Chapter 18: Cigarette butts in the house

I never thought that Ai Ningning would go to extremes after I found out that I was unfaithful.

Yes, that's right, I did want to get revenge on her!

But I don't want to retaliate in this way!

Although she deserves it!

But she's my wife for seven years!

Not only that, but also my daughter, Su Yu.

I once said that I would hold Su Yu in the palm of my hand and let her bathe in the warm sun.

I've never let her see something she shouldn't.

But now, I haven't done it at all!

The mother is self-harming and insane, the father is betrayed, and the family is on the verge of breaking.

I can't even accept that as an adult.

Not to mention Su Yu!

She's only seven years old!

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter!

As long as life can be the way it used to be.

As long as the daughter can be conceived again in the greenhouse.

Whatever Ai Ningning does, I can accept it.

Even if she is having an affair with other men in front of me!

I ran to Su Yu like crazy and covered her eyes.

I didn't want her to see her mother and father at their worst.

I put my arms around Ai Ningning, took her into my arms, and hugged her tightly.

"Wife, I forgive you, I really forgive you, don't be like this in the future, we will be good in the future, good ......"

My voice was so small that I couldn't even hear myself.

Tears filled my eyes.

I gritted my teeth, trying to control my emotions.

But the tears still flowed out uncontrollably.

Ai Ningning, she is my wife, I love her very much.

All the time!

At this moment, I realized that I was too small.

Like an ant, you can't even control your own destiny!

What man should be self-reliant, and what man can't cry.

It's all fart!

I'm a man, but I'm also human, and I have my own feelings!

Don't men have the right to weep!

I cried so sadly that I even cried all the tears of my life.

And, miraculously, I found that Ai Ningning's mood showed signs of improvement.

Gradually, she stopped trembling and struggled.

She shifted into a comfortable position and leaned gently into my arms.

Listen to my heartbeat and soak up my warmth.

It was like an electric current was passing through my mind in an instant.

My body couldn't stop trembling!

I've forgotten how long I've been so close to Ai Ningning.

Because I work outside for a long time, I don't have much time to go home every time.

At that time, my mind was full of my career.

I didn't have a good company for Ai Ningning at all.

Once, I always thought that as long as I worked hard to earn money, it was the best explanation for this family.

If I can spend more time taking care of my family, I will think more about Ai Ningning's feelings.

Maybe things won't be the way they are!

However, if I hadn't put my mind to my career, I would never have been as brilliant as before.

Human nature is ugly after all.

Only when things reach the point of no return, will they go in the direction of another way.

As everyone knows, when faced with the choice, this is the path I chose.

Along with it, Ai Ningning's test report.

The doctor told me that Ai Ningning was not mentally ill and that she needed to see a psychiatrist.

It wasn't until this moment that I finally breathed a sigh of relief.

As long as there is no physical disease, it can be cured.

What Ai Ningning needs is guidance, communication, and encouragement.

I must choose to forgive her!

Even if it's for the sake of her belly your child!

The report of the full body medical examination came out quickly.

Except for pregnancy and mental illness, everything is fine with Ai Ningning.

And this full body check-up also cost me all my savings.

Looking at the little money left in my bank card, I feel sad every day.

As time went on, Ai Ningning's situation gradually improved.

Su Yu didn't seem to have stepped out of the shadows yet, and even her laughter was less than before.

But I always believe that as long as our family of three lives well.

We're going to get better after all.

Ai Ningning's cooking skills have improved, and she always cooks some of my favorite meals.

After listening to the doctor's guidance, Ai Ningning raised some flowers to adjust her mood.

Even she, who has never been interested in tea, has developed a hobby of tea tasting.

She would always buy some Dendrobium Huoshan to put at home, even though I didn't like to drink that kind of tea.

And, I also told Ai Ningning that I was preparing to change jobs.

As if supporting my decision, Ai Ningning was a little surprised, her eyes rippling.

She didn't complain about me and was even willing to help me find a job.

Ai Ningning, she has always been so gentle and understanding.

If she hadn't betrayed me, she would have been the perfect woman.

After a period of travel, Ai Ningning finally helped me find a new job.

Sales.

Its salary is naturally not as high as that of Shui Hua Group, but the rewards of commissions are very rich.

It's just that I have to go out early and return late every day to meet different clients.

Sometimes, I talk for almost half an hour before I get a word of consideration from the customer.

I started advertising like crazy.

I don't care about my own image and don't want my own face, and I have the cheekiness to introduce products on various social platforms.

So much so that my former colleague sent me a private message asking me to stop swiping the screen.

I was stared at and disgusted.

But I don't care!

As long as Ai Ningning can repent, as long as Su Yu can grow up healthily.

I don't care!

Even I don't understand how I can convince myself.

The doctor told me that Ai Ningning has been pregnant for more than two months.

At that time, I happened to have sex with Ai Ningning.

But does that really guarantee that the baby in her womb is mine?

I'm not sure!

I can't point to Ai Ningning's stomach and force her to beat the child off!

I'm afraid Ai Ningning will go crazy.

Several times, I had the same dream.

I dreamed that Ai Ningning grabbed me by the throat and yelled and asked me why I wanted to kill her child.

Su Yu stood aside and cried, yelling at me aggrievedly, asking me why I wanted to kill her brother.

When I woke up, I found that the sheets had already been soaked in cold sweat.

This has been the case more than once!

But I can't help it!

I can only pray silently in my heart, hoping that the child in Ai Ningning's belly is mine.

Because during this time, Aininen did show signs of repentance.

She doesn't hurt herself anymore and doesn't hook up with other men anymore.

After all, Su Yu has always been at home.

Ai Ningning can't have an affair with other men in front of Su Yu.

However, I realized that I was still thinking wrong.

Dogs can't change eating, and Ai Ningning is the same!

She's always in disguise!

She's always taken me for a fool!

She never had this home in her eyes!

The half of the cigarette butt in the room was like a big net, tightly binding me.

Even the bones of my whole body were already crapping.

It seems that it will be completely shattered in the next second......