Chapter 12: The Human Heart Is Sinister
An Yunuo once thought that all the children in this world were innocent and different from those adults, and after getting along for a long time, she found that they were actually the same.
Those children will be like the adults in the village, they will hide when they see her, and when they see her, they will be like seeing a flood beast, what is wrong with her, why should everyone avoid her?
At a young age, she couldn't understand the truth of this, but she seemed more and more lonely in the isolation of her peers, and instead of making any friends, she was ridiculed by her classmates for dressing.
She also wanted to have a new dress on her body, with beautiful little shoes to wear, but her family did not allow it, and her aunt was very dissatisfied with going to school, if she dared to ask for new clothes, she would be greeted by overwhelming beatings, she was also afraid, and she knew that it hurt, and she would rather make herself feel better than those bright clothes.
Classmates pointed fingers, because her ragged clothes laughed at her, she began to learn to endure, began to learn not to care about the eyes of others, but children at this age are sensitive, how can she turn a blind eye to other people's guidance.
Every time after school, other classmates have their parents to pick them up, and she can only rush out of school with the rotten schoolbag that her aunt picked up from nowhere, the surprised appearance of those parents on both sides of the school gate when they see her, and the expression of can't help but cover their mouths and whisper gossip, all make her face hot.
She also had a day when she couldn't stand it, and she ran to her homeroom teacher to tell her homeroom teacher that she didn't want to go to school anymore. Fortunately, the homeroom teacher she met not only did not accept her application to withdraw from school, but even began to visit her home frequently, not for anything else, every time she came, she would praise herself in front of her uncle and aunt, saying that she had made rapid progress in school and compared many classmates.
An Yunuo actually knows that her grades are very poor, she was eight years old when she went to school, and her classmates are all children younger than her, but she doesn't have any advantages, those classmates are all from kindergarten, and they are in contact with her earlier in learning, and the speed of learning knowledge is faster than her.
She doesn't understand, Xu Xiuying and Li Derong do.
Sending An Yunuo to school actually did not have a big impact on the family's economic situation, the people from the Education Bureau communicated with the school and promised to waive An Yunuo's tuition and miscellaneous fees, so they were willing to send her to school, and they never reported any hope for her grades or anything, but they just didn't want to cause trouble because of her.
When the teacher visited his home again and again and kept praising An Yunuo's good academic performance, Xu Xiuying and Li Derong also began to feel that their faces were bright, and when they saw the people in the village, when they talked about their children's learning, they no longer had the scared appearance they used to be.
Li Decai, the precious son of their family, has always been the existence that they are ashamed to mention in front of people, and he was expelled from school twice at the age of ten, for him to go to school, the two of them are heartbroken and white-headed, and now there is a sudden one in the family who can read, even if it is not popular, but it is still the name of his Li family, and it can be regarded as winning glory for his Li family.
With the teacher's words, An Yunuo found that when his uncle and aunt mentioned themselves in front of others, their attitude was much better than before, and they would no longer call their dead children in front of others and curse their parents who died young.
It turns out that this is the purpose of the teacher's home visit.
In order to repay the teacher's tireless home visits, she made up her mind to no longer care about the ridicule of her classmates, no longer take the surprises of those parents to heart, concentrate on studying, and only want to be worthy of the teacher's happiness.
God is still attached to her in the end, and after the final exam, when she returned home with the double hundred exam papers, there were rare smiles on the faces of her uncle and aunt.
Since then, she has studied harder, and even when she is doing housework, she will review her studies during the day while busy with the work at hand.
Gradually, her academic performance attracted the attention of the school leaders, and after considering that the education in the lower grades could not meet her learning, the school arranged for her to skip a grade for the first time, and even prepared a scholarship for her, which has been rewarded.
Seeing that An Yunuo actually skipped a grade and won a scholarship, in the evening, Xu Xiuying rarely allowed her to eat at the table, you must know that she used to be only qualified to stay in the kitchen after they all finished eating, and she barely ate her stomach with leftovers.
An Yunuo was happy, she felt that learning really changed her fate, and in the following days, she studied more energetically and was more pleased with the teachers, but soon, reality taught her what is called people's hearts.
In order not to be chased and ridiculed by her classmates after class, as soon as it was time to get out of class, she left the school early and went straight home.
In order to go home as soon as possible, she could only copy the trail back, but it was the trail that day that made her finally improve her life and return to the starting point.
An Yunuo no longer remembered how she avoided the villagers and returned home, even if she had cleaned the river in the village in advance, Xu Xiuying still smelled the disgusting feces the moment she stepped into the yard, not only did she not show any concern to An Yunuo at the first time, but after seeing her wet, she directly locked the gate of the yard, pushed her into the mill, and beat her hard.
When Xu Xiuying left after venting the anger in her heart, An Yunuo didn't even have the strength to get up, there was still a bunch of work waiting for her outside, even if it hurt when she moved all over her body, she could only grit her teeth and go to the backyard to clean herself again, before she could barely clean the fecal smell on her body, and then go to work.
When she stepped into the school gate the next day, the title of poop girl followed her.
She knew who the person who did this was, and the teacher had looked for her for the first time after hearing about this title, but she didn't dare to say it, she was afraid that if she said it, they would really let her eat those things directly next time, she didn't dare, she really didn't dare.
She gritted her teeth and couldn't speak, and the teacher had no choice but to symbolically comfort her and let her go to class.
An Yunuo's academic performance is still the same, but she is becoming more and more silent, more and more isolated, in this sunny campus, she is like an impenetrable darkness, wandering in this campus, many parents have looked for the school for this, the school finally had to move out of the education law, only to push these parents back, but since then, no one is willing to talk to her, let alone the same table, in desperation, the teacher had to arrange her to the last row of the classroom.
There, An Yunuo met Gan Yunting, who was even thinner than him at the time, for the first time.