Chapter 40: The first time you want to break up
After returning to Longcheng, He Miao and Cheng Xidong always had a knot that they couldn't solve, and it was very awkward.
Of course, this is what He Miao felt, Cheng Xidong's family forced overtime until seven o'clock every day, and he didn't have the heart to think about it at all.
He Miao's shift at half past four in the morning and at half past four every day is relatively relaxed, and in Cheng Xidong's later words, "It's just that it's too idle every day, and it's easy to think cranky." ”
The two of them said no more than ten sentences from morning to night, He Miao didn't take the initiative to find Cheng Xidong, Cheng Xidong would never take the initiative to find He Miao.
He Miao's mentality collapsed.
She began to pay attention to some articles with thrilling titles, unknown content, and no research at all.
It's generally "a man who does these four things is the one who really loves you." ”
"You must be careful of these five potential attributes of scumbags. ”
He Miao sees a sense of substitution, corresponding to every article mentioned in the article, and gradually self-examine, this principle is the same as Miao Da's beauty Baidu medical treatment.
Once there is a sense of participation, you can see that each one can be seated, and the corresponding Cheng Xidong is the "potential scumbag" who was sentenced to "death" in the article.
Cheng Xidong's various behaviors have a corresponding "crux" under the "guidance" of these articles.
He Miao's resentment and dissatisfaction are growing day by day.
It's April.
"It rains a lot during the Qingming season. ”
The dragon city in April was shrouded in a drizzling rain, and it was gloomy.
It has brought a lot of pressure to the commute of all Longcheng office workers.
Cheng Xidong sent He Miao to work as usual.
But because the elevator was broken, he waited for a while, and finally He Miao had to take the stairs, which delayed a lot of time.
Although Cheng Xidong didn't say anything, while driving, He Miao obviously felt his absent-mindedness and impatience.
He Miao was very "sensible", lowered her head and silently blamed herself in her heart, dragging Cheng Xidong back.
looked at Cheng Xidong with guilt in his eyes.
"Otherwise, you'll leave me at the bus stop in a moment. ”
He Miao Urn said angrily.
"Is it convenient for you to take the bus?"
Cheng Xidong turned his head to look at He Miao.
"Emmm, it's a ten-minute walk down by 76. ”
In this way, He Miao suddenly regretted his tiyi just now.
"Oh. ”
"Then tell me in a moment where to put you down. ”
He Miao really wanted to smack herself.
I was just polite, but I didn't expect Cheng Xidong to really borrow the slope to get off the donkey.
"But since the 76 road was rerouted, this is the first time I have sat down. ”
He Miao snorted, blinking her eyes and pretending to be pitiful.
The subtext couldn't be clearer: the old lady doesn't know the way, you have to send me.
Cheng Xidong doesn't know these fancy intestines.
Holding the steering wheel, he immediately gave a solution.
"When you arrive at the station, use AutoNavi Map, and the navigation will take you to your destination. ”
"Oh. ”
The solution has been given, and He Miao has no choice, so she pointed to the bus stop in front of her and asked Cheng Xidong to put her down there.
At this time, He Miao was aggrieved in his heart.
But she was too embarrassed to say it.
When she got to the place, she dragged and dragged her feet and got out of the car.
Cheng Xidong has no nostalgia.
As soon as He Miao got out of the car, he kicked the accelerator and left.
almost splashed He Miao's body.
He Miao plugged in the headphones, his ears were filled with Sun Yanzi's rainy day, and he sighed literarily, and his heart was blue and melancholy.
On a rainy day, there are many people on the bus, and the capacity of No. 76 is small, and the bus is filled with the smell of damp mops in the corner, and He Miao is about to vomit.
Finally, people squeezed out of the car, the driver kicked the accelerator, the water splashed, and He Miao, who had just come down and had not yet stood firm, became a live target.
He Miao was wearing skinny jeans today.
It was all wet from the knee down, and it was uncomfortable to wrap it tightly around my body, but I had no choice but to continue walking.
He Miao's company in the industrial park is a large factory.
The area of each factory is very large, and the location is far enough.
Generally, employees who come to work here either drive or take factory cars.
There are really not many people who choose to take the bus.
After all, the journey is tiring and inconvenient.
It's a long way to get down.
He Miao didn't see a few people along the way, let alone people, and even a car was rare.
She had only been walking for ten minutes before she got tired.
I don't know if it's because the land is vast and sparsely populated.
The wind and rain in the high-tech zone are significantly greater than in the urban area.
He Miao held a small umbrella, like a lonely swaying boat in the wind and rain.
Xu is God's favor, and when it comes to the 12th minute.
Falling from the sky, a red PPC rescued He Miao.
"Where is the girl, I'll give you a ride. ”
The driving uncle stopped beside He Miao and asked.
He Miao was so excited that she almost burst into tears.
"Master, I'll go to the honor. ”
"Yupin, is it on Fengxi Road?"
"Yes, yes, yes. ”
He Miao stepped forward without finishing his words.
He Miao felt relieved when he sat on PPC.
Who knew that when he arrived in Jianan, the uncle told He Miao that he was in the class at half past seven, and it was almost too late, and he was ready to entrust He Miao to another partner.
He Miao has no opinion, as long as he can send himself to the door of the company on time.
Then in Jianan, the uncle and a playfully dressed double ponytail aunt did a handover ceremony.
officially entrusted He Miao to the other party.
The aunt didn't say a word and closed the door.
Starting the car, He Miao's ears hurt with the roaring sound.
He Miao wanted to confirm with her aunt if she knew where she was going.
However, the car was too loud, He Miao's voice was hoarse, and the aunt in front of her could only say that she couldn't hear it.
He Miao gave up.
I can only comfort myself in my heart, and people know where it is.
But seeing that the scenery outside the window was getting more and more wrong, He Miao was anxious.
"Auntie!
He Miao shouted several times, but the aunt said that she couldn't hear it.
He Miao gestured for her to pull over.
Auntie casually found a place to stop.
The car "turned off", He Miao looked up, and actually drove all the way to Chuangshi's subsidiary in the high-tech zone.
Isn't this Cheng Xidong's company?
God really smacked her alive, and disgusted her once by the way.
"Auntie, the place I'm going to is No. 20 Fengxi Road, you drove the wrong one. ”
The aunt twisted her neck, turned her head, and looked at He Miao with a look of disbelief.
"I don't know what No. 20 Fengxi Road is not No. 20. Just now he told me to go to Jianan, all the way to the north. ”
He Miao was about to vomit blood.
Neither of them knows the way.
"Do you know the reputation? Just send me to the gate of the reputation company. ”
He Miao is confident.
The house number of my own company is still very large.
The aunt shook her head in confusion.
He Miao was helpless.
"Well, I'll use my phone to guide you, and you can listen to the voice navigation and drive over. ”
He Miao looked at her phone, it would be 7:50 in fifteen minutes, and she had to attend the morning meeting on time.
Otherwise, with her character as a leader, she will have to talk endlessly in public.
Auntie nodded in agreement.
But this time the speed was obviously not as fast as it was when it came.
On the one hand, she was not familiar with the destination, and on the other hand, the movement of the car was too loud, so she always had to stop first from time to time and ask He Miao what to do next.
In fact, the Chuangshi subsidiary is not far from He Miao's company, and it is enough to drive for ten minutes.
However, the aunt made an assertion halfway, and still took a long detour.
When he finally arrived at the place, He Miao not only paid five yuan more.
Also five minutes late.
Criticism by leaders in public insinuations is inevitable.
Because some other matters handled last week were not properly handled, He Miao was knocked out by the leader's 1V1 count in the open office of Nuoda.
The grievance index instantly rose a lot.
She lowered her head and returned to her workstation in a depressed mood.
He lay on his desk for a long time and did not speak.
In normal times, at this time, He Miao either picked up her mobile phone and complained to Cheng Xidong, or she vomited her bitterness in her passionate night talk group, but today, she was unusually motionless.
She feels that she has been very bad lately, and not being able to do anything well is the main thing.
A series of setbacks at work.
and the continuous "blow" of the leader's words, which made her full of negative energy and overwhelmed herself.
The life of young people is very simple, and most of them are usually otaku and otaku. There aren't many people who have time to go out and jump.
Like He Miao, who lives with his parents, work, family, love and friends are all. Work and love account for the vast majority.
In He Miao's view, today's self, career and love are all losers, and none of them are doing well.
This kind of negative energy grows like a vine, and finally leads to her inferiority complex buried deep in her heart, the so-called thinking that she is extremely bad and not suitable for having good things, and God has no good things for herself.
Like love.
She went from being skeptical at the beginning to being convinced now.
Cheng Xidong's love for her is not called love.
It's just that when I reach a certain age, I have more blind dates, and it is more appropriate to see how He Miao looks good and has a good temper.
So from beginning to end, what Cheng Xidong has been expressing to He Miao is how comfortable he is with He Miao every time.
He never took the initiative to express to He Miao that he liked his feelings.
Coupled with his inattentive performance, He Miao was even more determined.
She doesn't want two people to be comfortable and suitable together.
What she wants is to be happy with each other, not one person's accommodation and reluctance to another, not improvisation.
Cheng Xidong is selfish.
He was always concerned with his own comfort.
He never considered whether He Miao was happy to say something.
He Miao will not.
When she was very young, she understood that the dishes she loved couldn't be pulled in front of her to eat.
When you speak and do things, you should stand in the position of others and consider a little for others.
But when she grew up, she got used to these patterns of behavior, and people who were good to her taught her to be selfish, to think more about herself, to learn to be ruthless, and to learn to refuse.
She couldn't learn anything.
Sometimes, she expects Cheng Xidong to compromise and accommodate herself.
But every time it failed.
Growing up, it's really painful.
When I was a child, I felt aggrieved and aggrieved, so I could spread my posture and fight happily.
Don't worry about the consequences.
When I grew up, I could only cringe and endure everything.
Because adults can't do childish things.
It's just that there's no going back.
Cheng Xidong was sitting at the head of the bed in his pajamas, staring at the quiet mobile phone, wondering when He Miao didn't move for a day.
He Miao suddenly sent a long list of messages.
Cheng Xidong twisted his eyebrows and read, he didn't understand the whole article in front of him, the text was beautiful, with a touch of sadness.
But he didn't know what He Miao was trying to express.
It's like watching a literary film, he can't understand the process, so he has to care about the ending, but the ending is still open-ended and even more difficult to understand.
He Miao left him the ending.
The word breakup stung his eyes.
He immediately put in his mind the bits and pieces of his recent relationship with He Miao like a movie.
He was extremely irritated because he couldn't find anything at all.
He wanted to call He Miao immediately to ask for clarification, but he was afraid of annoying He Miao.
Anxious to turn around the room for a while, he picked up his mobile phone, not to He Miao, but to his own small dial.
"Hey, Gu Ming, there is a hundred thousand urgent things for you. ”
Cheng Xidong's tone was so anxious that he startled the other party.
"What's wrong, what's wrong?"
Cheng Xidong's usual personality is "as stable as Mount Tai".
The first time I called in the middle of the night, I was so eager.
"It's hard to say on the phone, I'll send it to you on WeChat in a while, you can help me take a look. ”
"Good, good. ”
The other party didn't know what a surgeon could do to Cheng Xidong, a mechanical engineer.
When the message came, Gu Mingle was happy.
"Can't get a girlfriend?"
"Tell me what to do in this situation?"
Cheng Xidong didn't say much, but went straight to the point.
"It's simple, you go downstairs to her house now, if she doesn't come down to see you today, you won't leave. ”
"Good. ”
replied to this "good", Cheng Xidong didn't make any sound anymore.
Gu Ming looked at his wife who was lying beside him and was already asleep with satisfaction, and sighed that the ghost knew what he had experienced back then.
Cheng Xidong hurried all the way to He Miao's door, and made several phone calls in a row, but He Miao didn't answer.
In the end, he had no choice but to send a long message to He Miao, and He Miao finally returned, only asking him to go home early and go to work the next day.
"If you don't come down today, I'll sleep here. ”
Cheng Xidong played a trick, and He Miao began to have a headache.
"Go back, I'm not going down. ”
He Miao said that he was impeccable, but he was actually a little shaken in his heart.
"Then you go to bed early, I'll spend the night in the car today." ”
When He Miao saw this reply, she pretended not to care, lay on the bed, locked the phone screen, and closed her eyes to sleep.
But turning over, she sat up irritably, put on her clothes, took the keys and prepared to go out.
After all, she still can't bear it.
"What are you going for?"
Miao Da Mei sat up from the bed and looked at He Miao suspiciously.
"Nothing, go feed the wild cats. ”
After He Miao finished speaking, he didn't look back, and pushed the door out directly.
He Miao came out alone in the middle of the night, and Ah Huang escorted her all the way to Cheng Xidong's car at the elevator entrance.
"Want Want. ”
Ah Huang saw He Miao standing in front of Cheng Xidong's car so quietly, and he was a little anxious without speaking, so he called twice to attract the attention of Cheng Xidong in the car.
Cheng Xidong tilted his head and saw He Miao standing in front of the car, and hurriedly opened the car door and let her sit up.
After He Miao sat up silently, he didn't say a word.
Cheng Xidong kept staring at He Miao's face, and his eyes were full of anxiety.
He was a little panicked and afraid of losing.
For such a long time, He Miao proposed to break up so formally for the first time.
Cheng Xidong understands: tonight is his last chance.
The more important the moment, the more at a loss and I don't know where to start.
After holding it for a long time, Cheng Xidong spoke.
"I'm a person who can't express, can't speak. ”
There was a tremor in his voice.
"I admit it, I don't know how to please girls, how to coax girls, I only know that the people I identify will never let go. ”
He looked at He Miao seriously and firmly, and there was something crystal clear in his eyes.
He Miao looked straight ahead and didn't speak, but tears slowly began to appear in her eyes.
"You are the girl I seriously liked for the first time and for the last time, I want to go to the end with you, please give me another chance, just one more time. ”
Cheng Xidong's love was sincere, and finally He Miao couldn't hold back anymore.
She cried out with a "wow" and threw herself into Cheng Xidong's arms, crying and beating.
Cheng Xidong hugged He Miao, still apprehensive in his heart, until He Miao finished crying and told him to give him another chance with tears in his eyes, then he nodded happily again.
Recovered.
Ah Huang just lay under Cheng Xidong's car, waiting for He Miao.
The two men complained to each other until two o'clock in the morning before getting out of the car.
Ah Huang also immediately stood up and followed.
The two of them and a dog walked slowly into the community.
"Feed a wild cat for so long. ”
He Miao returned to the room and took off her coat, Miao Damei asked angrily.
He Miao didn't squeak.
"If I'm not mistaken, this wild cat is male. ”
He Miao was shocked.
Still don't dare to respond.
"After the quarrel, the movement was smaller. It is not good to make the whole community full of wind and rain. ”
After saying this, Miao Damei ripped off the quilt and lay down peacefully.
He Miao's cheeks were hot when Miao Da Beauty said.
Silently went back to bed and lay down.
Half an hour later, it was Cheng Xidong who sent a message to arrive home safely.
He Miao replied well, and then put the phone under the pillow and fell asleep peacefully.
These small actions Miao Da beauties all know it.
Later, the two often got into trouble over small things, and He Miao talked about breaking up at every turn.
Then Cheng Xidong, who was sincerely afraid, was downstairs waiting for He Miao to come down.
Miao Da Beauty held the mentality of watching a play every time and asked He Miao before she went out.
"What's wrong, you're going out to negotiate with the Kuomintang and the Communist Party again?"
He Miao ignored her at first.
Later, he would reply angrily: "I am the one who is right!"
Some problems that arise in response to He Miao's falling in love.
Miao Da Beauty, in countless nights of pouring poisonous chicken soup for He Miao's soul.
There are also unique quotations, which are excerpted below.
1. Falling in love is the cooperation of the Kuomintang and the Communist Party, and getting married is the cooperation of opening a company [smile]
2. To be angry is to be serious, and if you are serious, you will lose [smile]
3. Cats looking for cats, dogs looking for dogs, rats looking for mice [smile]
4. People understand that knowledge is also a kind of ability [smile]
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