However, the mother of the dog named Betty did not give up on this lonely little milk dog, and took him under her belly several times in a row, and tried to stuff him under her belly with her nose, looking pity. It's just that there are too many dog brothers under the dog's mother's belly, and each one is harder than the other, and it doesn't take much effort to squeeze Li Wenhui out again.

Then Li Wenhui crawled to the corner of the kennel alone and continued to wait for death to come. When the little girl's father came over in a hurry, he saw this scene, and he could only sigh helplessly, and then went to do other things on his own. In his eyes, this kind of thing is unavoidable, and it is normal to let it be, which is not cruel at all.

For a small milk puppy, its fur is still too thin, and the young body that has just come out of the mother's body is completely unable to adapt to the torture of the harsh environment outside. In addition, the desire to eat in nature is not satisfied, so the little milk dog reincarnated by Li Wenhui, who was lying alone on the side, was also in great pain. Hunger and cold hit together, tormenting his adult mind and young body, which can be said to be miserable.

The process of waiting for death is painful and tormenting, otherwise how could so many people who seek death solve themselves in a way that they think is the most enjoyable? But the little milk dog that Li Wenhui was reincarnated in was so immature that it was impossible to even choose the simplest and most direct way to end his life, so he could only endure it slowly, waiting for this young body to be unable to bear the torture, and then it could be regarded as a natural relief.

In fact, in the process of waiting for death, Li Wenhui's brain is still not idle. As a highly educated person, he slowly calmed down after a series of blows, and he began to think about the cause and effect of this incident.

Drinking and crashing, and being an overloaded mud truck with such a fast speed, I guess I should indeed be dead. As for why he was reincarnated in the body of a little milk dog, this is something he can't figure out. Since he was reincarnated into a little milk dog without going through any places like Meng Po Nai He Bridge and Yin Cao Difu, there should be two consequences for the answer. Either it proves that this order of reincarnation is disordered, or it proves that what Meng Po Nai Qiao Yin Cao Difu is a thing and does not exist at all.

If it's out of order, it's okay, he still has a chance to get on the right track, and really reincarnate as a human being, or some kind of high-level being, then his life will start again on the right path. Of course, I am afraid that I can't go back to my previous life. Whether it is a former relative or a friend, he will never see each other again.

If such an order exists, then he must count on it to be quickly re-established, and then give his soul the opportunity to move in a normal way and start a new life.

Of course, if this order does not exist at all, then there is an answer to why he was reincarnated as a puppy - because it is simply random, or something that no one can control. At the same time, it also shows that if he dies again, the fate of his soul is still full of uncertainties and uncertainties.

This time he was reincarnated as a little milk dog, next time it may be a human, maybe a national treasure giant panda, maybe some kind of alien creature, but it is not unlucky that he will be reborn into a piglet chick on the farm. If that's the case, then it's a big mess. There was no way for him to avoid this shame except to continue to die again.

So for Li Wenhui now, death is a kind of gamble. As for what the result will be after the end of his life this time, he is also unknown, and he is also taking risks. What if this time is over forever? Wouldn't he have lost the end? Or would he have started again after this time, such as becoming a cold-blooded animal, or an insect reptile? Would that make his intelligence level drop? Or even completely lose the memory of his previous life? After all, in religion, animals have a difference in the humidification of fetal eggs, who knows where his soul will go after he chooses to die? Will he become weaker and weaker, so that he will never become a high-level animal?

No one has the answer to all this, and Li Wenhui has no bottom in his heart, he just chose to go on a hunger strike and seek death out of his own dignity and disagreement with his current identity. In fact, he is not particularly confident in this choice, but he doesn't want to run to the dog's mother's belly to eat - milk under the premise of human memory, although this instinct is very strong, although the dog's mother does care about him, but he still can't accept this fact.

As it got dark, the little girl and her father came to see her twice. Seeing that Li Wenhui's reincarnated little milk dog still didn't eat a mouthful of milk, and was still lying alone on the side, the middle-aged man did have a little intention of giving up. For him, the puppy that can't eat by himself has no ability to live at all, and must be born with some kind of disease, and there is no way to give up. It's just that the little girl is still a little reluctant, but she still finishes her homework and goes to bed at the urging of her father.

I haven't eaten for a whole day, and there is a tempting smell of milk around him, which is really a torment for Li Wenhui, who has a keen sense of smell as a canine. But what is even more unbearable than this torment is the bone-chilling cold.

Constant temperature viviparous animals have a natural disadvantage compared to other animals, and small animals born from the mother are born with poor resistance, and if there is no care from the mother animal, they will die quickly. This is not obvious during the daytime when the temperature is high, and Li Wenhui's reincarnated puppy can still endure the torture of hunger and cold, but it is different at night. The sharp drop in temperature made him feel cold all over his body, but he didn't want to hide under the dog's mother's belly to survive, plus there was no energy in his stomach, so he felt even more hungry and cold.

But what can be done about this? Is it just a man's mind to continue to survive in the body of this little milk dog? Be a dog as if he was cursed? And then be called around by others, and live all day long by selling cuteness to others and begging for pets? Li Wenhui can't do it, and he is not reconciled.

Li Wenhui is not a strong-willed and noble person, but he still knows and agrees with the sentence "Life is precious, love is more valuable, if it is for freedom, both can be thrown away". As a highly educated person, he basically believes in and identifies with the idea that all people are equal. Let him live without his own freedom and dignity, and wagging his tail and begging for mercy like a dog all day long, which he will never be able to do.

But is it possible to have dignity and freedom by dying? I am afraid that even being born as a human being cannot fully do this? And now that the taste of hunger and cold is really unpleasant, is there no other way to solve this problem?

Man is the unity of contradictions, and even if Li Wenhui has become a weak little milk dog now, he is still at war in the contradiction between death and immortality. However, the body of this little milk dog owned by Li Wenhui is still very strong, and it has been frozen for a day of hunger and hunger, and it can still live healthily. Except for the little milk dog led by Li Wenhui, whose thinking is a little confused, his vitality is still strong.

It's hard to die, and it's hard not to die!

stayed up like this until the middle of the night, and Li Wenhui, who was in a state of hunger and sleep, suddenly heard someone quietly approaching in the distance.

Don't say it, the dog's ears are sensitive, even if Li Wenhui is just a little milk dog at the moment, his ears can still hear abnormal movements in a half-asleep state, and make corresponding judgments. Coupled with Li Wenhui's observation and analysis skills, he quickly analyzed that the person was the little girl. And the little girl's movements were very light, as if she was worried that she would make a noise to others.

Soon, as the footsteps approached, a blinding flashlight shone into the kennel. There was a sudden chaos in the kennel, and the disturbed little milk dog made a humming sound. The mother dog, who was very familiar with the little girl, reacted quickly, half-crawled up and greeted the little girl with her nose, and then busied herself with comforting the frightened little milk dogs.

The flashlight turned in the kennel, and soon shone on the little milk dog that Li Wenhui was reincarnated. The little girl sighed softly at first, and then reached out to hold up the little milk dog that Li Wenhui was reincarnated. The little girl first felt the skin of the little milk dog with her hands, probably feeling that the body temperature of the little milk dog was a little low, so the little girl put the little milk dog in front of her nose and carefully felt the body temperature of the little milk dog with her own nose. After confirming that the little milk dog still had a body temperature and was still alive, the little girl was relieved.

She put the little milk dog in her arms, and while using her own body temperature to keep the little milk dog warm, she also lowered her voice as if talking to herself, and seemed to say to the little milk dog: "Xiao Jiu, don't worry, I will save you, don't be afraid." ”

Then the little girl said to the dog's mother: "Betty, don't worry, I'll feed Xiaojiu, it will be fine." With that, the little girl tiptoed out of the house where the kennel was kept, and returned to her bedroom.

Li Wenhui, who had been frozen for almost a day, finally felt a little temperature, smelled the body fragrance on the little girl's body, and finally felt a trace of warmth in the world when he came back to this world as a milk dog. Unconsciously, the will to die was shaken slightly.

Originally, death may not solve the problems he is encountering now, and he knows this very well. What he resisted more was the problem of the identity gap of being reborn as a dog from a human being, and once someone could take him out of the kennel, the force that drove him to the end of the road became much smaller.