Chapter 072: It's just that it was already clear at the time
"Hai Xiao, we all drank too much that night, I ...... I didn't expect to get pregnant either...... If...... If you don't want this child, I'll take it away......" Fang Jingyi knows Lin Haixiao's temperament too well, and she must pretend to be sensible and generous at this time.
Lin Haixiao frowned slightly and did not speak immediately.
Fang Jingyi's words seemed to have put a not-so-good quality firework in Lin Haixiao's mind, colorful, but he couldn't see any patterns, and his ears were buzzing.
This matter was too sudden for Lin Haixiao and he was caught off guard.
Lin Haixiao now has no time to carefully consider whether this child is his, and the question he has to face now - whether to keep this child or not?
If he doesn't keep this child, it's too cruel and inhumane!
If he keeps this child, he is already married to Xin Shiyu, and after the child is born, whether he lives with him or Fang Jing, he is destined to not have a sound and complete home, and he is too cruel to the child!
Lin Haixiao, who has always been decisive in killing, hesitated and became entangled.
Lin Haixiao thought for a while and said: "Jingyi, the child is in your belly, you have the most right to make decisions, if you want to keep this child, you can stay, if you don't want to stay, I won't force you." ”
For the first time, Lin Haixiao avoided the problem in front of the problem.
Of course, Fang Jingyi would not agree to take the child away, but she couldn't happily say that she wanted to keep the child, because she saw that Lin Haixiao didn't want the child, and she wanted to make Lin Haixiao soft-hearted and let Lin Haixiao sincerely agree to keep the child.
She opened her mouth to say something, but tears rolled down her face.
"Jingyi, don't cry, just say anything to me. Lin Haixiao walked to the side of the hospital bed, thought about it, and reached out and patted Fang Jingyi's shoulder to express comfort.
Fang Jingyi trembled and stretched out her hand and pulled down Lin Haixiao's hand that was patted on her shoulder, and then, a warm tear fell on the back of Lin Haixiao's hand.
"Haixiao...... In this world, no one has cherished, pampered, and cared for me as much as you have done to me, not even my parents have treated me as well as you.
When I had a hard time abroad, I didn't admit defeat, because I had you in my heart, and I wanted to make myself strong and excellent, so that I could be worthy of your excellence.
After returning to China, although you are no longer the Hai Xiao who loved me before, I am not sad, because I can see you often.
I don't dare to hope that we can go back to the past, I dare not hope that you can still love me as much as before, I just want you to be safe and can see you from time to time.
You said a few days ago that you had chosen Miss Xin as your wife, and I had already made up my mind to live this life alone, but now God has given me this gift and given me this child...... Hai Xiao, can you let me give birth to the child, I will never let the child disturb your and Miss Xin's lives, I just want our common child to accompany me, so that I will be content......"
"Okay, if you want to keep this child, just stay, and I will do my duty as a father. Lin Haixiao closed his eyes and said in a difficult tone.
Fang Jingyi's eyes lit up, and before she could speak, Lin Haixiao's voice came again, "However, I can't marry you." ”
It seems that someone stabbed Fang Jingyi's heart hard with a needle, and it hurts.
She was pregnant with Lin Haixiao's child, and begged Lin Haixiao with both soft and hard treatment, but Lin Haixiao refused to marry her.
Okay, then let her carry out the viciousness to the end!
"Hai Xiao, I really can't bear the pain of losing the love of my life for a second time, even if I can't marry you, as long as you allow me to give birth to this child, I will be satisfied......"
Fang Jingyi choked up, tears falling down her beautiful cheeks.
Lin Haixiao closed his eyes, his thin lips moved slightly, "Okay, I agree with you to give birth to the child." ”
In the old days, he longed to marry Fang Jingyi more than once, and fantasized more than once that he could have a child with him and Fang Jingyi.
But at this moment, he had no joy, only felt sad and powerless.
Lin Haixiao knew that with the arrival of this child, many problems would follow, but the wrong thing that night was done by him, and he had no right to prevent Fang Jingyi from giving birth to the child.
"Haixiao, thank you....." Fang Jingyi looked at Lin Haixiao with excitement and joy, and suddenly threw herself into Lin Haixiao's arms, tightly wrapped around Lin Haixiao's waist, and buried her head in Lin Haixiao's arms and cried silently.
Through the thin shirt, he was quickly wet by Fang Jingyi's tears, Lin Haixiao slowly raised his hand, wanting to hug Fang Jingyi's body that was shaking because of crying, but in the end, he put his hand down.
Even if Fang Jingyi had their child, he and Fang Jingyi still couldn't go back.
This situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time!
Lin Haixiao left Fang Jingyi and drove out of the hospital by himself.
got into the car, Lin Haixiao didn't know where to go for a while, he went to the company, he didn't think about the company, and when he went home, he didn't know how to face Xin Shiyu.
Lin Haixiao drove indiscriminately with the traffic, his mind was chaotic, as if a lot of things were coming from a mess, and it seemed to be blank.
The phone rang and stopped, stopped and rang, and he felt annoyed and simply turned off his phone.
Lin Haixiao drove around the street, until the twilight was four years and the lights were on, he stopped the car, and found that he still drove the car downstairs to the company.
He opened the window, let the night breeze blow in, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath and slowly exhaled it.
Lin Haixiao suddenly found that the thing that made him most irritable and distressed now was how to explain this matter to Xin Shiyu.
Lin Haixiao, who disdains to explain anything to others, actually wants to explain to Xin Shiyu!!
It turned out that he didn't refuse to forgive Fang Jingyi, he didn't mind Fang Jingyi's original stubbornness to leave, and the reason why he didn't accept Fang Jingyi was that he already cared about Xin Shiyu.
As soon as he thought of Xin Shiyu, Lin Haixiao thought of Xin Shiyu secretly going to see Lian Yilin this morning!
Jealousy, frustration, and sadness all kinds of emotions permeated, Lin Haixiao's heart was tightly clenched, and he was so depressed that he couldn't breathe, and he couldn't wait to strangle the little girl who made him unconscious!
The more Lin Haixiao thought about it, the more angry he became, so he simply got out of the car and walked into the company building, not going home tonight, lest he go home and quarrel with Xin Shiyu.