"I started learning dance at a very young age, I didn't study very well, I made my debut before graduating from high school, and every time everyone chatted and asked me which school I graduated from, I didn't know how to answer. After returning to China, I signed a new company, and I had to fill out a registration form by hand, and I forgot to write a lot of content, especially when I filled in my academic qualifications, I was really ashamed that I didn't know what to write.

Tianping looked lonely, and his tone was full of ridicule of himself.

"Now the competitive pressure in the entertainment industry is really great, many newcomers are wearing the halo of academic tyrants, once a group of juniors who graduated from the drama school gathered around to chat about everything in college, I was envious next to me, I have never lived well on campus, those are missing in my life. He lowered his head, feeling lost.

"Although artists are busy singing or filming, and they generally don't pay attention to studying, I still regret that I didn't try my best to find time to study, and sometimes it's difficult to express what I'm thinking about in proper words, and it's a little difficult for me to even read a series of articles in a row. ”

Wen Xin didn't plan to interrupt him, because these emotions must have been endured for a long time in Tianping's heart.

"One of the things that hit me the most was that one day my agent told me that he had won me an audition for a variety show host, I was very excited, although the show was not very famous, but I still cared, I was always curious about what I could do besides dancing, so I prepared very carefully, made up a lot of knowledge of hosting and speaking, and even lost sleep nervously for this, but when it came to the audition, I was suddenly told that the host of the TV station must have at least a college diploma, and I am not eligible......"

As he spoke, his throat seemed to be stuck in something, and he couldn't swallow it.

"Because I didn't communicate well in advance, the agent was very sorry for this, I didn't care, and said it didn't matter, anyway, I wasn't suitable to be a host, but I was so sad in my heart!"

He sighed deeply.

"Later, by chance, the company helped me arrange an audition for this play, I had never acted before, I didn't know if I could do it well, but I didn't expect to be selected. Maybe this is an opportunity for me to step into a new field, I have been thinking about the role of Ye Lin very carefully, reading the original novel, and reading many book reviews from netizens, but the more I pay, the more I feel that I can't afford to fail......"

These words seemed to have been suppressed in his heart for too long, and tonight he finally said them all.

"Other people's comments on me are all bohemian, cold-hearted and cold-faced, in fact, I used to talk a lot, but now I don't want to speak......"

"I know. Wen Xin listened attentively and replied unconsciously.

"You know?" Balance was a little surprised, but thought she was just talking casually, and then shook her head with a wry smile, how could she know.

"I really know. You're just not confident right now!" Wen Xin didn't plan to peel off the cocoon, but poked straight at the point-"Actually, you just have low self-esteem in your heart, and you're afraid that you will say too much wrong, so you just don't say it!"

Tianping looked at her in surprise, no one had ever commented on him like this.

"You have been away from home alone since you were a child to be a trainee, and it is really great that your parents can support your dreams, but it should be difficult for most parents to make such a decision, and you can imagine that they are still very strict with you. And after so many years of not being around, family affection will inevitably gradually drift apart, right?

Because you didn't attend classes normally, it is estimated that you have not gained a few of the most precious friendships in your life, and most of your friends are probably in the same period when they were trainees, right? But they end up competing with you, and they are all children of the same age, so they naturally care about you to a limited extent.

Usually this kind of person is reluctant to trouble others with a lot of things, because they are used to carrying everything by themselves, but I guess you are very willing to help others as much as you can, because there will be a sense of satisfaction and feeling that you are actually quite valuable. ”

Balance was surprised by her judgment, and she dug into the pain point that he had been lurking in his heart and did not want to touch.

"If you feel that you don't read much, then you don't have to feel guilty, people's energy is limited, you have outstanding achievements in one field, and you are bound to bear the disadvantages in other aspects. If you want, you can also try to study again, but this may delay the development of your acting career to a greater or lesser extent. ”

She sighed for him, "Search for keywords related to you on the Internet, all of them are cold, unruly and unruly, as far as I know, brokerage companies like to set up people for their artists, and artists must also behave according to the image they have created in the face of the public, I guess they want you to go cold, right? But if a person hides under the mask for a long time, he will get used to it, and then he will become it unconsciously." ”

This is also very much agreed with the balance, he has always been a very sunny person before, with a straightforward personality, but he often uses inappropriate words or says the wrong thing, the company is afraid that he will show his cowardice in public, and orders him to take the cold route as little as possible, but over time, he has really become more and more silent.

"Since you have accepted this profession, then you have to bear the constraints it has on you. She said firmly, "If you care about what other people think, then you try to change yourself, and if you can not care, then you try to like yourself!"

"But—" Wen Xin thought that with her relationship with Tianping, she had said enough about this, so she changed her words sharply, and began to comfort him with a flattering smile:

"There are many people who don't go to school, but I haven't seen anyone dance as well as you!"

Tianping was going to continue to be "dug deeper" by her calmly, but at this time, his eyebrows moved.

"I've seen videos of you dancing, wow, that's so cool! and you're going to win those awards

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The Nobel in the G world, do you know that this is at least the gold medal of the International Olympiad in school, and it can be guaranteed to be sent to Tsinghua University, which is amazing. ”

Tianping's heart fluttered, Wen Xin actually paid attention to him in private.

"Most of the people in the world have gone through their lives ordinarily, just like me, the high school entrance examination, the college entrance examination, going to university, looking for a job, and just like this, they live their lives step by step. Look at you, you are only in your twenties, you can go on the world stage to show your talent, after acting in this play, you may become popular, and then you can be on variety shows, endorsements, movies, and records......" Just like the original prediction of Lu Ran's future, she said so surely.

"The point is - people are still so handsome, my mother, do you want others to live!" At this time, Wen Xin was like an online shopping anchor, showing off his skills to him.

Her fancy touting is both exaggerated and sincere, and it is a balance with a sad face, but it makes her laugh.

The liquid was injected into Tianping's body bit by bit, it was late at night, Wen Xin unconsciously fell asleep on his shoulder, her shallow breath lingered in his chest, comforting him and healing him.

He lowered his head gently and kissed her forehead, so naturally.

Wen Xin scratched his cheeks full of messy hair in his sleep, but his messy appearance was very cute in his eyes.

He pulled out his phone and took a picture of them, and in the dim light he could only discern the silhouettes of each other.

Tianping uploaded the photo to the circle of friends and edited it as: The person I want to protect.

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