As soon as that thought came to mind, Yuan Yongfeng pinched himself fiercely and scolded in his heart:

Yuan Yongfeng, how can you think like that? Even if you think like this for a while, it will be a kind of taint on your persistence in the past 30 years! No, you must not do this!

After such self-criticism in his mind, Yuan Yongfeng rode home on an electric car for a lunch break.

When he opened the door and entered the house, Yuan Yongfeng saw his wife sitting on the sofa and shedding tears, and the three dishes on the table were placed there untouched, Yuan Yongfeng's heart sank. A small bowl filled with rice sits on top of a pair of chopsticks, and the rice is already cold.

"Ziyang, didn't he eat?" asked Yuan Yongfeng as he walked up to his wife.

"Yongfeng, don't you know Ziyang's temper? I've said good things a hundred times, but I just don't come out to eat. Yongfeng, his son has not eaten three meals in a row. What can I do about this?"

"Why are you so stubborn? Isn't this trying to force me to death?" Yuan Yongfeng's anger rose.

"I don't know who his temper looks like. You and I have never been so extreme. ”

"Now is not the time to say that. I'm going to ask him. With that, Yuan Yongfeng walked towards his son's bedroom.

The door to my son's bedroom was still locked.

"Ziyang, Ziyang!" Yuan Yongfeng knocked lightly on the door.

There was not a single sound of response in the room.

"How can you do this?" said Yuan Yongfeng extremely helplessly.

There was still no response in the room.

"That's how he is. The mother cried.

"Ziyang, you can't treat your parents like this, do you know?" Yuan Yongfeng began to panic in his heart, "No matter what, please squeak." If you don't squeak, I'm going to break in. ”

"What's the use of me squeaking? You can't grieve yourself for your son. Yuan Ziyang finally spoke, "You watched your son's happiness slip through your hands, and you didn't catch me, what is the point of me living?"

"How can you think that?" Yuan Yongfeng's heart was completely broken.

"That's what I thought anyway, if I couldn't afford to buy a house in the Deep State, my future would be ruined, and there would be no point in my life. ”

"Didn't you push your parents into a corner?"

"Dad, Mom, it's not that I want to force you, it's that I've always had this kind of temperament, and I'd rather be broken than broken. I beg your pardon. ”

"Ziyang, you, you, you're really forcing me. Yuan Yongfeng had already felt his son's determination, "I was scolding myself just now, I shouldn't have that kind of thought." But for you, me, I can only betray my original intention. If you come out for dinner, I promise you two million a month?"

"You have to talk and count. Yuan Ziyang's voice of surprise came from the room.

"If my words don't count, can you go on a hunger strike again?" said Yuan Yongfeng in extreme pain.

"With my father's words, I will be relieved. As soon as Yuan Ziyang's words fell, the door was opened, revealing a face full of smiles.

Yuan Yongfeng shook his head in extreme pain.

......

Cao Zhengxuan didn't know how he got downstairs at all, and he didn't know how he left the pedestrian street, he only knew that everything had been disillusioned, and everything had been reduced to nothing.

Stumbled and Cao Zhengxuan stopped a taxi and took a taxi to the shore of Xingyue Lake. He subconsciously felt that he should go to that island, he had to go to that island. Maybe he could catch his breath on that isolated island. You know, he already feels miserable breathing.

Why is this the case?

How can this be?

It was as if I had fallen from heaven to hell in an instant.

Cao Zhengxuan propped up the bamboo row and went to the isolated island of Xingyue Lake. Because in winter, the nameless weeds around the pavilion on the island have withered and yellowed, which gives Cao Zhengxuan a bleak feeling.

On the isolated island, Cao Zhengxuan fell back into the weeds.

The sky is so blue, and the lake is so calm, but Cao Zhengxuan's heart is like 10,000 insects are biting. That act of picking wild flowers and proposing to Zhang Yutong has become the biggest ridicule in his life. He suddenly remembered Hong Meigui, and finally understood why a person could end his life by himself.

But Cao Zhengxuan knew very well that he couldn't end his life. He still has too many things to witness in his life, even if it is just to find out his own background, he has to survive.

Yes, from now on it is destined to survive.

Stay alive and deal with the things that should be dealt with.

But in this way, how painful this life should be. Why was it so coincidental? Cao Zhengxuan knew very well that if he hadn't left Zhang Yutong that night, things would never have ended up like this.

As if it was fate, Zhang Beikun's mother called at that time, and he had to leave in order to fulfill his promise to Zhang Beikun.

And so it happened irrevocably.

It's just that Cao Zhengxuan doesn't understand why Zhang Yutong can't control himself anyway.

And he wanted to break through Zhang Yutong's limit many times, but Zhang Yutong firmly stopped it.

From this point of view, everything seems to be an inevitability.

......

In the second year of high school (4) class, after the class bell rang, there was a frolicking sound in the class.

"Hahaha, how does Mr. Xiao Cao explain this time? He was actually late. Supervisor Luo Jialiang said with a smile.

"This is really the first time to eat dumplings on the first day of the Lunar New Year," Zhu Lili said, "Teacher Xiao Cao has to write a 300-word manual and perform two programs." ”

"Yes, it's finally time for Mr. Cao. Usually it's limiting us. "Four League of Legends player Liao Huadao.

"Click, don't fall into the trap. Lin Zhiqi, the squad leader, said.

"What can I do if Mr. Cao is late? ”

However, as ten minutes and twenty minutes passed, Cao Zhengxuan had not yet appeared in the classroom, and everyone's banter disappeared. Because everybody realizes that this phenomenon is so abnormal. Everyone felt that something had happened to their little teacher Cao.

Zhang Wensheng was the first to express his concerns, "Students, I heard my father say that the bid for Hua'an Construction Company in the morning failed, will Mr. Cao despair because of this? It is a project of 200 million yuan." My dad said Huaan Construction Company was in second place with 0.6 points lower than the first place. ”

"That's definitely the reason. "Learn *** Xu Yu said.

"It's too cruel. Zhao Jiangdong said, "What I know is that hundreds of thousands or even millions will be invested in this kind of bidding. ”

"How can this be?" Dai Junhao said.

"That's how cruel the damn bidding is. ”

Meng Siyan, who had been listening to everyone's discussions, got up and walked out of the classroom at this time, and she walked to the corridor and called her father's phone.

"Siyan, aren't you in class, why do you call Dad?"

"What I don't understand is why you didn't help Teacher Cao in such a big matter. Meng Siyan complained, "Your daughter's life was saved by Teacher Cao." ”

"Do you mean the bidding thing?"

"What else could it be?"

"Siyan, my father is really powerless in this matter. The leaders of the Department of Transportation are personally on the scene, what do you think I can do?"

"If that is the case, there is nothing to say. ”

Meng Siyan returned to the class with extreme reluctance.

At this time, Qi Yihong walked out of the classroom through the back door.