Chapter 1032: Are You Confessing?
"Dear father and mother, I am Xi Yun, there is one thing I have been hiding from you, probably when I was about five years old, it should be at that time, I was very depressed for a while, and I often stayed alone in the room, not laughing, crying or even speaking. His father's memory is so good, he should remember it, and it doesn't seem to matter what caused it, because if you look closely at that reason, compared to what the eldest brother experienced, those tortures and sufferings seem to be too insignificant! But I'm still sick, I'm putting pressure on my spirit, then I'm depressed, then I'm anxious, then I'm anorexic, and now I'm binge-eating disorder, I know my condition and condition, I want to heal myself, I want to live a happy life, but I'm always depressed and ......depressed mentally."
The light in the tent was soft, and Xi Yunxin remembered Yue Chun when she wrote this, she was too sorry for Yue Chun emotionally.
But she had no other choice.
Her condition has suddenly worsened recently, in fact, she blames herself, she still chose to be with Yue Chun even though she knew her condition, it was she who was too nonsense, and she didn't think about this problem well, so that now she ......
She said the separation was too hasty.
But again a great option.
Because she'......
Xi Yun sighed and continued to write with a pen: "Brother Yuan Lian said that any disease can be cured, but mental disability is difficult, I have tried the healing method that Brother Yuan Lian said, and I am also working hard, I really have worked hard, I didn't think about death so rashly, but now...... Father and mother, I am going to climb Mt. McKinley, although I have the determination to die, but if I live, I will choose to forget the past and start my life again, hoping that I will be ...... I hope Xi Yun's spirit is not so depressed, and I hope she can be really happy. ”
Climbing McKinley Peak is giving yourself a choice.
Either disappear from this world entirely.
or completely forget the sad things,
Xi Yun sighed again, feeling depressed and uncomfortable.
How can this be the case?
She continued to write, "Father and mother, if something really happens to Yun'a, don't be too sad, let Brother Run'er not be sad for Yun'er, let Grandma too, and grandparents, as well as ...... I don't want you to feel sorry for me, I know you'll be happier if I'm alive, but Yuna ...... Yuna promised you that she would work hard...... I'll definitely try my best......"
This letter was difficult for Xi Yun to write.
Because the preamble described in it does not match the afterword.
She wanted to say something, but she tried to explain it to herself.
Explain that there is a root cause in your expectation of death.
But what does this prove?!
She put away the letter and put it in the envelope, and Xi Tuo's voice suddenly sounded outside, "Miss, Mr. Yan wants to see you." ”
Xi Yun put on a down jacket and left the tent, she sighed and smiled at the handsome man standing not far from her tent: "I saw you in Yue's house, I didn't ask a lot of people just now, why are you here?"
Yan Qing smiled and asked her, "You're not welcome?"
Xi Yun shook his head and smiled: "I can't talk about it, because we didn't know each other before, and it doesn't matter to me whether you come here or not, but thank you for your assistant's fair words that day." ”
Yan Qing said in a warm voice: "I have always taught him to follow his heart when he is a man and do things, and he will do that if he wants to." ”
Yan Qing meant that this matter had nothing to do with him.
He is not greedy for merit.
Xi Yun has a good impression of him.
The weather at the foot of McKinley Peak is too cold, Xi Yun wrapped his clothes tightly and said: "We will set off tomorrow, McKinley Peak is cold with snow all year round, the winter is dark, and the victims caused by avalanches are countless. ”
Yan Qing asked her rhetorically, "Aren't you too?"
Xi Yun choked up, not knowing how to answer.
Yan Qing came over with her hands in her pockets and walked up to her and whispered, "Because of you, because I'm interested in you." ”
Xi Yun was shocked, "Are you confessing?"
Yan Qing smiled warmly, "What do you think?"
He threw the question at her.
Xi Yun said directly: "I have someone I like." ”
Yan Qing was stunned, he relieved for a while and said, "Are you dating? If I don't have a relationship, do I have the qualifications to pursue you?"
"We just broke up, it's not that I didn't like him and broke up, Yan Qing, you are a very bold and direct person about feelings. ”
Yan Qing said generously: "This is natural, otherwise the other party will have a heart when it is late, but unfortunately I am still late." ”
He didn't ask who she liked was.
It doesn't seem to care who she likes.
Xi Yun also said generously: "It's a pity that it's late." ”
Yan Qing asked her, "Why did you break up if you like it?"
"That's not your concern, if you're climbing McKinley for me, I'd advise you to leave early. ”
Yan Qing didn't answer her words, he tilted his handsome head and said softly: "You are still young, I will wait for you, no matter how long I will wait for you, Xi Yun, this time I will accompany you to climb McKinley Peak." ”
"Ha, I don't need your company, you are too self-indulgent! Yan Qing, I like him, I only like him in this life. ”
Xi Yun likes Yue Chun.
This is a fact that cannot be changed.
Even if she broke up, her heart was there.
She asked him rhetorically, "What do you like about me?"
"How can I answer you?"
Xi Yun smiled, "I have to rest." ”
Yan Qing smiled warmly, "Good night." ”
Xi Yun entered the tent again, Yan Qing waited for the lights in her tent to go out before turning to leave, Chen Chen, who was following him, couldn't help but ask: "Mr. Yan, suddenly confess that this is not like you who have always been calm and calm, do you really like the little daughter of the Xi family?"
Yan Qing paused, "You care a lot?"
His tone was neither light nor heavy.
Chen Chen hurriedly said, "Don't dare." ”
Yan Qing stepped on the snow again and continued: "I don't know her well enough, and now I'm on the way to understanding, if she is worthy of my liking, I will treat her wholeheartedly." Of course, I want her to know that there is such a person in the world who likes her, and she will definitely pay priority to me in the future. ”
Could this be the legendary sense of existence of brushing?
But Chen Chen still felt that this was too sudden and direct.
It's as if you've just met someone.
You suddenly come up and say, "I like you." ”
The other party will not be surprised.
On the contrary, I will think that you Meng Lang.
And Xi Tuo on the other side -
He hurriedly sent a message to Yue Chun: "Mr. Yue, Yan Qing is your rival, just now, he confessed to Miss." ”