Chapter 494: I'll tell you about it slowly later
"Do you really want to recover your memory?"
After hanging up Qin Chaodui's video call, Mo Shenyu scooped up Su Xiaoning and put it on his lap, hugged her little body and asked.
Su Xiaoning nodded seriously, "Hmm." β
"I really want to, I really want to be like normal people. β
"And. β
The woman took a deep breath, "Because I don't have memories of the past, I actually ...... It's hard to accept the fact that I'm a mom of two. β
"I see Da Su and Xiao Su so affectionate to me every day, but I don't have much affection for them in my heart...... I would feel ashamed and blame myself. β
"And ...... You. β
Su Xiaoning lowered her head, not daring to look at Mo Shenyu's eyes, "I know you're good to me." β
"I've seen everything you've done for me these days, and I know that you must like me very much. β
"But I don't love you enough to love me as much as I love you. β
"It makes me feel disgusting. β
"I obviously accepted so much kindness and love from the people around me, but I couldn't give the same response. β
"If I had regained my memory, it wouldn't have been like this. β
The woman's words are very light and light.
But every word smashed into Mo Shenyu's heart like a hammer.
He admitted that during this period of time, he liked the current Su Xiaoning's tranquil appearance.
There are no five years of separation, and there are no five years of vicissitudes.
She is as endearing now as she was five years ago.
However, he ignored the ...... Her feelings.
In the final analysis, Su Xiaoning, who has lost her memory, and Su Xiaoning before, are the same person.
Her bottom line, her view of right and wrong, her worldview and emotional outlook are all exactly the same as before.
Accepting the kindness and love of others, but not being able to reciprocate it equally, is a very painful and torturous thing for her.
The man exhaled deeply and held her tightly in his arms, "I promise you." β
"Wait until this time is over...... I'll take you to Sujia Village to get back your memories, okay?"
Su Xiaoning blinked her eyes, "What is Sujia Village?"
"It's where you grew up. β
"But isn't the Tantai family in Europe?"
She looked at him seriously, "Didn't you say that my father is from the Tantai family?"
Ink Domain: "......"
"You also went to check the location of the Tantai family?"
Su Xiaoning pursed her lips and lowered her head a little embarrassedly, "Hmm." β
"I wanted to know who my dad was and who I was, so I went to look it up......"
"About your background...... Mo Shenyu smiled, "I'll tell you about it later." β
Su Xiaoning nodded, "Okay." β
"Still. β
The man lowered his head and imprinted a kiss on her forehead, "If you really want to go to tomorrow's art show...... There are some things I need to tell you. β
Su Xiaoning looked at him seriously, her eyes were clear, "What's the matter?"
"There are rumors about the rumors that are out there about you right now...... Things about your amnesia. β
The man exhaled deeply.
Since she wants to go out, he must make everything clear to her before she goes out to avoid the accident that will happen tomorrow.
"What I'm going to say next, it might seem incredible to you......"
"But these are the facts. β
Su Xiaoning nodded seriously, "Well, I believe what you say." β
She is well-behaved and cute.
Looking at the woman's pure eyes, Mo Shenyu suddenly couldn't bear to tell her what happened in the past.
But......
The man took a deep breath, "I know who the man that came to your mind before is. β
Su Xiaoning was stunned, "You know?"
Mo Shenyu nodded, hugged her with one hand, picked up the mouse with the other, and clicked on a document, "It's him." β
Su Xiaoning subconsciously raised her head-
When I saw the picture of the man on the computer screen, countless devastating clips poured out of my mind like crazy!
She grabbed Mo Shenyu's sleeve helplessly, her knuckles white.
The fragments of memories in her mind, although she couldn't see clearly, the suffocating sadness made her whole heart clench together.
"Su Xiaoning, since I can't get you, then no one can think of you. β
"If you can't get it, you have to destroy it, this is the truth that my mother gave me when I was a child. β
"If you don't let me get you, you're forcing me to destroy you......"
............
The man's crazy words were rampaging in Su Xiaoning's mind word by word!
Mo Shenyu could clearly feel the nervousness of the woman in his arms.
"Do you want me to continue?"
The man hugged her tightly and kissed her on the cheek in distress, "The reason why I don't want you to remember it so early is because ...... These reasons. β
"I still seem to know. β
Su Xiaoning's voice trembled a little.
But the tone is firm.
"No matter how unbearable or sad it is, it is my past. β
"I want to know. β
The persistence in the woman's voice made Mo Shenyu shake his head helplessly.
He took a deep breath and continued to speak, "This person is your junior high school classmate, his name is Bai Qingshu......"
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Ten o'clock in the morning the next day.
Su Xiaoning, who was wearing a JK plaid skirt and a small uniform top, appeared at the door of the small hall behind the welfare home on time.
Dean Liang was waiting there early.
When she saw Su Xiaoning wearing a plaid skirt and a uniform top, she almost didn't recognize that this was her.
After all, the last time she saw Su Xiaoning, Su Xiaoning was still wearing a very formal suit, with maturity and confidence in her eyes.
But now......
She seemed to see another completely different Su Xiaoning.
The woman wore a high ponytail and looked like a high school student who was still in school.
Not only Dean Liang, but also no one around recognized Su Xiaoning.
A few noble ladies even started to discuss around Su Xiaoning, "I heard that Mrs. Mo of the Mo Group has been locking herself in the house since the accident, and she has never gone out!"
"yes, but I heard she's coming today...... Tsk, do you really find a reason for yourself to go out when the orphans in the welfare home are holding a theatrical performance, thinking that others will not laugh at her if she is charitable?"
"It's really naΓ―ve, I want to see what kind of image this woman who uses her body to make money for her husband will look at!"
The discussion of the surrounding women made Su Xiaoning raise her eyebrows lightly and laugh sweetly, "She is the one who sees people like me!"
One of those ladies turned around and saw a woman as immature as a high school student standing behind him, and couldn't help but snort coldly, "What kind of mess are children doing!"