Chapter 420: Reflection
No, she's a bug, the real villain, it's her mother, big brother, brother and Ono.
Well, that's a serious problem.......
Ou Baobao regretted it a little, he knew that Sun Xiaofei would not be so stimulated. Who knew that her personality was like that? I thought she could be stimulated by words to face reality, but I didn't expect that she only recognized the reality she wanted to see.
This kind of world-centered personality is really difficult to manage......
"I want to ask you......" After an afternoon of fugue, when he got home, Ou Baobao ate the beef ramen made by Xie Yunchu, although it was delicious, but you still couldn't eat it. The beef and ramen are all made by the chef, and the soup base is also boiled by the chef, Xie Yunchu processed it again, and put white radishes, green onions and tripe, which is really delicious.
Xie Yunchu had already finished eating his bowl, and seeing that Qinbao couldn't eat it, he took it, ate it in a few bites, wiped his mouth, and then spoke, "You say." Otherwise, she would be left to look awkward. In many places, Qinbao has a bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder, for example, she can't see the leftovers of eating and drinking in the dishes or cups, and she can't have any residues. This is also the complementarity that the two of them slowly run in after they live together - eating the leftovers of their relatives.
Because he wanted to listen to his relatives, Xie Yunchu stopped thinking about eating leftovers and listened attentively.
Ou Baobao did hold these words in his heart for several days. After she met Sun Xiaofei, she began to think. However, she couldn't tell her mother these thoughts, nor could she tell her brother and brother, she just held it back, and now, she wants to tell Xiaoyun about her hidden little things like when she was a child.
However, she knew that she was no longer the Ou Bao in the past. She grew up.
“..... I've grown into an adult who can be wary, calculating, and use all kinds of means. Ou Baobao is still haunted by the female worker's video incident.
"At that time, I knew that my brother and Liu Qiao voted against, but it wasn't because they really objected, just because they felt that I would want to oppose it. But I myself voted for it and handed over the video. I've matured enough to not need hypocrisy to hide my own treacherous cunning. Like other shareholders, they will never say what they want to say, and they will have to let someone else say it for them, and it would be better if this person is not from the same faction as them......"
Ou Baobao lowered his head, "I'm used to seeing all kinds of contacts and tricks in the adult world. So I don't even think it's interesting to push and pull, to be hypocritical. I know, when I think about it and choose to video, I'm not the same person I used to be. Sitting in my position, I need to compromise, I need to give up...... I suddenly understood the various moods of those kings who are for the great cause in film and television dramas......."
"Who doesn't want to be a good person with integrity, but when you're in their position, you can only do what you have to do. But I don't know what I would be like if I weren't the chairman of Daou now...... Is it really like a princess in the tower, who doesn't know the sorrow of the world, or has she become an ordinary daughter, and her daily worries are what to wear, what to wear, what to eat........ But I also know that the way I am now is exactly what I want to be......"
Ou Baobao clenched his fists, "I have to be what I am now." I'm willing too. I don't have any complaints. I really didn't have ......."
Xie Yunchu hugged Ou Baobao distressedly, I know, I know, you are just, it's too difficult, you have grown up......
However, dear treasure, when you grew up, because you exposed the reality directly to the sun, it showed your sincerity and kindness, and your courage and enthusiasm to always look at the world with the best heart. You're good at finding beauty, and you're good at finding the good in anyone......
"I'm just, I can't be a child who is willing to trust strangers....... "When the female workers are in opposition to her conflicting interests, she can give up the principles of her position to help them, but she can't trust them unreservedly." This contradiction really made her a little sad...... Just a little bit.
"What really doesn't make me believe it, I know, it's not the women workers, it's the antagonistic relationship between me and them. Ou Baobao actually thought about it a long time ago, but she was still a little sad. The family thinks that she is sad because she has been let down because of her kindness, but in fact, it is not......
The kindness she gives, whether others accept it or not, has nothing to do with her. She is willing to reach out and want to help, and she is willing to give kindness, which is her own choice. It's good to be accepted, it's okay not to be accepted. It's a two-way street. It is not necessary to ask for kindness to be reciprocated, which is a kind of moral kidnapping. If others don't accept it, don't they be kind and don't help others? Isn't that kindness a tool......
This is the most disappointing act of kindness.
The focus of her sadness is still on herself. She can give kindness while hiding her guard.
That's what adults are....... That's maturity.......
"I really feel that my childhood is gone. "The eighteen-year-old coming-of-age celebration, the family, Daou, held a particularly grand event for her, but she didn't actually feel anything, but in such a video incident of female workers, she felt the original form of adulthood.
In the past, she used to think that growth was instantaneous, but now, she knows that growth is not a moment, but a thought.
Xie Yunchu knew that on this topic now, Qinbao didn't need him to express any opinions, he just listened obediently. Because this is something that Qinbao has figured out on his own.
Ou Baobao muttered a few more words, and sure enough, it ended the topic she had already figured out.
Then, "I said that Sun Xiaofei's mother didn't love her, so she didn't have a dignified identity." And she said, "I am also a child of unknown father......"
Xie Yun's eyebrows stood up, "Yu Ze didn't smoke her?"
"........" Ou Baobao was speechless, "my brother did hit her....... But I know she's right..... I want to stimulate her, hoping that she can face reality bravely and not cling to false fantasies. In addition, I am angry in my heart, and my speech is very harsh, but I really think so..... But this dignified birth, I actually talked about her from my brother's point of view, from Yu Zimo's point of view, and I didn't think of my own ......"
That's the point.
"I thought a lot about how I forgot and forgot that I was a child with an unknown father, because my mother loved me very much, because my mother always valued me...... Treat me as a treasure, treat me as a treasure......."