Li Fengzhu was also anxious in her heart, she knew that what appeared just now was an illusion. Those traces of life that can prove their identities have long been ruthlessly destroyed by her own hands. Even if it was false, it was one of the few moments in her long and painful life that could make her feel gratified. Now that she was interrupted by Mrs. Li, she naturally couldn't give a good color, so she jumped to her feet and stood up and retorted: "Revealing the truth is not called finding fault, it is my duty." I take this salary, and I have to take this responsibility!"

Mrs. Li rightly cut off the conversation and asked her loudly: "Then you are not responsible for the child?"

Li Fengzhu's mouth was still wide open, but he couldn't say anything. But she is not a speechman, a culture or a doctrine, she can take any one of the topics, she can say many words such as the world and all beings, to show her supreme pursuit and faith. But this old lady Li doesn't study, and second, even if she burns incense and worships the Buddha, she has never been for her own small family, and she can't understand the so-called lofty aspirations.

Ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign, no matter which corner or what kind of language family, what people learn is "you, me, and him" as soon as they land. People are born to divide each other as individuals, and to divide relatives into families. If you don't study for the rest of your life, this life can only be like this, and it is not easy to change.

However, Li Fengzhu still has a little bit of hope in his heart, a trace of residual optimism, or this turmoil will pass safely like last time. The son will return, although inevitably with some masochistic after-effects. When their lives have calmed down, it's time to think about family education. Thinking about this layer, she really hoped that Old Mrs. Li's heart could become broader.

So he changed his mind and asked his mother to compare his heart with his heart: "Everyone in the world is equal, and I will be heartbroken when my children suffer, and when other people's children suffer, their parents will also be in pain." ”

The old lady shook her head suddenly, indicating that she could never agree with this sentence: "It doesn't matter if it hurts you, if you don't have anyone, life will be the same." In this world, only Shunshun is the meat that falls from your body, and no one else has anything to do with you. They don't feed on your milk-water and don't live on your ocean. When you are old in the future, it is naturally not them who will support you. Only your own child is different, only he is different!"

This time, Li Fengzhu no longer insisted on persuading her, and just shook his head helplessly.

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When I went out again, it was still light night, and the streets were full of noise.

A full moon slowly climbs up between the tall buildings, and I don't know if it is because of the strong daylight during the day, the moon tonight is like an orange lamp. If the sky is reversed in black and white, I am afraid that it will really make people unable to distinguish between day and night.

The people around are busy all day, and after work at night, the most comfortable thing is to shake the fan and come out to enjoy the coolness. I had to hold a cup of herbal tea in my hand, and I didn't think it was an exaggeration to say something about the happy race fairy. Only Li Fengzhu was extremely sensitive to every breeze blowing, and his arms hugged tightly, making a chilling appearance. Regardless of men and women, there are always a few sharp-eyed and broken-mouthed people who point at her, turn their heads and laugh a few times.

Li Fengzhu couldn't notice anything, couldn't hear anything. But there was a lot of noise in her ears again. On the right, there was a mother's indignant cry, "If it doesn't hurt, what does it matter to you, if you don't have anyone, life will be the same...... Only your own child is different, only he is different......" On the left is Ji Bingzhi's impassioned statement, "Heroes dare to look down on life and death, so they are as great as gods...... As long as we ourselves are not resigned to mediocrity, there is no force that can stop us from being great......"

walked forward without a clue for a while, and felt that someone behind her said to her: "Reporter, uphold the justice of the world." It has always been the case to live up to the common people and only live up to the family. ”

It was Shi Chu who said it, but if he saw the current Li Fengzhu who had no master of the six gods, would he still be willing to give such a high evaluation?

It's messy! Who should I listen to?

Li Fengzhu paused, looking back and forth at the pedestrians with a pair of eyes.

Of course, these people are all kinds of people, some of them are strutting with their heads held high, some are cowering and afraid, some can buy tall heads and pull horses, and some can only move a little bit with their bodies on their backs. But whether you are rich or poor, there is one thing that is very unified. Whether it is a big road or a small road, people can only walk forward when they stand, and left, right, and backward are not the right way.

Therefore, it is not enough for people to just listen to others, but in the end they have to live according to their own will.

She had to think about it, what kind of oath did she take?

"The Ma Mansion family has been living at gunpoint, but has he succumbed? No, isn't he feeling sorry for his family? Definitely not, he has realized that 40,000 people are feeling sorry for his family, so no matter how difficult it is, he has to choose the world to live. ”

"At the moment of national crisis, each of us must live as a hero. ”

"When we are willing to believe in ourselves, victory is at hand. ”

This is her own heart, her own ambition, and she can't give up halfway.

So, Li Fengzhu turned his face and looked straight ahead, walking very firmly step by step.

After entering the door of the Central Plains Department Store, the first thing Li Fengzhu did was to contact Johnson and ask him for a sum of money.

Johnson laughed dryly, and the result was clearly what he wanted. But when Li Fengzhu really stood up from his grief and put his thoughts back on track little by little, there was something strange in his heart.

Li Fengzhu didn't care what his reason was, he was vague about this, and he couldn't even start many actions without money, so he held a feeling of ruin, and said to the other end of the phone: "I can only pay for one night, if you can't let me see hundreds of pounds tomorrow morning...... I must save my own flesh and blood, so I will still approach Tang Shubai. It's just that you don't want to get even a word out of my mouth. ”

What kind of mood did the Oriental spy have when he faced Ma Shouhua, who couldn't be compared, couldn't accept and couldn't be killed, Johnson could already understand it very well at this time. He had to persuade himself that he should be glad that such Chinese were only a minority, and he would not be completely overwhelmed.

With the expenses guaranteed, Li Fengzhu can start to deploy his own operations. She tried a royal blue cheongsam, which was the most fashionable at the moment. The cloth comes from India and shines when placed in the light. On the left side in front of him and on the right side of the back are embroidered a bunch of pink and white magnolia flowers. The female clerk went to the next cabinet and took out a pearl necklace and a pair of three or four inches long rhinestone earrings.

Looking at himself who was unfamiliar in the mirror, Li Fengzhu was a little dazed. She raised her right hand and stroked it along the left shoulder line, thinking that this was a moral iron shoulder. raised her hands and touched the tips of her hair behind her ears, thinking that the nickname given to her by the outside world was "Uncrowned Queen". Pity yourself and do a great sin. At such a moment, the huge Tianjin gatekeeper did not have a clean place to allow her to cry, but she had to spread out her clothes and makeup, and prepare to go to the traitor to pose and laugh. But there is no way! Man, if you carry a heavy burden and a high title, you will suffer a great sin.

"Madam, don't look at it as a ready-to-wear garment, but you can make it according to your size. If you like it, just wear this dress and go, in addition to giving you a discount, I'll take advantage of the fact that there are no other guests here, and I'll give you another makeup, okay?"

Li Fengzhu blinked and glanced at the smiling face by the mirror. Then, he moved one foot out and said, "There is still a lack of a matching pair of leather shoes." ”

It's hard for a guest to say back, but it's easy to add another object. The clerk trotted all the way, and when he came back, he had three pairs of high heels in his arms.

After meeting the account, Li Fengzhu asked the clerk to smear some alabaster, incense powder, rouge and the like on his face. Finally, the clerk took a mousse-sprayed comb and combed her hair shiny and unmessy.

The fragrance of the entire department store can be smelled on Li Fengzhu, and she is no longer like herself.

Although this complex noble smell was invisible, it seemed to have a lot of weight, and the pressure made Li Fengzhu paralyzed for a while, and unconsciously leaned towards the clerk, resting for a while before he had the strength to walk out.

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Not far away, in the izakaya in the distant mountains, the strings and bamboo sounds are melodious and long, and the whole street is drunk and dreaming of death.

The waiter saw such a noble lady standing in front of him, and said that he was kind but couldn't remember who it was. Carrying two paper bags from the Central Plains Company in his hand, he seems to be a customer who cannot be slackened. Looking up at each other, through the brown lenses, it is difficult to distinguish between joy and anger. However, in this dark day, she also loves sunglasses, and she is about the wife of a loser.

"This place is not bad!" Li Fengzhu muttered, and went upstairs with the familiar way. When I walked to the private room where I met Tang Shubai last time, I saw that the door was closed and there was a guest, and the next door was still empty. Determined to take a gamble, he entered the house and knelt with his back to the door.

The waiter followed with the menu and gently closed the door.

Li Fengzhu asked casually: "Your family is from the East?"

The waiter nodded and replied, "That's natural, or it can't be so original." ”

Li Fengzhu pursed his lips and laughed, and continued: "I live nearby, not too far from here." I went to Chengde a few months ago, and I didn't want to come back, but I found such a new place. ”

"Yes, the lady will remember to come back often in the future. ”

"I live on Awaji Street, and if you have a wine and beet, I'll come here often. ”

The waiter's eyes lit up and he said in surprise: "My wife and my host, but it's a neighbor." ”

Li Fengzhu opened his mouth, leaned sideways to look at his eyes, and made a surprised gesture: "Is this a coincidence? May I ask his honorable name? Since he is a neighbor, I can go to his house for a while if I have a chance." ”

"The surname Yuanshan has a single name, and he is a businessman who came to Tianjin for the first time. As he spoke, the waiter raised his thumb to the level of his eyebrows, "However, his Chinese is very good!"