Chapter 67: Acceptance

Jiang Anning looked at Chu Yao in shock, she never expected it. The longest sentence Chu Yao said to her after she was reborn was to ask her to beat the child.

"Chu Yao, do you know what you're talking about?" Jiang Anning stood up and staggered back.

Chu Yao got off the bed, looked at her with a firm look in his eyes and said, "Of course I know what I'm talking about, An Ning, I'm sober." ”

"Yes, I know, you're sober, so are you kidding?"

"No, I'm not kidding, I'm serious. ”

"Then why are you?" Jiang Anning looked at Chu Yao, who was approaching step by step, and angrily stretched out his hand and slapped him in the face.

After beating him, she herself trembled slightly with anger.

There was a faint labor pain in the lower abdomen.

Thinking of what might happen, she couldn't help but quickly stabilize her mind, not daring to let herself get too excited and hurt the child.

Chu Yao was slapped by her, raised his hand and gently touched his face, and closed his eyes in pain.

But when he opened his eyes again, he still said firmly: "An Ning, listen to me, and beat the child out." You can't have this child, you can't have it. If you have to ask me why, I tell you, because I am the father of the child. ”

"You're not. Jiang Anning roared angrily.

She clenched her fists again, exerting all the strength to calm herself down.

looked at Chu Yao and said word by word: "You are not the father of the child, the father of the child will not be so unexpectant of his child." It is him, he is the father of the child. He was so happy to know that I was pregnant, and he even wanted to make a toy for the child himself. If it weren't for you occupying his body, he and I were looking forward to the arrival of the child together, and we would be a happy family. It's all you, it's you who lost him, you give him back to me, give it back to me. ”

Jiang Anning cried and shook his body, hoping that the original Chu Yao would come back.

This time she didn't want to know the truth, she just wanted to have children with him and live a stable life.

"I'm sorry, he can't come back, he's me, I'm him, we're the same person. Chu Yao was shaken by her, and replied in a low voice.

"No, you're not him, he won't say anything to make me have a baby. ”

That's because he doesn't know the truth at all, that's why he thinks everything is quiet. Now I know that every word I say now is what is in his heart. ”

"I don't believe it. ”

"It's useless if you don't believe it, that's a fact. ”

"You lied to me, Chu Yao, you have always been like this. You have always lied to me, there is not a word of truth in your mouth, you have never told me the truth. You didn't know anything just now, but I told you about me and Ah Yao. Now he turns his head and says you're him, do you think I'll believe it?"

Jiang An's eyes were red, she shouldn't have expected this Chu Yao to be reborn.

There was never a word of truth in his mouth.

All along, he deceived her like a fool, and he is still lying to her.

"I didn't lie to you, when I first came here, I really didn't know what happened to this body. But the moment you told me you were pregnant, I remembered everything. That's what it is, Anning, I'm not like you. My rebirth is not a halfway robbery, I have all his memories. I am him, he is me, we have become one, he has never disappeared. ”

In order to convince her, Chu Yao also told the secret that only the two of them knew.

Hearing those things come out of his mouth, Jiang Anning's face turned pale, and his eyes gradually welled up with disappointment.

Is it true that what he said?

He is who he is, never disappears, just merges into one.

"But Chu Yao, didn't you say that you just want to live this life with me in peace. You don't want to be occupied by people, didn't you say that you are looking forward to this child, that you are glad that I am pregnant, why do you want me to have an abortion, why?"

"Because I didn't know the truth before, I didn't have the memories of many lifetimes, so I was so stupid and looked forward to the arrival of this child. Chu Yao replied.

"Stupid? Expectation? Then tell me, what is the truth that makes you even give up on your own children, and think that it is stupid to expect your own children to come. Jiang Anning asked.

"An Ning, there are some things that you still don't know. ”

"Heh, you just told me to kill the child, because the decision to have a child is stupid. Now he doesn't tell me the reason, and he says I don't want to know? Chu Yao, do you think you will let me give up my child because of your words? Impossible, absolutely impossible. If you don't tell me why, I will never listen to you. ”

"Anning, you have to ....... ”

"If you dare to force me, believe it or not, I will kill myself. Jiang Anning didn't know where to touch a pair of scissors and said to his neck.

Chu Yao was frightened and hurriedly said, "Okay, I won't force you, don't do stupid things." ”

"What are you afraid of," Jiang Anning sneered: "Anyway, if I commit suicide, I will be reborn, if you want to find me, you only need to commit suicide again." That Chu Yao is gone, and you refuse to let me give birth to this child, there is no point in our lives. Actually, suicide is not bad. At the very least, I can start over, and next time, I don't want to meet you again. ”

Jiang Anning said, tears sliding from the corners of his eyes.

Every word, every word she said made her heart ache.

In the previous life, when I was a geist, I swore that if I had another chance to be reborn. She must cherish him and be with him well.

However, now I say these words to him, saying that I never want to meet you again.

These words must have hurt him, but they didn't hurt himself.

When Chu Yao heard her words, his eyes were full of sadness, and the expression on his face was full of pain.

"An Ning, you know everything?"

"Do you know what? Do you know that every time I die, you will commit suicide? Chu Yao, I am really curious, do you love me or not. If love, why...... Won't tell me the truth, won't be with me. If you don't love, why do you kill yourself every time I die. In my last life, I have not been reborn since I died, and I am by your side, watching you cry for me, watching you look at my photos and portraits every day, and watching you skillfully commit suicide, that is not the first time you have done such a thing. So, every time I die, you will arrange for your death to commit suicide! But I don't understand, why are you?"

"To protect you. Chu Yao replied bitterly.

"Protect me?" Jiang Anning smiled, as if he had heard the funniest joke: "You said that you wanted to protect me, but what have you done, you have protected me back and forth in these past few lifetimes? You don't even dare to love me, and you say to protect me? Even, a few times you hurt me the most." ”

"Yes, obviously my original intention is to follow you to protect you, so that you can live a worry-free life and enjoy your old age in peace. But every time, it was I who hurt you the most. Chu Yao smiled bitterly: "I'm really useless, I've been doing things that backfire." ”

"You're useless, even if you have any problems, you don't think about how to solve them, but you hurt me again and again. Chu Yao, if you dare to force me, I will die in front of you. Jiang Anning stabbed the scissors in his hand into the flesh.

Bright red blood oozed out, staining the tips of the scissors red.

Chu Yao immediately stretched out his hand nervously to retrieve the scissors, but Jiang Anning fell back.

"Anning, don't be like this. ”

"What are you afraid of, you will be reborn after you die anyway. You don't have to explain it to me, and you solve the child in my belly, shouldn't you be happy?"

"There is no chance," Chu Yao said bitterly: "There is no chance to be reborn, this is the last chance, if you die this time, you will not have another chance in the future." ”

"What do you mean?" Jiang Anning asked.

Chu Yao closed his eyes: "There are a total of five chances to be reborn, and this is the last one." If you die this time, you are really dead, and you will not have a chance to be reborn. ”

"Five times? But it's clearly ...... So, without me knowing, we still have a lifetime, what happened in that lifetime?"

"An Ning, why do you have to force me, I can't say. Please, put down the scissors and beat the child, we will spend the rest of our lives well, I will accompany you. Chu Yao persuaded her.

Jiang Anning sneered: "You don't tell me the truth, but you still want me to kill the child, do you think we can spend the rest of our lives? But you don't want me to kill the child, I must give birth to this child, and no one can stop me. If you dare to be rude to me and try to make me abort, I will die in front of you immediately. ”

After speaking, Jiang Anning threw away the scissors and left resolutely.

Chu Yao closed his eyes, staggered back, and finally sat down on the ground.

Every life, every life is a little bit worse.

This is the last chance, but I didn't expect him to be like this when he came, every life is a dead knot, never dying.

"An Ning, you hate me so much, do you have to be so resolute?" Chu Yao muttered.

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Jiang Anning left here and drove out, she thought that she would live this life with Chu Yao in peace, so she didn't leave any behind. Now leaving from Chu Yao's place, she found that she had nowhere to go.

Also, in this life, in order to be able to be with Chu Yao without distractions, she cut off contact with her mother. All my friends didn't get in touch, and my biological parents didn't want anything to do with it, but I didn't expect it to be such a result.

After going around in Central for a long time, the last place I could think of was Xiaoya's residence.

Xiaoya didn't expect her to come to her in the middle of the night, looked at her in surprise and asked, "An Ning, what's wrong with you?"

"Sorry to bother you so late. But I really can't think of where else to go, I haven't taken out my ID card, I can't open a house, I can only come to you. Jiang Anning said apologetically.

Xiaoya hurriedly said: "Look at what you say, we are friends, of course you have to come to me if you have something." But what the hell is wrong with you, why didn't you bring out your ID card, why did you come out in such a hurry? Aren't you married to the president of the Chu Group? Could it be that he kicked you out?"

Xiaoya asked a lot of questions in one go.

However, Jiang Anning didn't want to answer, she shook her head and said, "No, don't ask, my mind is a little messy now, let me rest for a while." ”

"Okay, do you want to rest first, do you want to eat?" Xiaoya saw that her face was not very good, and she didn't dare to continue to ask.

Jiang Anning didn't have any appetite at all, but when he thought of the child in his belly, he still nodded and said, "If there is something to eat, bring me some." However, don't use junk food. ”

Xiaoya nodded, warmed her milk and boiled eggs.

He smiled and said, "You know, I don't know how to cook, and I don't have any vegetables at home." I used to buy steamed buns, but now I order takeout. Fortunately, there are still milk and eggs at home, so you can make do with some first. ”

"Well, that's fine. Jiang Anning nodded.

I took it and ate it slowly, but as soon as I took a sip of the milk, I felt a wave of nausea in my stomach. She couldn't help but put down the milk and rushed into the bathroom, and began to vomit.

Xiaoya panicked: "An Ning, what's wrong with you?"

Jiang Anning waved at her, and after spitting up, she asked her to get her a glass of water to rinse her mouth.

"I'm fine. Jiang Anning stood up with a pale face.

But her body shook and she almost fell down, but fortunately, Xiaoya held her.

Xiaoya helped her to the living room and sat down, and poured her another glass of water for her to drink.

Looking at her pale face, she stopped talking.

Jiang Anning said: "If you have anything to say, just say it!"

"An Ning, are you pregnant?"

Jiang Anning was silent, which was tantamount to acquiescence.

Xiaoya said: "Then isn't this kid Mr. Chu's?"

Jiang Anning hurriedly said: "How is it possible, of course it is his." ”

"Since it's his, then why did you run out? Did you quarrel? Did Mr. Chu know about your pregnancy? I heard that the wealthy family pays the most attention to the heirs, if you tell him that you are pregnant, he will forgive you no matter what. ”

"Xiaoya, this matter is more complicated than you imagined, so don't ask again. I'm tired and want to rest. Jiang Anning said weakly.

"Okay, you rest, I'll get you a quilt...... Forget it, you just sleep in my bed! I'll sleep on the couch. Xiao Ya wanted Jiang Anning to sleep on the sofa, but she thought about her pregnancy.

Jiang Anning said: "It's okay, I'll sleep on the sofa." ”

"You're pregnant, you're pregnant, how can you sleep on the couch. If you are not pregnant, I will not wronged myself and give you the bed, since you are pregnant, obediently and go to bed. Xiaoya said toughly.

Jiang Anning didn't argue with her and went to bed.

She was so tired, she had already drained all her strength from taking care of Chu Yao before. Not to mention that she had just vomited, and now she just wanted to lie down and rest quietly.

The next day, she woke up early, and Xiaoya had already bought breakfast and came back.

But Jiang Anning didn't have much appetite, so he put it down after eating two bites.

"Don't eat it?" asked Xiaoya.

Jiang Anning shook his head, looked at Xiao Ya and said, "Where did you buy these breakfasts?"

"Oh, just the shop in front, hehe, what, isn't it appetizing?" Xiao Ya said with a smile.

Jiang Anning snorted, pointed to Xiaolongbao and said, "This is Xu Ji's bun!"

He pointed to the porridge and said, "This porridge can only be boiled by the chef of the Chu family, and no one else can make it taste like this." Why, the chefs of the Chu family have started to sell breakfast outside?"

"You've eaten it all. Xiaoya stuck out her tongue.

Jiang Anning said: "Chu Yao who you contacted first, or did Chu Yao contact you first?"

"Mr. Chu contacted me first, and I probably know that you don't have any relatives or friends. I know only my friends, and I guessed that you might come to me. ”

"It's really him, and I still remember all of this. Jiang Anning muttered to himself.

"Ah, who is it?" asked Xiao Ya in confusion.

Jiang Anning shook his head, stood up and said, "I'll go first, and I'll contact you if I have something." ”

"Are you going to leave now?" said Xiao Ya urgently.

Jiang Anning snorted and said, "What, Chu Yao asked you to look at me? gave you money? You won't sell my friend for a little money, right?"

"An Ning, what nonsense are you talking about, how could I sell you for money. I'm not for the money, I'm for you. You are pregnant with Mr. Chu's child, so don't make trouble with Mr. Chu anymore. I think Mr. Chu likes you very much, not long after you slept last night, he called me, knew that you were here, and came over on purpose. Knowing that you were asleep, I didn't dare to disturb you. I came to bring you breakfast early in the morning, and I was so considerate to you. If there is such a man who is so good to me, I am really willing to die. ”

"There are some things you don't understand, and there is a price to be paid for good. Jiang Anning said.

Xiaoya frowned, she didn't understand. But she couldn't stop Jiang Anning, who was Jiang Anning, and who could stop her if she wanted to leave.

Xiaoya felt that Jiang Anning had changed, as if she didn't know when she had changed.

This kind of Jiang Anning makes her feel strange, but it also makes her feel very strong, so she shouldn't be bullied.

After Jiang Anning left, he drove to find the dialect again.

There was always a car following behind her car, which should be someone from Chu Yao's faction.

Yuncheng is so big in total, and she didn't want to hide her whereabouts from him, so she didn't care if the car behind her was following. Still taking care of himself, he drove the car to Fang Yan's residence and met Fang Yan.

Fang Yan didn't expect her to come, and when he saw her, he was surprised and asked, "What's the matter, Chu Yao woke up?"

Jiang Anning nodded.

Fang Yan knew what was going on as soon as he saw her face, and said with a sigh: "So, what should come is still coming, and it can't be stopped at all." ”

"As soon as he woke up and found out I was pregnant, he told me to get rid of the baby. also said that Chu Yao didn't disappear before, but fused, but he even knew Xiaoya, so he shouldn't have lied to me. I can't figure it out, even if it's fusion, it's so good before, why can it become so ruthless after fusion. Jiang Anning smiled bitterly.

Fang Yan said: "Mr. Chu also has his own reasons and hardships for doing this, and he is also forced to do so." ”

"yes, I almost forgot that you're one of his too. Jiang Anning muttered.

The tongue said: "I am not his person, we do this for your own good." ”

"For my good?" Jiang Anning sneered: "Do you know what is the most confusing behavior of human beings? ”

"So, are you really unwilling to beat the child?" asked Fang Yan.

Jiang Anning said: "I don't want to, this is my child, she is in my belly, and she is connected with my blood." No one can hurt her as long as I don't want to. Chu Yao said that this was my last chance, although I still don't know why these things happened. I couldn't have imagined such a thing as being reborn before, but it happened. Since it was the last chance, presumably Chu Yao didn't want me to die this time. So if he dares to force me to have an abortion, I will die. It doesn't matter if there is no chance of being born again in the future, it will end like this, and there will be no more pain in the future. ”

"Okay, I'll tell him about your decision. The tongue sighed.

Jiang Anning pursed his lips.

But after a moment of silence, he asked, "What happened before...... Can't you really let me know?"

"I promised Chu Yao that I would never tell you. You believe me, he's doing it for your own good. ”

"No, you don't. ”

Jiang Anning refused with a calm face, and was about to leave after speaking.

"Where are you going?" the dialect called to her.

Jiang Anning said: "Go back, since he knows my whereabouts, I will always get my documents back." ”

Fang Yan sighed.

Since he failed to stop Jiang Anning, there was no point in his existence here.

After Jiang Anning left, he left, and Jiang Anning looked for him again, but there was no news of him again.

Jiang Anning returned to Chu's house, and as soon as he entered the door, Chu Yao came down from upstairs, looked at her and said, "An Ning, you're back." ”

"I just came back to get my papers. Jiang Anning said with a cold face.

Chu Yao said with a painful face: "An Ning, I will be worried if you live outside alone." ”

"But living here, I'm more worried, and I'm always on guard against you plotting against me. Jiang Anning snorted sarcastically.

"The tongues have told me your decision, and I understand your determination. I promise you that I won't let you have another abortion, so why don't you stay? Now that you've decided to give birth to this baby, you want her to get the best nutrition possible. You live outside and you don't get good care. ”

"You really decided to give up the idea of letting me have an abortion?" Jiang Anning looked at him suspiciously.

Chu Yao nodded: "Since this is your decision, I respect your decision." In fact, I also thought a lot after you left that day, since God asked me to come with me so late, so that you would be twenty-nine years old as soon as you came, and let Chu Yao in this life fall in love with you and marry you so quickly, perhaps, everything is already doomed. Every time I have to go against the sky, I want to change, and the result will only be more miserable. Therefore, it is better to obey the will of God, as you said, I want to protect you every time, but I do things that hurt you. Then in this life, let me protect you, but what the result is, at least it can leave you a little good memory. ”

"Okay, I'll believe you again. Jiang Anning couldn't help but let go of his insistence and was moved by him.

Chu Yao breathed a sigh of relief and reached out to gently hug her into his arms.

Sure enough, after that, Chu Yao never mentioned letting her have an abortion.

Instead of mentioning it, he was gentle and considerate to her, and he also cooked and learned to cook nutritious meals to increase her nutrition. Seeing that she vomited a lot, I tried my best to make her a nutritious meal that could stop vomiting.

In this way, another four months passed, and when Jiang Anning was seven months pregnant, she and Chu Yao began to buy children's things.

Because it was a girl who had already been checked, I bought all the girl's items.

Originally, everything was going in a good direction, and she talked to Chu Yao on the phone in the afternoon to discuss the recipes for the evening.

As a result, not long after hanging up the phone, I received a call from Chu Yu.

"I finally remembered where I had seen you, there was an envelope in a drawer at the bottom of the cabinet in my second brother's study, and the envelope contained your photo. ”