"I brought it all upon myself. Li Jinyan looked at Ning Yingshan's eyes and said word by word.

Every word was like a stone, smashing heavily on Ning Yingshan's eardrums and her heart. She inhaled quietly, then shrugged.

"I didn't say that. She pretended to be casual and picked up the empty bowl that was sitting on the side, and turned to walk towards the kitchen.

Behind him, Li Jinyan's cold voice came: "Five years ago, I didn't think about harming you, let alone harming Xiaojun. ”

Ning Yingshan's footsteps suddenly stopped. She didn't look back, didn't go forward, silently waited for Li Jinyan to continue.

The wine is still there, and the thoughts that have been hidden in the heart are like a package on the back, becoming heavier and heavier, and the pressure on the heart makes people breathless.

Maybe he should have talked to her so openly and honestly.

He has been looking for the most suitable time for the two of them, but sometimes, it is better to choose a day than to collide with the sun. At this moment of drowsiness, he found that what he wanted to say the most was about the misunderstanding five years ago.

"Five years ago, it was a misunderstanding. ”

He looked at Ning Yingshan's back.

"What misunderstanding?"

Even Ning Yingshan herself didn't notice that her tone was completely cold, and her expression darkened. The incident that was sealed in her memory about five years ago was a reverse scale that she couldn't touch.

"I didn't know that Xia Chuxin was pregnant, and the call was made by my mother. I admit that I have an unshirkable responsibility, but the doctor's diagnosis certificate for you was manipulated by them, and I thought that the fetal malformation in your womb would not only not be born, but if it was kept, it would also be very harmful to your body."

"I just didn't want anything to happen to you, I didn't think it would end up like this, I'm sorry. Li Jinyan closed his eyes, his voice full of pain.

Ning Yingshan's hands hanging by her side were clenched into fists, and her sharp nails pinched into her palms, but she didn't feel any pain at all.

Li Jinyan's words echoed in the air, but they buzzed in her ears, sounding so unreal, as if everything was just a dream she had.

She had imagined many possibilities and many explanations, but she didn't expect Li Jinyan's answer to be like this.

In the past five years, she has lived a life of hatred, and it is hatred that has supported her until now. But now, Li Jinyan told her that what she hated didn't exist?

"Do you know what you're talking about?" Ning Yingshan turned around slowly, looking at him with some amusement.

All the warmth of maintaining a superficial peace has been abandoned, and the two people facing each other at this moment are each other's truest state. No more camouflage, no more cover-up.

"Li Jinyan, I know you've been hit hard now. Because of Xia Chuxin, you start to feel that it's not worth it. Do you regret it, and feel sorry for me and Xiaojun?"

She raised the corners of her lips, and her smile was shallow, but the smile did not reach the bottom of her eyes.

"Do you think I'll believe what you say?"

Li Jinyan smiled bitterly: "I didn't think you would believe it." ”

"In that case, do you need to say it?"

"This misunderstanding has been bothering me for five years, and I don't want to haunt us for any longer. Whether you believe it or not, I will say it. ”

Li Jinyan's expression was calm, but his tone was extremely determined.

"Five years ago, it was me who did it wrong, I didn't have time to react, everything had already happened, and I thought it was too late to save everything. ”

"I didn't think God would give me another chance to see you again. Li Jinyan raised his eyes and looked at her fixedly.

A deep light gathered under his eyes.

"This time, I will never give up again. ”

Ning Yingshan only felt as if there was a powerful tearing force in the air, pulling her body and pressing her to the ground fiercely! She was in a bit of a trance, and she held on to it so that she didn't let herself fall.

"I said, I won't believe you, it's useless for you to say this. Ning Yingshan smiled, her expression a little sarcastic: "It seems that you have seen that I have not lost my memory a long time ago, in this case, you should also know what the purpose of my return is, and you dare to let me get close to you?"

Li Jin Yan also smiled, his eyes reflecting Ning Yingshan's overly cold face.

"So what? If you wanted to kill me, you should have 10,000 chances to do it to me, but you didn't. Li Jinyan sat up slightly straighter and pursed his thin lips slightly.

"I knew I still had a chance. ”

Ning Yingshan smiled: "Don't you think you're too narcissistic?"

"I just hope you can believe everything I say to you. Li Jinyan's expression was very serious: "Can you give me another chance." ”

This time, Ning Yingshan stopped talking.

She just stood and confronted Li Jinyan, the air seemed to freeze, and after a while, she withdrew her eyes, walked back to the bedroom with an expressionless face, and closed the door.

Li Jinyan sat on the sofa and raised his eyebrows slightly.

He said what he wanted to say most, and although the situation was not better than he imagined, it was not worse than he imagined.

Perhaps, this is the best-case scenario. Talking about everything, but calmly.

Everything after that, change, requires him to work harder than he is now.

This night, Ning Yingshan didn't sleep well at all, she had a lot of dreams, all of which were about five years ago.

She was chased by Li Jinyan, desperate, crazy drag racing, at the moment when the car fell off the cliff, the whistling wind in her ears, the feeling of powerlessness in her heart, this moment hit like a tide!

She saw Pang Changze standing beside her, took her hand, and told her gently: "Don't be afraid, you will have me by your side in the future." ”

She saw Li Jinyan coming from behind her again and holding her other hand.

"Everything five years ago, it was a misunderstanding, and I never wanted to hurt you. ”

Two thoughts tugged wildly in her heart, and finally Ning Yingshan woke up from her dream with a thrill, and she was already sweating profusely.

Taking a deep breath, her first instinct was to get up, get out of bed, and open the bedroom door.

As usual, there was no longer Li Jinyan outside the door, if it weren't for the empty bowl on the dining table to remind her, she would really think that everything that happened last night was a dream.

Leaning against the wall a little tiredly, Ning Yingshan pinched her eyebrows weakly.

The way things turned out was something she really never imagined.

Although she scoffed at what Li Jinyan said, some words passed through the eardrum and had reached the bottom of her heart, and it was false to say that there was no reaction at all.

can let her just accept what Li Jinyan told her, about the so-called "truth" five years ago, and for a while she also accepted incompetence.

Just as she was shaking her mind, the doorbell rang at the door.

Ning Yingshan walked over to open the door, looked up, and saw Pang Changze's smiling face.