm. ”

"It's no wonder that the spoken language is not accented, and I was admitted to the establishment at a young age with my ability, and many people failed to pass the exam several times, and the future is really bright. ”

"No, no. He Miao knew that the principal would not just praise her if he suddenly found her.

"Headmaster, just tell me what you want. He Miao raised her head and said sincerely.

"Oh, it's nothing," the principal snorted, "It's about Zeng Jiaming and Gu Qirui's fight, let's stop here." ”

He Miao's pupils shook in shock.

"Look at Mr. He, you have also been admitted to the establishment, and you will stay in our school after graduation, and if you perform well, I will give you a suite within 5 years, how about it?" The conditions offered by the principal were very tempting.

He Miao lowered her head and didn't speak, she really didn't know what to do.

"Our school has a quota for houses every year, and many male teachers have waited for seven or eight years without waiting, but five years is already very good. ”

He Miao still didn't speak.

"What if it takes three years?"

Then the principal didn't speak, waiting for He Miao's reply.

He Miao thought for a long time, got up from the chair in a hurry, and said to the principal with a trembling voice, "I resign." ”

Then she didn't look back, ran all the way back to the office, packed up her few things, and left.

That's right, He Miao escaped.

Back in the dormitory, she didn't go out for three days, just lay like this, and even developed a high fever.

When she was in a daze, she dreamed that the classmates who laughed at Old Man He as a little old man selling rotten fruits, and the hands pointing at her poked her in the face, and she didn't even have the strength to push it away.

The resignation was brought by the classmates who interned together, and He Miao didn't look back and left the city that made him sad. Instead of leaving, it is better to escape.

All the employers she went back to interview were educational institutions, and Miao Damei asked her to take the local establishment, and He Miao sent her away if she couldn't pass the test.

She didn't dare to tell Miao Da the reason for the beauty.

He Miao, who has accumulated a little experience outside, even runs a small educational institution with the senior sister of the original school.

The senior sister is in charge of admissions, and she is in charge of the training of new teachers and student management.

It is also private, and it is not easy for He Miao and Senior Sister to win the trust of their parents, after all, they are young.

At the beginning, they had to take in children who others didn't dare to recruit and cultivate them carefully.

So in a year and a half, He Miao has seen all kinds of unique children.

What He Miao remembers most is a child who was originally in a welfare home.

He was not taken home by his parents until he was 6 years old, but he may have seen too much of his father's domestic violence and mother, and the child's personality became irritable and silent.

He Miao rescued his classmates who were choked by his neck several times, and when he reprimanded the other party once, the child suddenly ran out and disappeared on the busy road.

He Miao entrusted her class to other teachers, and searched for a long time along the road, but she couldn't find it. He Miao went crazy and squatted on the road in despair and cried loudly.

Unexpectedly, after a while, the child walked up to He Miao by himself, squatted down, and pulled He Miao's sleeve.

He Miao looked up and saw the "bear child", surprised and delighted, but the exit was a reprimand: "Who let you run out by yourself?

"Teacher He," the "bear child" also hung tears, choked up and said, "Teacher He, you are the first person who will find me when I run out." ”

He Miao couldn't hear this, she burst into tears and hugged him tightly in her arms. One big and one small cried happily on the road.

Since then, he has listened to He Miao's words, and there has been no scary "violent action".

Gu Qirui is He Miao's eternal pain.

When she was asked if she regretted giving up and coming back, she said she regretted it.

But she didn't regret giving up the stable job and the promised house, she kept thinking that if she could stay, she could watch Gu Qirui, lend a helping hand and comfort him when he needed it, not like now, and she didn't know how he was doing.

He Miao admitted that she was afraid.

Later, no matter how much I did, I still couldn't make it up, and I felt a deep sense of guilt.

Later, when he became an educational institution, he arrived home at half past ten every day, was still preparing for classes in the middle of the night, and sometimes went home to teach students words on WeChat, and He Miao's body was overloaded every day.

Miao Da Beauty couldn't see it, and arranged an interview for her to enter the current company, He Miao didn't say anything, sighed and went.

But He Miao never mentioned all the past, and he was deeply rooted in his heart.