After Shi Tao got up the next morning, he saw that Shangmei hadn't gotten up yet, so he made breakfast first.

Shang Mei didn't get up until she was about to go to work, and after washing up, she didn't pay attention to Shi Tao, didn't eat breakfast, and still went to work and left angrily.

Shi Tao had no choice but to eat breakfast alone and clean up the tableware.

He was also very helpless about Shang Mei having this attitude, he once thought that Shang Mei was very concerned about him during this time, and he was also considerate in life, he already had the idea of retracting his mind and living with Shang Mei wholeheartedly.

But Shang Mei's attitude yesterday disappointed him, and it seems that Shang Mei's consideration for him before was deliberate.

Shi Tao felt that he was indeed sorry for Shangmei in some places, but this emotional thing was very contrived against his heart.

Shi Tao's inner pain can't be explained clearly, and he doesn't know where to go when Shangmei makes such a fuss.

At this time, Shi Tao suddenly remembered that Chen Qian asked yesterday if there was a storm, Shi Tao understood, maybe Chen Qian was referring to Shangmei's temper.

Shi Tao couldn't even understand why Chen Qian could see it, but he didn't have any warning? Could it be that he was really a fan of the authorities and a bystander?

Shi Tao's feelings for Yang Qiong, Chen Qian and Shang Mei are really messy.

Could it be that for the sake of so-called ethics and morality, going against one's inner feelings, barely maintaining a marriage, and burying the feelings you hope for deep in your heart without releasing them, isn't this tantamount to digging an emotional grave for yourself?

But to let your feelings develop is really messy, and you will make yourself anxious.

Shi Tao didn't want his feelings to be restrained, but he didn't want to make the scene chaotic and uncontrollable, or even full of wind and rain, which would have a great adverse impact on his life.

He felt that if he adapted to others, he would go against himself, and if he followed his own will, he would have to risk the condemnation of the world, and he could not be afraid of what others said, which required extraordinary courage.

Shi Tao asked himself, do I have that much courage?

Shi Tao's mind was very messy, sitting on the sofa alone, he had smoked nearly half a box of cigarettes, his throat was a little dry and sore, and he drank four or five glasses of water, but after thinking about it, he didn't know what to do.

Do you really want to divorce Naomi, and even if you divorce her, what will happen to you?

Since I can't figure it out, I simply don't want to.

When he was about to return to the company in the afternoon, Shi Tao suddenly remembered the news that the eight employees had returned to the factory, and he had not yet told Hu You. Shi Tao hurriedly called Hu You and told him that the eight of them would arrive in Shanbei City at noon.

And Hu You is more concerned about when Shi Tao will return to the factory. When Shi Tao said that he would arrive tomorrow, Hu You happily responded, saying that he would send a car to pick him up tomorrow.

Shi Tao packed his luggage. Shi Tao didn't finish this vacation, in fact, he also has a lot of opinions, but he has nothing to do at home, but it only adds to his troubles, and it is better to go back to work after thinking about it, and his heart is cleaner.

Shang Mei came home at noon, and after entering the door, she still ignored Shi Tao, went directly into another bedroom, and closed the door.

Shi Tao didn't bother her, he just ate the fried cakes alone, anyway, Shang Mei was left in the pot for rice, and if she wanted to eat it, she would eat it herself.

Lying on the bed, Shi Tao was also tossing and turning, he couldn't sleep if he wanted to sleep for a while, he really wanted to be able to sleep a lot and forget his troubles.

And just when he was in a daze and seemed to be asleep, Chen Qian called.

"Well, you don't know, you didn't call me, you didn't come to me, I slept until now. Just ate something and can't sleep now. When are we going to the provincial capital?"

"It's a little early to go, you can rest again, and I'll look for you when I leave." Shi Tao didn't bother to talk to Chen Qian at this time, and he didn't feel sleepy when he hung up the phone.

This kind of boring time with nothing to do and no mood is really hard to endure.

At five o'clock, Shi Tao got up, went to the kitchen to see, the fried cakes in the pot were gone, it seemed that Shangmei had eaten at noon, but Shi Tao didn't hear the movement.

Shi Tao went to the supermarket to buy some instant noodles, bread, ham, and a few bottles of water, planned to eat them on the way, and went home to pick up his luggage, and went to the hotel to find Chen Qian.

After withdrawing from the room with Chen Qian, the two walked to the train station. It's only an hour's drive by train to the provincial capital.

Manager Liu's shop is very close to the train station. Shi Tao asked Chen Qian to wait in the station square, and he went to Manager Liu alone to get the ticket and pay for the ticket.

Manager Liu insisted on staying with Shi Tao for dinner, but Shi Tao excused himself to drive soon.

The reason why Shi Tao came in such a hurry was that he didn't want to eat at Manager Liu's place, after all, there was Chen Qian, and he thought it was better to avoid it as much as possible.

Manager Liu insisted on sending Shi Tao to the car, but Shi Tao refused on the grounds that he had no luggage.

Shi Tao returned to the station, went directly to the waiting room with Chen Qian, and soon checked the ticket and boarded the train.

This time the sleeper tickets are two medium berths, not yet in the same compartment. Seeing this, Chen Qian was a little dissatisfied, and Shi Tao was in a bad mood and had no intention of changing the bunk.

Shi Tao took out the food, put away the luggage, ate something with Chen Qian, and the dinner was okay.

It was completely dark outside the car, and the occasional street lamp shone on the building outside the window and flew back quickly, as if to say goodbye to Shi Tao.

The two sat on the folding chair of the car gang and chatted for a while, Chen Qian saw that Shi Tao was not very interested, she felt that Shi Tao was tired, and suggested resting early.

Although his body was lying on the bunk, where could Shi Tao sleep, tossing and turning with a lot of thoughts. He recalled all the experiences and ups and downs of his career since he joined the company, and found that he was a failure.

Failure at work. Although he is conscientious and conscientious, and his ability is also outstanding and he has made a lot of achievements, he is not appreciated by the leaders, especially the senior leaders seem to have great prejudices against themselves.

As a result, he was promoted, and then dismissed, and suffered a lot of blows, but finally survived.

This may be because I am not very suitable for the general environment of this work, which is very unfavorable to my career and has no future.

Emotionally defeated. From acquaintance to love, although he and Yang Qiong have experienced some ups and downs, Shi Tao feels that the feelings of the two are sincere. was once unanimously considered by colleagues to be a perfect match for the golden boy and girl, but in the end they failed to come together.

And he got married to Naomi with a hot head. Judging from the results, his marriage is not happy, and perhaps Yang Qiong's marriage is not satisfactory.

Chen Qian's appearance allowed him to have a happy time, but how long can this happiness last? Now that Shang Mei has found out, it is likely that his relationship will end soon.

Finally Shi Tao fell asleep in a chaotic mind, what he didn't know was that Chen Qian was also tossing and turning at this time.

This night, Shi Tao found that he had slept very deeply, and he had slept for a long time, and when he woke up, it was already past six o'clock the next morning. The attendant opened the curtains, and the sun outside the car shone into the car.

Shi Tao got up and went to the bathroom to wash up, and found that Chen Qian was already sitting on the folding chair.

"Did you sleep well last night?" asked Shi Tao with a look of concern on her face.

"It's okay, the sleep time is not short, what about you?" Shi Tao said and sat down.

"Although I fell asleep later, but it was not bad, I found that I was quite able to sleep, I slept for so long during the day, I was worried that I would not be able to sleep at night, who would have thought that I would still sleep very soundly. ”

In fact, Chen Qian didn't tell the truth, last night, she fell asleep for a long time, maybe there was a reason why she slept too long during the day as she said, maybe only she knew that she was thinking too much.

"But I don't think you're in good spirits. Shi Tao saw that Chen Qian still didn't wake up a little, although he had already washed.

"I see you too, you said that you slept for a long time, why do you look sluggish?" Chen Qian asked rhetorically.

"It's hard to sleep, there must be something on your mind, and you can't wake up, it's because you've been thinking about it for too long and you're tired, and you can't rest for a while. Shi Tao said.

"What's on your mind, can you tell me about it?" Shi Tao's words aroused Chen Qian's curiosity.

"Eat first, talk as you eat. Shi Tao took out the food, and the two of them were on the small table, nibbling on bread with mineral water.

"It's all your crow's mouth. Shi Tao said.

"My crow's mouth, where do you start?" Chen Qian didn't know what to say, and didn't know why Shi Tao said so.

"The storm you mentioned the day before yesterday is really coming. Shi Tao looked at Chen Qian with wide open eyes.

Chen Qian stopped nibbling on bread all of a sudden, "The storm is really coming!

Shi Tao told Chen Qian all the anger caused by the photo the night before, and all her suspicions.

"It looks like we're done with each other. Chen Qian suddenly became very sluggish, and she didn't eat the remaining half of the bread.

"How can we end up between us? she is her, you are you, and you and she are not together. Shi Tao wanted to know why Chen Qian had such thoughts, although he also felt that the relationship with Chen Qian could not last long.

"Our underground love affair is not light, there is a saying that it is called seeing the light and dying. It may not matter if some inconsequential people know, but if your wife knows, or let Qin Feng know, we will be unsustainable, and it will be impossible for us to have any more contacts, unless the two of us can really come together. What Chen Qian said is very reasonable.

"yes, that's true, and that's what I thought. But fortunately, after all, Naomi and we are not together. Let me ask you, does Qin Feng know about it?" Shi Tao was even more worried that Qin Feng knew about their underground romance.

"He certainly doesn't know, and if he did, you wouldn't be able to stay in the Westward Migration Company anymore. Chen Qian said.

"yes. In that case, our fate is really over. But I also thought that if that were the case, why don't we go far and fly high, leave the westward migration company and leave the sea market to go south, and we can create our own lives. ”

Shi Tao suddenly began to fantasize, he imagined that he might really be able to get together with Chen Qian.

"I told you that it is impossible, although I believe in your ability, and I am confident in my ability, but I am a lazy person, I have suffered and suffered, and I do not want to repeat the mistakes of the past.

"I worked hard with Qin Feng in the provincial capital for three years, and in the end, I returned to my hometown without success. I don't think even if the two of us go out to work, the results won't be too good, or even worse. Chen Qian said.

Shi Tao didn't eat it anymore, and his heart was a little cold when he heard Chen Qian say this, "It seems that our fate is really coming to an end." ”

"To comfort you, I tell you, at least not yet. Chen Qian looked at Shi Tao affectionately.

"Fate rises and falls, fate comes and goes, go with fate!"