Chapter 162: An unbearable youth
With a goal, Zhang Hong's script was written more diligently.
But those are all after he sleeps, and what he has to do now is to have a good rest.
At the very least, cover up the dark circles under your eyes.
Otherwise, it is not good to see relatives or father-in-law.
But when he woke up, he had to think about how to write the second part if the script was liked by his old father-in-law.
So here's the problem.
Is it better to write about revenge for the dog, or is it better to write about drawing a knife to help when the road is uneven?
Forget it, let's talk about it then.
Zhang Hongma slipped back to the house and went to sleep.
After he entered the house, another ten minutes passed.
Lin Muqing went to the refrigerator and got a can of beer, then returned to the living room sofa and sat down, clicked on the video website on the computer, opened "Blood Fanghua", and selected the episode where Zhang Hong appeared.
After giving it up again, she sat on the sofa with her legs crossed, opened the beer, and took a sip in one hand.
The eyes are misty.
"Zhang Hong......"
............
Zhang Hong had a dream.
After he dreamed of it, he followed Lin Muqing to meet her parents.
Then the father-in-law and mother-in-law cried and shouted and begged him to marry his daughter, and said that he would give a dowry of 10 million, and gave him a 300-square-meter villa and a Bentley.
Zhang Hong is so happy!
And the dream awoke.
Grabbed the phone on the bedside table and glanced at it.
It's half past seven in the afternoon.
In winter, it gets dark early outside, and there is no light in sight.
And it started to rain at some point.
Lying on the bed, smelling the fragrance of the latex pillow in his ears that was different from the shampoo he used, Zhang Hong sat up.
Pushing the door open, the living room did not turn on the light.
However, Zhang Hong still walked over with the faint fluorescence.
He saw Lin Muqing reclining on the sofa, his two long legs curled up one by one, forming a triangle with rounded corners.
She still has a glass of orange juice in her hand and a beer can on the table.
Next to the can is a laptop, and his own voice is coming out of the computer.
Is it "Blood Blossom"?
Zhang Hong was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Why are you interested in watching this film?"
It's not that Lin Muqing hasn't seen this film at the beginning.
"It's fine, just looking. Lin Muqing put down the glass, curled up his legs, put his arms across his knees, and looked at Zhang Hong with his side face against his arms, "Go to bed early at night, I'm going to the wedding at noon tomorrow." ”
"Well, you go to bed early, too. ”
Unnutritious conversations.
Neither of them said anything.
There is only the sound of rain hitting the leaves outside the house and the outdoor unit of the air conditioner, and the ending song "The Wind Rises" on the computer.
Zhang Hong stood in the dark for a moment and then planned to turn his head back, "Then I'll go back to sleep, and you can go to bed early." ”
"Wait. ”
Zhang Hong stopped.
Lin Muqing brushed his hair, "Do you want to talk?" ”
"What are you talking about?"
"Whatever. ”
Zhang Hong hesitated, but sat back in the living room.
"So what do you want to talk about?movies?TV series?variety shows?songs?"
In his opinion, this girl probably only talked to herself about this.
Why didn't she see that she liked these things in her previous life?
Is it a different result of parallel worlds?
Or did he not understand her in his previous life?
said that I really didn't know her in my previous life.
Except for the two of them who have lived in the opposite door for more than 20 years, it seems that she doesn't know anything else.
After graduating from college in her previous life, she didn't seem to have returned to Los Angeles.
After more than a year, Zhang Hong can't remember too many things in his previous life.
And his parents in this life are similar to his previous life, and his memories of his previous life ...... It's really blurred a lot in the details.
However, he hung up in a small VW four-wheeler accident, and he remembers it very well.
In this life, I will never buy VW again.
"Well, I don't want to talk about that. Lin Muqing didn't mention turning on the lights.
Looking at the face that loomed in the darkness reflected by the lights outside the house and the backlight of the screen, her eyes were a little hollow, "Let's talk about the past." ”
Zhang Hong sighed: "I didn't have anything to talk about before." ”
In their previous lives, the two didn't have much intersection, but they just watched her unrequited love from afar.
Commonly known as: move yourself.
Afterward......
Later he understood the difference between reality and ideals.
The ideal is too illusory, and it will eventually come back to reality.
The reality is that there are all kinds of suffering.
To live is to live in all kinds of suffering.
Everyone wants to go back in time and make up for their past regrets.
But no one can do it.
That's probably the fairest thing for human beings.
Whether you have a family or a family fortune, there is no way to go back to the past to make up for those regrets.
Or the people who missed it in those years.
Or the wrong things in those years.
Or those exams that have poor scores over the years.
Or those experiences that have not been experienced.
Or the family affection that has been ignored but regretted in the future.
Life is to live in all kinds of melancholy.
So there was nothing to say in the past.
At most, when I was eating and drinking with my friends, I used the wine to sigh and say useless words such as "If only I had done what I did back then".
"There's nothing to talk about. Lin Muqing tilted her head slightly, her long straight hair hung down on her shoulders from her ponytail, and her slightly red smile made Zhang Hong want to look away.
"That'...... Do you remember Zhang Luyao?"
Zhang Hong's eyes widened slightly, "Huh?"
Zhang Luyao.
A name that I only mentioned to my mother some time ago.
It was Zhang Hong's unbearable youth.
In fact, the youth that is also unbearable to look back on has a total of three paragraphs.
Zhang Luyao.
Dynasty Eve.
and Lin Muqing.
This represents Zhang Hong's three unbearable pasts.
Even now, when he thinks about it, he still feels a sense of shame.
Zhang Luyao said it before.
The people I knew in high school were all from the broadcasting department, and they were rich second generations.
After graduating from high school, I went to study abroad, found a boyfriend who was also a rich second generation of studying abroad, and then broke up after graduating from college and returned to China to marry a second generation official.
Needless to say, Lin Muqing said that it was the white moonlight in Zhang Hong's heart.
Dynasty Eve...... It is the white moonlight before that.
Well, it's normal for this person to have a few more white moonshines.
That was when I was in junior high school.
At that time, Zhang Hong had a crush on the girl in the next class, and because of brain problems, he even wrote it in his diary.
In a word:
[Zhang Hong likes Wang Chaoxi].
Stupid.
Although the diary had a password, it was cracked by a classmate, and the whole grade knew about it.
If Zhang Hong hadn't had a big heart at the time, in this kind of social death, he would have either stabbed his classmates to death and then committed suicide, or jumped off the building directly.
However, he has a big heart.
I didn't take it seriously at all.
even bought a diary later and deliberately wrote a fake diary, such as writing "Zhang Hong likes XXX" more than a dozen times.
The names of the girls in the same class who can be seen are written again.
Oh, no Lin Muqing.
She's a junior.
Then, when the diary fell into the hands of someone else during another lunch break, the rumor was naturally broken.
However, at that time, a few small rasses in Wang Chaoxi's class pretended to be forced and came to make an appointment.
Just behind the teaching building, Zhang Hong was one against five.
Then there were a lot of footprints on his body.
But he won.
Because he was holding a mop stick and hitting the leader on the other side.
Although it was the first time he called his parents, no one has provoked him in the last two years of junior high school.
...... with Wang Chaoxi Naturally, there is nothing to say.
After graduating from junior high school, I didn't know which school she went to.
But that girl is really beautiful and young, the kind that Zhang Hong likes.
How did this white moonlight burst?
In the year of graduating from high school, Zhang Hong and a few classmates went to an Internet café to work all night in the World of Warcraft dungeon, and after the dungeon activity ended, the foursome team opened up the road to survival 1 and 2.
Just finished a level, and inadvertently looked up.
He found the girl sitting across from him.
A small black leather coat, I don't know if it's dark circles or smoky makeup, and the face is covered with heavy makeup.
Then she yawned and persuaded the tattooed little yellow hair next to her to stop staying up all night, and the little yellow hair gave her a slap in the face, and then played a game on her own.
She covered her face and looked at the monitor in front of Xiao Huangmao next to her with a blank expression.
Her eyes were blank under the fluorescence reflected in the monitor.
Zhang Hong did not come forward.
It's her own choice, two strangers who have never said a word, what else is there to say?
But this white moonlight was shattered like this.
Memories make people perfect.
But when she reappeared and the contrast was too great......
Don't mention it.
Now we are talking about Zhang Luyao.
Looking at the black eyes in front of him, Zhang Hong said casually: "It seems that there was such a person in high school, what's wrong?"
"Have you forgotten?" Lin Muqing said in surprise, "She had a crush on you at the beginning, I remember that she confessed to you on Qixi in the third year of high school, which caused a sensation in the whole school." As a result, you rejected the family, and they went abroad directly. ”
Zhang Hong: "Huh?!"
Why else is there such a thing?
Rejected yourself?
Is it really the same as my mother said, I am actually sick!
I like high-grade girls, and I feel that high-grade girls don't look down on me.
If the girl takes a fancy to herself, she thinks she is of a low grade, and she doesn't like her?
Lao Tzu is not a dog brother!
Or is this parallel world really too literary? All my thoughts are devoted to artistic creation?
But the key is to see the script written by the original body that I learned after crossing over......
He is the same as the director Bi in his previous life, he is a pure theoretician! The script he wrote is completely rubbish!
"Won't you...... I rejected her? Didn't she reject me? Are you sure you're right?"
"Of course. Kuro Changzhi smiled even more happily.
She even burst into tears of laughter.
Wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes that laughed, she finally relieved herself:
"It's you, Zhang Hong. ”
Zhang Hong shook his hand with a dark face, "I fell asleep!"
Bang ——!
Listening to the sound of him slamming the door, Lin Muqing, who was still sitting in the living room, lay on the sofa.
Her left hand was raised, and the unfastened cuffs slid down, revealing the small white half of her arm.
Then his arms covered his eyes.
"Found you, Zhang Hong......"