Chapter 314: Is the Baby Gone?
Xiao Beiyuan heard his heartbeat like a drum: "Later, why did we separate...... Isn't it...... It has something to do with the things in my dream? Are you the one who accompanied me to the non-domain? The things that Chengyi said are actually you, aren't they?"
"Later......" Lei Ling sniffed, hesitated and hesitated, but still decided to tell the truth, "I haven't remembered anything about the non-domain yet, and I don't know what happened?"
His voice was really wrong, like thousands of knives blocked in his throat, how could Xiao Beiyuan rest assured, struggling: "Lei Ling, you let go of me, let me see you." ”
"Little ......" Lei Ling still blindfolded her, lying on her neck, tears continued to flow, "If the non-domain thing is true, what if...... If I did something that hurt you, would you still want me?"
"What did you do to hurt me? Lei Ling, what did you remember? What the hell did we do in the non-domain...... Did you go to Dr. Ross behind my back to hypnotize?"
Feeling that the person lying on top of him stiffened, Xiao Beiyuan sighed in his heart, it seems that he guessed correctly, he really went to Dr. Ross alone to hypnotize.
What he said was reminiscent of when he was a child, and when he remembered what happened to them in the cherry blossom country, it was all a hypnotic effect.
Xiao Beiyuan suddenly felt powerless, not to blame him for carrying her behind her back to hypnosis, she probably guessed the reason for his decision.
He's scared too, isn't he? Those unknown pasts, involving so many people, she is the biggest victim among them. And if all her pain comes from him, how will he face her?
In this relationship, isn't he as trembling and cautious as her?
Isn't he as afraid of the unknown darkness as she is?
"Lei Ling, listen to me. Xiao Beiyuan slowly raised his hand and wrapped his trembling back, "No matter what happened in the past, no matter if it is in the non-domain...... What did you do to hurt me......"
Lei Ling's voice was muffled with crying: "Little girl, don't you want me anymore? You can punish me as much as you want, you don't want me, you can't want me." ”
Xiao Beiyuan was amused by him: "Okay, you let go of me first, I have to figure things out." ”
The big palm placed on his eyes finally let go, and Xiao Beiyuan got used to it for a few seconds before he could see the red and swollen eyes of the man in front of him and the appearance of crying silently.
Her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, her heart was full of dense needles, what did he see when he was hypnotized, why was he so afraid?
Although she let go of her eyes, Lei Ling still circled her domineeringly, pecked her lips one by one, and her tone was full of humility and pleading: "Little girl, why don't you beat me up first to relieve your anger?"
Xiao Beiyuan held his face: "Tell me, what did you see when you were hypnotic?"
Lei Ling was a little weak-hearted, lowered her head, and rubbed her face in her palm: "It's about us when we were young, and our affairs in the Sakura Country, do you remember, where we made a private decision for life." ”
Going around and going back to the previous question: "If we love each other so much, why don't we remember that memory, and why did we separate?"
Lei Ling became more and more weak-hearted: "I really haven't figured it out yet...... Little girl, you give me time. ”
Xiao Beiyuan was stunned for a few seconds: "So, the key to the whole thing is the experience of the non-domain, right?
Lei Ling hesitated for a few seconds, knowing what the price would be paid for lying, so he decided to tell the truth: "Back to ...... However, I didn't understand it too much. ”
Xiao Beiyuan didn't let him go, and continued to ask: "Why? Who did you see?"
"Bai Yuling, Mike, Chengyi, Bai Yutang, there are many people with different skin colors, and there are many wild animals ......"
"There is a problem with our memory, is it Bai Yuling's ghost?"
Lei Ling looked at her, tears welled up in her eyes again: "My memory was indeed manipulated by her, as for yours, I'm not sure yet, but I suspect that you took Mike's medicine." ”
Xiao Beiyuan nodded, and his eyes suddenly drifted a little: "It must be that past that made you and me extremely miserable, and we all wanted to forget about that time, and we all thought it was the best choice." ”
She suddenly came out with such a sentence, Lei Ling panicked for no reason, and hurriedly explained: "No, no, it's definitely not like that...... At that time, the two of us must have been taken advantage of and had a misunderstanding...... When you dreamed before, you always shouted, why don't you save me, why don't you save our children......"
Xiao Beiyuan withdrew her gaze from a distance and looked at him, as if she was a little incredulous, and as if she was expecting, she even trembled a few times: "When you hypnotize, see ...... Kid, huh?"
Lei Ling looked pained, and after a few seconds, he nodded: "Yes, but you have a big belly and have been kidnapped...... You were kidnapped with a lot of people of all colors and accents, who tied you to a dilapidated bus and poured gasoline on you. ”
Obviously, the temperature of this man's palm spread to his skin through his clothes, and then slightly penetrated into the blood, but when his description coincided with the content of countless dreams, Xiao Beiyuan felt that the blood in his body was coagulated.
She heard her own trembling voice, "Where were you and what were you doing? Did you come to save me and the baby?"
Lei Ling closed his eyes in despair: "Little girl, I ......"
Xiao Beiyuan knew the answer when he looked at him: "You didn't save me at that time, are you with Bai Yuling?"
"How do you know?" Lei Ling opened his eyes suddenly, and felt that he was asking a little wrong, so he hurriedly changed his words, "No, I mean...... During hypnosis, I went around and around countless scenes, not knowing what was true and what was not. I did see that I was with Bai Yuling at the time, but I suspected that I was controlled by her, so I made a move to hurt you. I...... I swear, I never wanted to hurt you, and our baby. ”
Xiao Beiyuan was already in tears, she silently took a step back, kept her distance from Lei Ling, and breathed rapidly: "What about our baby?"
Lei Ling wants to move forward: "Little ......"
Xiao Beiyuan retreated again and again: "Don't come here, don't touch me......"
She covered her face, slowly squatted down, buried her head between her knees, and cried earth-shatteringly.
Lei Ling really wanted to slap herself a few times, take her out to eat and eat, why did he have a cheap mouth? Why did he tell her? Her current physical condition, how many times did the doctor explain that she couldn't be stimulated, was he crazy?
Aren't you planning to take her to Dr. Ross for hypnosis and make her forget all about the past?
Aren't you going to hide it from her for the rest of your life?
Anyway, there will be more children, right?
He regretted it to death, especially when he saw Xiao Beiyuan's small ball squatting on the ground crying, his heart was like a knife.
I wanted to say something, but I felt that there were thousands of sharp knives in my throat.
I want to do something, but I feel that I am not qualified.
The restaurateur came from the back kitchen, was shocked to see this scene, and whispered if he wanted to help.
Lei Ling shook his head, signaling that he could handle it.
The owner put the stuff on the dining car and left.
Lei Ling squatted down with difficulty, hesitated for a few seconds, stretched out his arm countless times, and didn't dare to hold Xiao Beiyuan in his arms.
He felt that he was a sinner, even if he was really controlled by Bai Yuling at that time, so he did the act of hurting Xiao Beiyuan and the child, but if he was wrong, he was wrong.
Why was he so easily controlled by them?
He felt like a coward.
"Little ......" Lei Ling's voice was hoarse, his eyes were sore, he gently hugged the trembling person, and his chin rested on the top of her head, "I will find out about the non-domain matter, I just beg you, don't sentence me to life imprisonment so easily." Even if I'm sorry for you and the baby, please give me a chance to make amends. ”
Xiao Beiyuan cried so much that she knelt on the ground, and she couldn't make a sound, she could only whimper like a kitten.
She was obviously talking, but Lei Ling couldn't hear clearly.
He put it in her ear, and finally heard her ask, "Is the baby gone?"
Lei Ling was stunned as if he had been struck by lightning.
Xiao Beiyuan didn't wait for his answer, suddenly grabbed his shoulders and shouted: "Is the baby gone? You speak, why don't you save him? Lei Ling, why?"
"I ......"
Xiao Beiyuan suddenly stood up, wiped a handful of tears, turned around and stumbled out: "I'll go find Dr. Ross ......"
"Little good ......" Lei Ling stepped forward and grabbed her, but her strength was so great that he almost couldn't pull it, and finally he could only hug her.
"Little girl, listen to me, even if you have to go to Dr. Ross, it's not now, can we make another appointment? ”
Xiao Beiyuan shook him off and asked sharply: "How do you find out?" Do you think Bai Yuling will let our baby go?"
Lei Ling didn't dare to say anything to stimulate her anymore, so she could only comfort her softly: "Okay, don't get excited, I'll call Dr. Ross now and ask him if he has time, okay?"
Xiao Beiyuan didn't speak, just cried, Lei Ling didn't dare to be careless, took out the phone and dialed out, said a few words to end the call, and looked at Xiao Beiyuan: "Doctor Ross has gone to country F, and he won't come back in a few days." ”
Xiao Beiyuan began to cry again, this time Lei Ling did not hesitate, took two steps forward to hug her, and strangled her in his arms: "This matter, we have to think about it in the long run, you listen to me, do you remember what Shao Jiu said before? Mike didn't take Bai Yuling away for no reason, he should want to help you take revenge." I think Mike knows the whole story, and if he can tell it 1510, maybe it will be more effective than our hypnosis. ”
This time, Xiao Beiyuan didn't struggle, but just clenched his hands into fists and smashed them on Lei Ling's back one by one, crying so much that he couldn't speak.
Lei Ling didn't dare to say anything to tell her not to cry, first hugged her, and later found that she was weak, so he picked her up and returned to the dining table and poured her a glass of warm water.
Xiao Beiyuan seemed to have recovered a little, and Lei Ling was a little relieved when he heard her ask, "Is the baby gone?"