I don't know why this year, He Miao always feels uncomfortable.

After a big dispute with Miao Damei, another big outbreak broke out in December.

The cause this time is not the same as last time, it is for the trivial matter of chicken seedlings, and this time it touched the wound that He Miao has always been reluctant to say.

He Miao likes to watch a talk show "Talking to Strangers", the theme of the seventh issue is "I am not a goddess", mainly with a girl who has suffered from online violence, which has gradually evolved into school violence and has lasted for more than ten years, talking about her long mental journey.

This girl evoked a lot of sad things about He Miao.

When I watched it, Miao Da Beauty was also there, and then the two of them were silent and saw the end.

Miao Da Mei sighed, and when she noticed He Miao, He Miao cried silently like a tearful person.

Miao Da Beauty didn't know what was wrong, but she just thought it was He Miao's sympathy for the protagonist, and took the tissue at hand to wipe He Miao.

He Miao took the tissue in the hand of Miao Da Beauty, her eyes red.

"Mom," He Miao called softly.

"Huh?" Miao Da Mei was puzzled and waited for He Miao's next words.

"I was also bullied when I was a child," He Miao paused, "from the first grade of primary school to junior high school. ”

"How is it possible??! Miao Da Beauty suddenly stood up, looking incredulous.

"What are you talking nonsense, He Miao, don't look at what happened to others and substitute the plot yourself, okay?"

"You have grown up, I lack you food, you lack clothing, do you spend money? When I was in high school, I didn't send it all the way, who didn't say it on the bus on the road to Huangzhong, how about you want me to be a mother? ”

Miao Da Beauty was already crying when she said this.

"I didn't say you treated me badly, I meant that I was ridiculed and bullied by children because of the old man when I was a child. ”

He Miao knew when he was a child that he couldn't communicate with Miao Da Beauty, so he kept hiding.

I didn't expect that after so many years, Miao Da Beauty is still so difficult to communicate.

"You were bullied and ridiculed at school, isn't it because I'm not doing a good job as a mother?"

"Are you blaming me now?"

He Miao's emotions came up.

"I mean, I was teased and bullied when I was a child, why don't you listen to me every time?"

"Since I was a child, what you said was the Holy Decree, others can't have opinions, it's just that you are so strong, blaming and blaming every day, and the old man is sluggish after being laid off, don't you have a little responsibility?"

He Miao's eyes were red, and she completely burst out and roared.

"I've done so much for you, and in the end you say it's all because of me?"

Miao Da beauty sat on the bed.

"For so many years, you can't listen to what I say, you just do what you want, and you think that you have done a good job, you think that your education is successful, how good I am, in fact? I can't say anything in my heart, I am resisting while being bullied, and when I come home, it will always be your endless accusation and cold eye on the old man, since you are so dissatisfied, then divorce early, it is better than three people being tortured together for so many years!!"

He Miao roared and cried, stumbling excitedly.

"You held my leg and didn't let me go, and now you say something like that. Miao Da Mei was in tears, and her voice was a little drifting.

"Yes, I admit that I was ignorant when I was a child, I don't want to have a broken home, and I have delayed your life, and I will not be able to pay off this debt in my life. ”

He Miao silently wiped the tears that kept pouring out of the corners of her eyes with her hands.

"I'll go out and calm down, I'm sorry. ”

After saying this, He Miao turned around and gently closed the door.

This time when he went downstairs, He Miao was like a lost child holding her knees, squatting in front of the flower bed, and her tears were like beads with broken threads falling on her pants, and she was dazed.

Ah Huang ran over from his nest at the other end of the flower bed, wagging his tail and looking at He Miao seriously.

He Miao knew that it was worried about herself, raised her head and grinned at the corners of her mouth, and Ah Huang fell at He Miao's feet again.

He Miao just stretched out a hand and touched Ah Huang's little belly, while letting her tears fall on Ah Huang's belly.

Ah Huang felt the temperature of his tears, stood up again and licked He Miao's hand gently.

He Miao felt very lonely, and only Ah Huang could understand her.

She held one of Ah Huang's paws, regarded Ah Huang as the best listener, and told Ah Huang about her discomfort, and Ah Huang kept staring at He Miao's face seriously, like a friend who listened attentively.

This scene lasted until Old Man He came down and called He Miao home, and He Miao immediately stood up and walked forward as soon as he saw Old Man He.

She didn't know where she was going, she just wanted to be by herself for a while.

After walking for a while, she finally found the bench in the community for people to rest, so she put her hands in her pockets and sat alone in the dim light in a daze.

But this "miserable" scene made He Miao's nose sour, and tears came out involuntarily.

When he was sad, the call from his new boyfriend Cangshan came.

He Miao didn't want to answer, but the phone kept ringing, and He Miao finally answered.

"What are you doing?" This time, He Miao felt that this sentence was very good.

"Outside. He Miao had been crying for a long time, and her words were slurred.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Nothing, quarreled with my mom, outside. He Miao stood up and kicked the pebbles at his feet.

"Are you alright?"

"It's fine. He Miao sniffed.

was silent for a long time, He Miao didn't hang up, Cangshan listened to the wind over there, and he was still not at ease.

As a result, he couldn't sit still, got up, found a random coat, took the car keys and went out.

"Don't move there, I'll look for you. ”

When the two met, He Miao found that Cangshan was still wearing pajamas.

She was embarrassed.

"I'm sorry to ask you to come out so late. ”

"I want to. ”

As soon as the words fell, He Miao's hand was held by Cangshan, and both of them were wearing pajamas, pacing slowly in the colder night, looking very thin.

"Where are you going?" Fastening his seat belt, Cangshan turned his head and asked He Miao.

He Miao's mood stabilized a lot at this time, and he shook his head.

"Then sit here, I'll send you back when you want to go back. ”

Then, Cangshan himself put the seat down and lay down and closed his eyes.

He Miao also put down the chair and lay down after learning the other party's movements.

She stared blankly at the moon outside the car window, not knowing what she was thinking.

After looking at it for a while, she turned her head to stare at the motionless Cangshan.

"Tell me what you feel uncomfortable with. ”

He Miao was startled, she thought he had fallen asleep a long time ago.

"You, you didn't sleep. ”

"You're all like this, how did I sleep. ”

He still closed his eyes and answered He Miao's question.

"I, I'm fine, it's just that I was in a panic just now, and I just told Ah Huang. ”

"Then do you want to stay a little longer and go back?"

Cangshan turned his head at this time and looked at He Miao.

He Miao nodded "um" in agreement.

He turned his head again, closed his eyes again, and soon He Miao heard the other party's snoring.

He Miao felt that this person was very magical, he could fall asleep quickly under any circumstances, which was also a skill.

She stood up, wanting to find out if the reason why the other party was snoring like thunder every time was that he couldn't close his mouth, and as soon as he got close, her hand was grabbed and she couldn't pull it out.

He Miao didn't want to wake her up, so she still lay down cautiously and looked at the moon outside again.

The moon was already dawning, and He Miao's hand was dragged by Cangshan, and there was an indescribable peace of mind that filled his entire self.

He Miao, who had a very light sleep, actually fell asleep in this snoring, and slept until more than three o'clock in the morning.

When He Miao woke up, he found that Cangshan was staring at his face without blinking, a little embarrassed.

"When you wake up, go back, I'll send you, it's not too early. ”

The two of them naturally held hands again and slowly returned the way they came.

"Mother and daughter don't have an overnight feud," when he was about to arrive, Cangshan suddenly said to He Miao, "After I go back, I apologize, and this matter will be over." ”

Cangshan touched He Miao's fluffy little head and watched He Miao enter the elevator.

Although it was cold, He Miao's heart was warm.

She was also completely unaware of her cheeks, which had already turned crimson when Cangshan's hand accidentally touched her forehead.

For the first time, He Miao felt a sense of security from a stranger, and for the first time, she also experienced the feeling of blushing and heartbeat.

What is the deer colliding with, He Miao finally understood.

From that day on, He Miao's feelings for Cangshan have changed subtly.

She began to take a closer look at the man, the way he drove, the way he smiled, the way he touched his head, the way he tied his shoes.

She remembered his face seriously, and she also remembered his name seriously - Cheng Xidong.

It turns out that it feels like this kind of thing is really coming out, maybe it will fall from the sky in the next second, and it can't be stopped.

Just like when Cheng Xidong fell in love with He Miao, it was just because He Miao used a tissue to wipe the water on his hands that had been stained with probiotics for a long time when the two met for the first time.

He Miao said to him: "If you have water on your hands, it will be cold when you go out." ”

At that moment, what he felt was a gentle warm breeze blowing through his heart, with an intoxicating fragrance, which was a faint perfume that smelled good on He Miao's body.

After He Miao went home, the mother and daughter didn't speak for a week.

Until one day, the two happened to get home together and entered the same elevator, in a small confined space, the two suddenly looked at each other, He Miao snorted and laughed, and Miao Da Beauty couldn't help laughing.

didn't apologize, didn't say sorry, the two got out of the elevator, happily discussing what to eat for dinner, He Miao proposed to eat Peking duck, Miao Da Beauty nodded happily, and shouted to eat Yangshan's house.

In the world of foodies, there is nothing easier to grudge than a roast duck, and if one is not enough, there are two.