I never thought that Xi Zhan would have the heart to learn piano, because I felt that a man like him would never touch the shortcomings that he had not been exposed to, so I never thought of teaching him.

I didn't expect him to take the initiative to mention it now.

"Well, I'm a very strict teacher. ”

Xi Zhan sat beside me, "Tomorrow." ”

I snuggled into his arms and said in a soft voice, "Well, I can do it, I'm a little tired right now and want to sleep for a while." ”

"Okay, rest in my arms for a while. ”

The man's voice was gentle and soft, penetrating to the heart.

I've been very sleepy lately, and I've always had weird dreams, and I've always had Xi Zhan in my dreams, and he's always been by my side in reality and dreams.

Where Xi Zhan is, no matter where he is, even if it is in hell on earth, as long as he is there, I feel a great sense of security, think about it carefully, I have been relying on him for so many years, almost no time he has relied on me, and I have never given him a sense of security, every time I think of this, I feel guilty, and I want to treat him as well as possible.

But I always can't catch up with how well he treats me.

He was always on the side of the great giving.

My Xi Zhan is the best man in the world.

Snuggled up to his chest, breathing in the crisp breath of his body, his mind quickly relaxed, and his consciousness was confused.

I fell asleep in his arms again.

I had another long dream.

In my dream, I returned to the Xi family's old house.

I met my biological father in a compound.

He sat in a wooden wheelchair, and the figure carrying me on his back was very thin, and I took a few steps past and stood on his side to see that his face was old and pale, but his eyes were resolute and cold.

These eyes are very similar to Xi Zhan.

The yard was full of life, it was the season of peach blossoms and pear blossoms, and my father looked up at the tall trees in the yard and suddenly said, "She likes it and hates it." ”

What he meant by her......

I looked at the courtyard carefully, and it seemed a little familiar, it seemed that this was the place where Ganshuang lived before her death.

The great trees I saw were withered.

It was the sweet frost that was poured with boiling water day after day, year after year, and it was not as vibrant as it is now.

I shouted, "Father......"

He suddenly looked up at me, "Father?"

I frowned and asked, "Huh?"

"You have lived in the Shi family since you were a child, and in your heart that person is your father, and I am just your nominal father, just a father who is related by blood. ”

I'm confused, what kind of mess is this?!

Is this a dream?!

It must be a dream!!

"Sheng'er, I'm sorry for your mother. ”

"What do you mean by that?" I asked.

I had a dream in which my father was in Ganshuang's yard, and I vaguely guessed what he meant.

"I have known Roue since childhood, childhood sweetheart, she was born as everyone's daughter, with a tough personality, and the people in the family persuaded her to restrain her temperament, but I think it's okay, maybe it's because I'm too deeply and depressed by the feudal and solid family, so what I like happens to be her character, I like her cheerfulness, I like her no one in her eyes, I even want her to be domineering and unreasonable, so that she won't be bullied by others, this is what I hope she is, the original her, the one I love her......"

Zoe is his affectionate name for Sweets.

"Father, you...... What do you want to say?"

As soon as the picture turned, time was rapidly turning back. Dotted Library

In addition to this old father, a tall and handsome man appeared in front of him, I guessed who he was, because the sharpness and coldness in his eyes were exactly the same as Xi Zhan, this was his father when he was young, he was wearing a black suit unique to that era, wearing a pair of gold eyes and sitting at the desk to process documents, looking calm and serene.

It didn't take long for one more person to be in the office.

He said: "Mr. Xi, your memories are scattered, according to the extent of the spread of your condition, you will not be able to remember everything in a short time, and you still have something to complete according to your previous plan." ”

The man's eyes were heavy, "Got it." ”

The picture then turns again.

I know this place.

The dark room underneath the manna room.

There's a big, big stage here.

The scene now is like what I once heard on the tape recorder, the young and beautiful Ganshuang is wearing a costume, and the handsome man is watching from the audience, and they talk a lot and a lot between them, but in my mind, I only remember that Ganshuang said that if you betray me, I will do the same, and I will definitely take revenge!

The real Sweet Frost has been taking revenge all her life!

"Sheng'er, I'm ashamed of her. ”

So what about my mother?!

"Yuna, you're having nightmares again?!"

I opened my eyes suddenly, only Xi Zhan's handsome face was in my sight, and I looked at him with palpitations and said, "I dreamed of my father, but there are some things I don't know ......."

The father in the dream took me to reminisce about his past.

His past consisted only of the frost.

And what about my mother?

The person he really loves dearly is Sweet Frost?!

"Including my mother?"

"Well, I also dreamed of her when I was younger. ”

I told Xi Zhan all my messy thoughts, and the man was silent for a long time before explaining to me: "You don't know much about the past between them, but the more you don't know something, the more curious you are, there is a certain truth in thinking about it day and night, it's just a dream, no one knows the truth, don't worry about it all the time." ”

I carefully recalled the scenes I dreamed of, one was the courtyard of Ganshuang, the other was the stage, and the other was my father's office before his death, all of which I had personally visited, and the places I had never been to had indeed never dreamed of.

How could I suddenly have such a messy dream.

I don't usually think about it.

It's only occasionally that I think of such a thing.

I didn't dig any further, but Xi Zhan suddenly fell silent.

I asked him caringly, "What's wrong?"

He shook his head and said to me, "I'm thinking about my mother, thinking about her obsessions, thinking about what she's done in this life. ”

The father in the dream said that he hoped that Ganshuang would be domineering and unreasonable, and that he wanted her to have no one in her eyes and a tough personality.

She ...... I don't know what to say......"

"My mother couldn't figure out in her life why the man who loved her so much suddenly stopped loving her, and she told me...... She said Zhan'er, how can people be so fickle?"

"My father has amnesia. I said.

Who can blame for the suffering of disease?

"There's one thing I regret to this day. ”

Xi Zhan's eyes were a little sad.

I cupped his cheek and asked, "What's the matter?"

"I didn't pay attention to what my father said on the night he died, and I found out later that he wanted me to ......"