After returning to the hotel, Xu Yang immediately called the director and told people that he was back, otherwise they would think that they had an accident, which would also make it easier for the other party to arrange work.

To be a human being, not to say that you have to be comprehensive, but you must also be considerate of others.

can't do whatever he wants in the crew just because he is famous, how many artists play big names in the crew and let the whole crew wait for him alone.

Although such an actor is famous, those famous directors will not want to use him, because his reputation is not good.

On the other hand, Lao Hu is a particularly good positive example, someone once said that 'in the crew, if the director can't even arrange Hu Ge to understand, then he can consider changing jobs!'

The implication is that you can't even arrange an actor with a good personality like Hu Ge, let alone those stars who are not very famous but have a big shelf, and it is better to change jobs than everyone.

After nearly a year of exploration in the entertainment industry, coupled with the words and deeds of various friends around him, Xu Yang discovered a situation, that is, the real big names, old drama bones, and powerful singers, their shelves are often very small.

Because they care about fame, on the contrary, those second- and third-tier stars who say that they are not popular or not, and know that there is such a person are easy to play big names.

Why?

Because they want everyone to know that they are a wrist and a big star, as for those artists outside the third line, they are not qualified to play big names, so there are few such things happening.

It is precisely because he himself is in this segment of the peak that he must be more cautious in his words and deeds, and it is important to have a good reputation in the circle.

Because once the reputation is broken, although those directors and actors will not say these words in front of the public, they will definitely spread it internally, which will make it difficult for you to move an inch.

As for why you don't say it to the public, who doesn't want to be a human anymore, right?

Unless you tear your face, it is better to provoke less people in the circle, after all, interpersonal relationships in this circle are more important.

After calling the director, he was ready to sleep, after all, he still had work tomorrow!

With his eyes closed, Xu Yang slowly fell asleep!

But this night he had a dream, dreaming that he had not crossed, his wife was still there, even the iron pillar had disappeared, and he lived a happy life.

In the dream, his wife was excitedly telling him the news of his pregnancy, and the corners of his mouth were even slightly raised at this time, and his face was full of happiness, but at this moment, he woke up!

To be honest, he hadn't dreamed for a long time, and it was such a real dream, and when he slowly opened his eyes, the confusion and the smile on his face formed a subtle contrast!

It was obviously a happy expression, but he couldn't believe it, because he was afraid that what he had just experienced was just a dream, but the reality was often so cruel.

Actually, he really didn't want to wake up, and sometimes it was good in his dreams.

After a while, the expression on his face slowly returned to calm!

"Cut!"

Shook his head helplessly, sat up and found that it was not yet bright outside, and the pedestrians on the street were almost invisible.

put on his clothes, didn't wash and went straight out, although his hair was still a little messy, but it was much better than his heart.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, and he didn't run, he just walked aimlessly, and the cold streets with lonely figures looked particularly depressed.

Suddenly, there was a feeling called loneliness that filled his heart, the iron pillar was still there, but others couldn't see it, and the lover was gone, but he couldn't talk to others.

I am not a person from this world, and no one believes me when I say it.

Although I am usually very arrogant and heartless, I will always save some negative emotions after a long time.

After the traction of that dream, it broke out directly, and it was not until this moment that he knew that he was an ordinary person, even if he had an iron pillar!

Walking to a square, Xu Yang took a deep breath and thought back to the past, and suddenly he found that loneliness began at the age of seventeen or eighteen.

At that time, he began to have things on his mind, about dreams, about growing up, about vague love.

He carefully wrote these things in his diary, afraid that people would see them, and he expected them to see them, and suddenly he understood that this was loneliness!

After going to college, he doesn't seem to be very lonely, a new environment, roommates from all over the world, playing games together, taking classes together, he keeps going to be gregarious, and then gregarious, but there are some things that no one can say!

After falling in love, he set a small goal for himself, and he wanted to give her happiness in the future, so he had to start improving himself, doing part-time jobs, and earning extra money, but sometimes he ate two meals in three days and no one found out!

After graduation, he told his classmates that he was happy to graduate, he was wearing a bachelor's uniform and taking pictures.

Leave memories in every corner of the campus, and on the day you leave the school, you can pull your suitcase from the dormitory to the school gate, and feel like you have walked a long way.

After getting married, he came back from overtime at night, parked the car downstairs, just saw the familiar windowsill, smoked several cigarettes in the car and didn't go out for a long time, because he knew that he was still in the car, and when he opened the door, it was firewood, rice, oil and salt.

After she fell ill, pressure from all sides hit, and he knew that this was a husband's responsibility, so he took it alone, and didn't say a word to his wife, so he learned to rub a lot of worries into the wine glass.

After she left, the room always seemed empty, he often sat on the sofa in the living room where the two used to snuggle, tidy up the room, flip through the previous photos, and miss her a little, so he poured a glass of wine and toasted to the mirror!

Coming into this world, he went on a walk-and-go trip.

He has climbed the majestic and magnificent mountains, crossed the rivers, and walked through the grasslands, he took a lot of photos, and then thought about it, it turned out that loneliness is that his mobile phone album is full of scenery.

After returning from traveling, he recklessly fell into the entertainment industry.

But he seems to be used to living alone, sitting in an empty room when he is free, turning on all the computers and TVs, just to make this home no longer so quiet!

This is how he is in every period, born as a human being, lonely - inevitable!

Thinking back to his two lives, no matter what period he was in, he was lonely, even in his happiest time.

Thinking of this, Xu Yang couldn't help but chuckle, this laughter was a bit like comfort, and a little like self-deprecation!

At this moment, the morning sun slowly rose, and the dawn sun streaked across the city to add a touch of color to it, and at the same time hit his face, warm but not dazzling.

He is like a sunflower, because he likes warmth, so he always grows towards the sun, and loneliness is like the long shadow behind him.

Because sunshine and shadow always go hand in hand, so do loneliness and happiness!

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