Chapter 255: Grudges
Finally plucked up the courage to look at Ou Baobao, "I'm grateful to you..... Thank you for taking me away......."
Ou Baobao suddenly had the illusion that he had become Qiao Yue's light of life.
"Do you have any plans for your future?"
After finding a place to sit down, Ou Baobao took out the tablet and asked while typing. Yue Feng also typed, and Xie Yunchu took a voice recorder. Alice followed, sat next to Qiao Yue, and remained silent. Yue Feng sent a message to complain to Xie Yun, this girl can't be a split personality, right?
Xie Yun ignored him. Nonsense, this is a sanatorium, not a psychiatric hospital. If I really had serious mental problems, I wouldn't be here a long time ago. It's all mild here, and even most of them are psychological, and they just come here to relax.
A master once complained that those who can come to a psychiatrist should be psychologically good.
This is very reasonable, because many sick people are really the kind of people who may not even realize that they are sick.
Since Qiao Yue didn't care about her being there, the three of Ou Baobao didn't say anything.
Qiao Yue actually didn't care, but she felt that since she wanted to talk about it now and disclose her life experience, then, in front of outsiders, there was nothing bad to say. Besides, Qiao Yue is also very grateful for Alice's companionship and care for her these days, she knows that Alice's psychological problems are much more serious than her, but she can control it, and only when she can't control it, she will come here.
Therefore, Qiao Yue hopes that her confession can help Alice's recovery and control. How much can this reward her......
Although Qiao Yue has medical assistance now, she still has to bear part of the daily expenses by herself, after all, even if she can be reimbursed afterwards, she still needs to have money that can be used urgently. And her own money, which is really very little, is used up in three days. I was embarrassed to ask the person in charge of the aid to ask for pocket money, and I couldn't ask my parents for it, but Alice saw her collecting clean tissues everywhere, so she bought her daily necessities, clothes, and snacks, and she was able to stay smoothly and peacefully until today.
It was also Alice who found the person in charge of the aid project to apply for a lot of pocket money for her. So that she can now have some savings. Qiao Yue is really grateful for all this.
"In this world, there will always be people who bring you great happiness and joy when you are in hell...... Qiao Yue said after saying that Alice helped her, "I want to be a person who can help others and let others see the happy existence in this world." ”
"........." is a big wish.
Yue Feng coughed, "Ou Baobao asked you about your plan for your future, not this kind of dream......
Qiao Yue immediately explained, "I want to go to college, learn videography, be a director, shoot things, videos, TV series, movies, and then bring good stories and healing stories to many people, so that many people can see ......."
"........" is also a dream.
Ou Baobao understands the three of them, Qiao Yue may not understand it very well, she is a cameraman and a director, they are two different things. Filming videos and filming film and television dramas are also two different things. And none of this even has much to do with going to college.......
"Do your parents treat you and Qiao Xing differently?" Xie Yun asked.
Qiao Yue nodded, "The first day I was brought back, Qiao Xing was unwilling to let me sleep with her, nor was she willing to let me sleep in her study. The adults opened a room for me in a small hotel outside, because I am a minor, and the hotel asked the adults to press their ID cards, but they didn't want to, but they still pressed it. Because I can't go back to that house, it makes Qiao Xing unhappy. ”
"I thought I would go back to my own home and find my loving mom and dad, but in reality, it was just a change from one sojourn to another. Nowhere is my home. Qiao Xing doesn't like me, it's normal, and I don't like her either. She laughed at me all the time, laughing at me for not being able to use the toilet, for having a bad smell on my body, for not being able to open the door, not answering the phone, not being able to turn on the TV, and that I was in that house, as if I was a superfluous garbage. ”
"What about the attitude of the adults towards you?" Xie Yunchu asked again in accordance with Qiao Yue's salutation.
"They don't love me, and their attitude towards me is that if I get it back, I might as well die outside. The neighbors talked about it, which made them very unhappy. They felt that it was my presence that made them ashamed. Because it was my fault, not theirs, because they lost me in the first place. They want me to be quiet, to live like a ghost, and then, when I am an adult, to move out, to earn money, and not to be a waste. ”
Qiao Yueyi looked at her eyes and said, "They said, you'd better not resent anyone." ”
"That's it?" Alice chimed in.
Qiao Yue nodded, "That's it." As if I should be resentful, but I can't be resentful. But at the beginning, I really didn't have any resentment, and even later, I didn't resent Qiao Xing's kind of mental suppression, I just couldn't figure it out, her life should be mine, I didn't think she was robbing my life, why did she laugh at my accent and the smell on my body...... Shouldn't these be the things she should have?"
"What's the smell?" Ou Baobao wondered.
"In my hometown, after a year, I can take a bath for four months, and the rest of the time, I just make a basin of water and wipe it. Over the years, even if I wanted to pay attention to hygiene, but the outside conditions did not allow it, and I could not help it. I was picked up, and I hadn't wiped my body for a month, and she thought I smelled like a dead pig. ”
"I'm sorry......" Ou Baobao thought that this smell was deliberately made up by Qiao Xing to suppress Qiao Yue. I didn't expect it to be like this......
Qiao Yue waved her hand, "Nothing, nothing......"
"And when did you start resentful?" asked Alice again.
Qiao Yue was silent, "They took us to buy clothes, Qiao Xing bought her whatever she liked, I just casually glanced at the schoolbag on the model, and they said, don't look at it, you don't look good anyway." Then, my clothes, supposedly bought online, couldn't tell if they were old or new, crumpled, and smelled strange. I later learned that this was the foreign garbage and recycled old clothes, which were sold by the pound. ”
"........" is too much.
"Is this true?" Yue Feng was really a little incredulous. Biological parents, even if they don't have them by their side, they don't have to be so bad.
"I don't know if the clothes are still there, if they will dispose of them. However, many people have seen the clothes I am wearing, and it should be easy to find evidence. Qiao Yue followed and said, "I use the cheapest sanitary napkins during my period, and I don't have enough of them, so she asked me to make do with toilet paper." ”
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