Lei Ling raised his head and suppressed the soreness in his eyes: "Do you know, in the twenty years since you divorced your mother, I feel like I am the one who has been abandoned every year, every month, every hour, every minute. When I was abroad, I had a nightmare in the middle of the night, and I dreamed that my mother was taking my brother and sister away, and you took the woman surnamed Lin and Jiayan away, and my grandparents left, leaving me in the sea. The storm is coming, and you don't feel sorry for me. It's been thirty years, and she was the first person to say that she would feel sorry for me in the future. ”

"Actually, I also think it's incredible, it stands to reason that my favorite mouth should be sorry for Lingling, she risked her life to save me, conceived my child, and finally ended up in such a tragic end...... Even if I die a hundred times, I can't make up for her. It is rumored that after Lingling's accident, I couldn't live alone, and I committed suicide several times. Actually, I don't have as much love as they say, I just have severe insomnia and take too many sleeping pills. Even when the doctor told me that Lingling was in a vegetative state and the child was not saved, I never thought of killing myself, or killing someone. But do you know, in the Japanese restaurant, when I saw Xiao Beiyuan being pressed against the wall by several girls and pushing her down, I really thought about killing someone. ”

Thunder's mouth opened and closed......

Lei Ling seemed to be determined to spit out all these things hidden in the depths of his heart, and the wine and tea were prepared in the private room, which Luo Ange brought back from Yunnan. Lei Ling knew that Lei Ting's blood pressure had been high in the past few months, so although he prepared wine, he didn't pour it, at this moment, he poured himself a glass, drank it all, and continued: "Dad, do you remember, when Lingling was pregnant, you were all happy, open champagne to celebrate. Actually, I'm quite scared, probably because of you and my mother, I don't like children. If mom and dad can't grow old together, it will be a harm to the child. The current love is too short and unreliable, and any slightest wind and grass will disintegrate. So I never thought of putting having a child in my life plan, even if it was with Bai Yuling. But do you remember the day you came to the hospital and you said that we gave our children a name. At that moment, my heart suddenly became super soft, and I was thinking, ah, two kids who follow my ass every day and call me daddy, just like I did when I followed your ass, that's good. The premise is that Xiao Beiyuan must be the child's mother. If it weren't for her, I would never have had children in my life. ”

"I've been with Bai Yuling for so many years, and I've never had such a thought. Yesterday, Xiao Beiyuan asked me, if Bai Yuling woke up one day and asked me to make a choice between them, who would I choose? I didn't know what was wrong at the time, so I didn't answer. Xiao Beiyuan thought that I would choose Bai Yuling, but she was very angry and disappointed...... In fact, I really wanted to go to Yanjing to find her, accompany her to the seminar, and take her to Tiananmen Square to see the flag-raising. Or don't go anywhere, just nest in a hotel room. But I didn't have the courage to go, I was going to take her to Mid-Levels Villa for the weekend today, and her birthday was approaching, so I prepared a surprise for her. But now, she won't forgive me. Dad, she won't forgive me. ”

During the whole process, Thunder didn't say a word except shock, shock, shock, and shock. He was the one who watched Lei Ling and Bai Yuling come all the way, and in the process of Lei Ling's narration, he said "Lingling" at first, and slowly called him by his name. The tone was gentle at first, but slowly became cold. Just the change of title shows the weight of one person in the heart of another.

And when addressing another woman, he mostly calls her by her first name, but throughout, his tone is full of enthusiasm, distress, and regret.

"Brother Ling, you ......"

Lei Ting didn't expect his son's feelings for Xiao Beiyuan to be so deep, and while he was happy, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

Speaking of which, among the people who are sorry for Xiao Beikite, he also accounts for one of them.

If he hadn't been obsessed, he wouldn't have caused a little girl who was waiting to be fed to lose her parents, and the old man with gray temples would have lost his son and daughter-in-law.

Hurt the night family......

Lei Ling poured himself another glass and drank it, his shoulders drooped, how could he still have the noble and elegant appearance on weekdays, but he looked like a child who made a mistake and was not forgiven by his mother.

"Dad, you have been divorced from my mother for twenty years, and I have never asked you why. Even if you spoil the woman surnamed Lin to the point of lawlessness, I have never said a word about you. But now you tell me the truth, what happened at the beginning ......" Lei Ling poured himself another glass and drank it, staggered to reach over, and leaned in front of Lei Ting, "You tell me the truth, what happened at the beginning, did you not save Xiao Beiyuan's parents when you saw death, so that Xiao Beiyuan's parents died tragically?" If you tell me that it is, then you know Xiao Beiyuan's temper, she will never be with me again, and I don't have the face to be with her. Dad, please, tell me, isn't it?"

Thunder got up and took the flask, poured himself a glass, drank it all, and poured another glass in his hand.

If the light in his eyes just now was a burning fire, then at this moment, the heat in it seemed to be splashed with cold water and suddenly extinguished.

"It's me who I'm sorry for the night family, what's the matter with you?"

Lei Ling's heart sank, and he smiled bitterly: "Dad, haven't you heard a saying called father's debt repayment to son? Today there are only two of us, will you tell me the truth? If it is really you, then I will cut off Xiao Beiyuan in two." If it weren't for you, I would chase her to Yanjing, coax her back, and give you two big fat grandchildren. ”

No one noticed that Lei Ling's left hand on the table was faintly trembling, and his knuckles were glowing with a terrifying blue-white.

And his eyes gradually secreted a bloodshot red.

The guilt and regret of this son for twenty years are unwilling to erupt at this moment, like a torrent, pouring towards the thunder.

The old lady's words still rang in her ears: "You always say that this is innocent and that innocent, and Brother Ling is the most innocent." Qinghe and Qiongying have no father and mother, Jiayan has a father and mother, you have no eldest daughter, eldest son, and younger son, no first wife, and second wife...... Only Brother Ling, Mom doesn't want him anymore, Dad doesn't want him anymore, Grandpa is gone, and he doesn't even remember his sister who was in the palm of his hand when he was a child, he is the most pitiful, living in your conspiracy, he doesn't even have a home, and all of you owe him. ”

Yes, when you think about it, it is. Mom took her sister and brother away, Dad recently formed a family and had children, he has no Mom and Dad, no home.

Thunder woke up like an initiation, he was sorry for this, sorry for that, and the most sorry thing was the son in front of him.

In the past 20 years, he has enjoyed the warmth and beauty of his new family and the excellence of his youngest son, but he has forgotten the son in front of him, and his blood is also flowing in his body.

The palms and backs of his hands are full of meat, and he hasn't leveled a bowl of water for twenty years.

Tonight, he just asked him to be a father for the truth, how could he bear to think of a countermeasure to deceive his son on the way here?

"Brother Ling, you listened to Dad, what happened back then ......"

"It's not you, right?" Lei Ling stared at his father with burning eyes, "Our two families are world friends, he is your brother, I know you won't be so ruthless." You'd love to save them, wouldn't you, Dad?"

Thunder sighed, put his hands trembling on the table, and couldn't even hold the cup steadily: "I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me." Even if I didn't do it, I can't get out of it. I could have saved them, but ......"

Lei Ling's whole person trembled and couldn't sit still: "But what...... Dad, do you think I can't find out what happened more than 20 years ago?"

Thunder grabbed him, and his voice was a little harsh: "What are you checking? Isn't it messy enough? Let's keep this secret and don't tell Xiaobei, you can ...... it."

"Dad, why are you so confused?" Lei Ling shook off his hand, "Paper can't hold the fire, you can't protect that woman for the rest of your life." I might as well tell you that she and the Bai family have attacked Xiao Beiyuan many times...... Kidnapping, throat cutting, violation and organ retrieval, one by one, do you want me to put the evidence in front of you, do you believe it?"

Thunder sat up in shock: "You...... What do you say? No way, she's not that kind of person. ”

Lei Ling laughed sarcastically: "You are completely deceiving yourself, and you know very well why they did it to Xiao Beiyuan." Do you think that you are really afraid that Xiao Beiyuan will snatch me away, I'm afraid that the events of the year will be exposed, right?"

Lei Ling took out his mobile phone, clicked on a photo and handed it to Lei Ting, seeing the latter's dilated pupils and frightened face as he wished.

"This is the old police officer who was in charge of that case back then, do you remember how often you used to drink with him? Just last month, a woman surnamed Lin came to him and offered 10 million to buy the information in his hand. Mr. Li didn't agree, and the next day he accompanied his wife to the hospital and almost had a car accident. Every time he said a word, Lei Ling's heart hurt a little, for himself and for Xiao Beiyuan.

"Mr. Li told me that he thought that incident was too strange at the beginning, and he had investigated it behind his back for a long time, and he had a lot of information, and he could completely overturn the case and retry it. It was you who found him, I don't know what means you used, anyway, Li Lao terminated the investigation of that matter. Dad, I absolutely believe that your heart is not so cruel as to kill your good brother, and I know that you want to defend her. You have the people you want to protect, and I have the people I want to protect. Dad, you can't be so selfish and cruel, for the sake of the people you want to protect, hurt the people I want to protect. ”

Lei Ting knows this son's character very well, and being able to be here, Xiaozhi is reasoning and emotion for a while, which is already his limit.

He said that he had someone to protect, and the implication was that if your woman hurt my woman again, I would not be polite.

There is another meaning, if you defend that woman without distinction between black and white, then our father-son relationship will almost come to an end.

Thunder knows that paper can't hold the fire, but he has been wrapping it for more than 20 years, and he always has a fluke mentality: it will be fine in the future.

He knew that even if he didn't tell the truth, Lei Ling would find out one day. For the sake of the people he wants to protect, he will do whatever it takes.

He could even find Officer Li, who was in charge of this case back then, what else could he not do?

Thunder asked himself, "Do you really want to break the relationship between father and son?"

"Whether I tell you the truth or not, you will find out to the end of this matter, right?"

Lei Ling's eyes were firm, his fists clenched: "Yes, I have to give Xiao Beiyuan an explanation." ”

Thunder's mouth trembled a few times: "Even if it's for me, for Xiaobei, don't check, is it okay?"

Lei Ling's knife-like gaze shot over: "Dad, do you have any handle in that woman's hands? What has she done with the Lei clan over the years, I don't believe you don't know." Do you think she only has two lives on her hands, Xiaobei's parents?"

Lei Ting slowly took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes: "But she is my wife, and Jiayan is my son, what do you want me to do?"

Lei Ling felt so disappointed: "My mother is also your wife, and my brother and sister and I are also your children, have you considered us, even if it is only for a second? Xiaobei's father is your brother, have you considered them?"

"Brother Ling, you have to understand Dad, Dad......"

Lei Ling got up, looked at the dishes on the table, and then looked at Lei Ting, only feeling sarcastic: "Dad, to be honest, I'm very disappointed in you." You are like this, Xiaobei and I have a child, I really don't dare to let them call you grandpa. Of course, you are not uncommon, Jiayan is your son, isn't it? You eat slowly, I'll go first. ”

Lei Ting grabbed him: "Brother Ling, you heard my father say that I really have a hard time." Although your Aunt Lin is sometimes too smart, she has never done anything to be sorry for me after marrying the Lei family for so many years. Jia Yan is innocent, he doesn't know anything. ”

Lei Ling looked at the hand that grabbed him, there were already wrinkles and age spots on it, it was this hand that held up his childhood, gave him courage and gave him strength. But now, this hand, itself, pushed him away and pushed him into hell.

"My mother married you at the age of twenty, and until you divorced, how could she ever do anything sorry for you? My brother and sister, and Xiaobei, which one is not innocent? Why should you sacrifice us for your own selfish interests?"

Lei Ting's chest rose and fell sharply, and he felt that the wrist he was grasping was about to break free, and he shouted: "Brother Ling, the incident of Xiaobei's parents started because of me, don't embarrass your Aunt Lin, it's all on my head." ”

He almost shouted out the last sentence, Lei Ling shook him off and sneered twice: "Don't worry, you can't run away." ”

He stepped out, the door slammed shut, Lei Ting was stunned for a few seconds, turned around and chased after him: "Brother Ling, Brother Ling...... Uncle Fang, stop him, ouch ......"

Fang Bo, who had been waiting in the corridor and heard all this in his ears, hurriedly chased Lei Ling, chased after a crackling sound, turned around, and just saw Lei Thunder fall to the ground.

He had to turn back: "Sir, sir......"

Thunder fell, stood up with the help of Uncle Fang, and was about to chase after him: "Go after it, I have something to say to him......"

Before he finished speaking, the man slid down again.