Chapter 46: The master is sad

Ning Meng didn't know how to answer for a while, in her memory, her relatives were only her grandmother. She is grateful for the love her grandmother gave her. She has never been at a loss for herself because she loves too much, on the contrary, she is sometimes a little lonely.

She has never been a person who knows right from wrong, and there is no such thing as black and white in her world, and it is really difficult for her to suddenly have someone to discuss with her the topic of "love is too heavy".

Ning Meng thought for a while and said, "I can't say that this is right, but I don't think it's wrong." Maybe they can't give you what you want, they don't understand, they just treat you the way they think it's right. It's just that whether you can accept it or not, it's up to you. If all the efforts in the world can be accepted, then the misunderstandings in this world will be gone. ”

"But I'm under a lot of pressure. I'm the only hope for my family, and I don't want that. ”

The whole family, this word sounded very harsh to Ning Meng. The boy on the other side can say that he is the hope of the whole family, but what about Ning Meng, where is her whole family?

Ning Meng was a little angry, she said, "Didn't you just say that you wanted to live for yourself?" You always said that you are the hope of the whole family, but when you mentioned this, did you ever think that you had already thought of your family just now?"

The boy didn't understand her words a little bit, and said, "Yes, I'm not cold-blooded, of course I think of my family." ”

"That's right. You are not an individual, and neither is your family. Whether you care about your family, or you care about yourself, they all become a unique you at a certain moment and in a certain form. So you are living for yourself and taking care of your family at the same time. But when you said that you were the hope of the whole family, it was because you were concerned about your family's feelings that you said such a thing. ”

The boy was even more incomprehensible and asked, "Then you mean I should ignore what they think?"

Ning Meng said: "I can't make decisions for you. Everyone values something differently. Some people can abandon their families and careers and abandon their wives and children for the cause they love, maybe he is a selfish person in the eyes of others, but only he knows his pursuit. Some people are just the opposite, others look at him and feel pity, but only he knows the warmth. What you care about most is something that no one knows, and sometimes you don't even know yourself. You say you're stressed out and want to be the hope of the whole family. Is that what your family thinks, or is that your own?"

The boy doesn't speak.

Ning Meng said: "We often dare not say what we think, this is the greatest sorrow. It doesn't matter if you want to get ahead, or if you want to be mediocre all your life, whatever it is, it's your own idea. Even if you don't say it, just admit it yourself. Life is too short, so why hide it and don't you feel tired?"

The boy still didn't speak.

The room was surprisingly calm, only the sound of water dripping from the faucet was heard, and time passed in a hurry. After a while, the boy said, "Thank you." With that, he got up and left.

Ning Meng looked at the back of him leaving, and somehow thought of herself. It didn't seem like the boy she had been talking to, it was herself. She didn't want to, but she said no. I deceived others and myself, and I was not tired of living.

Fortunately, she has a worry house, thinking that one day she will be separated from these people, so she also has a lot of unscrupulousness, and a little more fear.

Ning Meng said, "Mingxi, will you really return to the Heavenly Palace one day?"

Myeong-hee nodded.

Ning Meng said, "Maybe I will miss you when you return to the Heavenly Palace." Maybe I'll cry when I miss you. Then I'll look up at the sky, look at the stars, and then you'll see me in the heavenly palace. ”

Mingxi said: "There is a mirror in the Heavenly Palace, just like the bronze mirror in the Relief House, you can see what people are looking at. When the time comes, I'll see you. ”

Ning Meng said, "Then will you miss me?"

"I don't know, I'll talk about it then. ”

"Good. Be sure to remember to think of me when the time comes. ”

"Good. ”

Ning Meng felt a trace of loneliness, the world is still alone after all. If she had a "whole family", she also wanted to be the hope of that "whole family", but unfortunately she didn't have it, or she never had.

Xiao Hei whispered to Xiao Bai, "Eh, Xiao Bai, have you seen it?" Both Lord Mingxi and Boss Meng have pink bubbles on their bodies, meow." ”

"Where is it?" Xiao Bai stared at the two of them carefully for a long time, but still didn't find anything abnormal, just said: "Lord Mingxi's body is obviously white fairy energy, and Boss Meng has colorful human energy, where is there pink?" ”

Hei shook his head and said, "What a piece of wood, meow." ”

Ever since Mingxi knew about Ning Meng's dream, he has been quite concerned and has been uneasy. It's just that whether he secretly sent Xiaobai to investigate, or tried to recover his memory, he couldn't find the source of the dream. Even Myung-hee himself wondered if he was overly nervous. But the dream really said that there was a nose and eyes, so Mingxi had to pay attention to it.

Fortunately, Ning Meng was forgetful, and it didn't take long for her to seem to have forgotten what happened in her dream, and Mingxi stopped mentioning it in front of her.

The tense days seemed to calm down all of a sudden, and Ning Meng suddenly liked flowers and plants.

Little black and white will always join in the fun when they see new things. Recently, Mingxi has also been a lot more obedient, and she is willing to follow Ning Meng and find something special for her to play with.

Ning Meng looked at a soft and boneless vine, and didn't like it, and said, "Why don't you find something with a little backbone, this thing looks bad." ”

Mingxi said: "You are really short-sighted. This is my prayer vine, with it the business of the house of worry, the result is twice the result with half the effort, and ordinary people want to find it but can't find it. I gave it to you with only one, and you still don't like it?"

"So what, I still like things with a little backbone. ”

"Haven't you heard of the principle of overcoming rigidity with softness? You look at this vine as if it is as soft as a bone, but there may be an unexpectedly powerful power in her heart. The grapes you like to eat are the ones that come out of the vines, and that is also the vine. ”

"Anyway, I still don't like this thing. ”

"Then don't eat grapes. ”

"I want to eat. ”

"Hehe, the kitchen of the Worry Relief House is my world, if I don't go to purchase, you won't have grapes to eat. ”

"Xiaobai, take the money, I'm going to buy grapes. ”

Arguing is already Ning Meng and Mingxi's daily life, and Xiao Hei and Xiao Bai have long been surprised. Xiaobai continued to count this month's accounts as if he hadn't heard it, but he slandered the two of them for being extremely naΓ―ve.

Xiao Hei was the most well-behaved, rubbed at Ning Meng's feet and said, "That...... Boss Meng.,It looks like someone is coming outside.。 Meow. ”

Ning Meng muttered in a low voice: "I don't have the same knowledge as you because of the overall situation, and when I'm done, I will definitely come to you." ”

Mingxi thought that there were a lot of adults, so he pretended not to hear it, and went to plant his own vines.

Ning Meng smiled and came out to greet the guests, but she didn't expect that the person who came turned out to be a girl like a vine. She was said to be a vine because she was leaning against the boy next to her, as if if the boy had gone a little farther, the girl would have fallen. Looks like that's her boyfriend.

The girl had a sad face, and her tone was pure and delicate, and she murmured, "I am very uncomfortable, and my desire is to be self-reliant." ”

Ning Meng thought to herself, this girl looked weak, and she was direct when she said angry. Also, if you don't make a wish when you come to the Worry Relief House, there is nothing else to sit on. Ning Meng has always hated such a "spineless" woman, and of course she doesn't like it when she sees her. But she couldn't help but be a guest at the Worry Relief House, so she had to pretend to be patient and invite the two of her to sit inside.

After a few words, the girl said nothing more than trivial matters at work. The conditions at her home are not bad, and she has been raised as a little princess since she was a child, but once she goes to work, she is not suitable in every way.

For example, there is a girl in the company who bullied her and asked her to order food and not give her money, and she was obviously very good to that girl, but the girl turned around and ran like the boss had made a report. She told her family these words, but instead of understanding her, they told her that she might as well go home. Anyway, the family doesn't need you to go out to earn money.

The girl didn't want to be like this, she wanted to be a self-reliant person, probably because of this belief, she walked into the door of the worry house.

Ning Meng remembered Fu Chanjuan. Fu Chanjuan is also a master who is bullied in the workplace, but these two people are different. Compared with Fu Chanjuan, this girl knows how to rely on others more, but she is a little too dependent in this way.

Ning Meng asked her, "Do you know the meaning of self-reliance and self-reliance?"

The girl thought for a moment and said, "That is to say, everything depends on yourself, not on others." ”

Ning Meng said: "That's right, but do you really want to be self-reliant?"

The girl said, "Of course." ”

Ning Meng nodded in the direction of the girl's boyfriend and said, "Since you are so sure, why do you still let him accompany you." ”

The boy was not happy when he heard this, and jumped to his feet and said, "What do you mean, she is my girlfriend, of course I have to accompany her." Do you want to stay with you?"

Ning Meng didn't pay attention to the boy, but asked the girl, "What do you think?"

The girl thought for a while and said, "He accompanies me wherever I go, even to and from work." It's the first time I've come to this worry house, so of course I have to let him accompany me. ”

Ning Meng shook her head, sighed and said, "If you really think so, I don't think your wish will come true." If you really want to achieve the goal of self-reliance, the first one is not to turn to your boyfriend for everything, try to figure it out on your own. ”

The girl was puzzled, "But I've heard that all wishes in the Worry Relief House can come true." ”

Ning Meng said: "Yes, but have you ever heard that you have to pay for fulfilling your wishes in the Worry Relief House?"