Chapter 265: Give Me One More Chance
"Shanshan......" Li Jinyan also had mixed feelings in his heart, hugged Ning Yingshan back, and gently patted her back with both hands like soothing a baby: "I'm here, don't be afraid ......"
Ning Yingshan buried her head in his arms and silently shed tears, and only after a long time did she mutter, "Why did you quit drinking?"
Li Jinyan's hand movement paused, then continued to gently pat and soothe, and said slowly: "Shanshan, since that day, I have always regretted it. ”
"I know that some things have happened, no matter how much regret is useless, I know that there are no ifs in this world, but I can't help but think about it over and over again. That's when I realized that I was actually just an ordinary person. ”
"I've been wondering if you wouldn't have suffered so much if I had arrived earlier that day. If I hadn't been drinking, would you have been able to contact me as soon as I was kidnapped, or even said that if I hadn't left your side because I didn't trust you, you wouldn't have been hurt at all. ”
"I've always been a proud person, and I've always felt that nothing is out of my control, and the biggest accident in my life is you. ”
"I always thought that under my arrangement, you would be safe, and that nothing would happen if I confined you to your home. I self-righteously gave you a contact, thinking that I could be there for you whenever you were in danger. I didn't expect that I would break my promise, that you would not be able to contact me, and that I would be hurt alone in despair. ”
"I didn't protect you, let alone our children, I am an unqualified lover, and even less an unqualified father. ”
Li Jinyan's language was very calm, but his arms tightened unconsciously, and Ning Yingshan was tightly embedded in his arms.
"I made so many mistakes and made you suffer so much, I was not qualified to stay by your side anymore, but ......"
"I love you. ”
"I know it may be cheeky to say this, but Shanshan, even if it is for the sake of me as Xiao Jun An'an's father, can you give me another chance. ”
"I know you have a wound in your heart, I don't expect you to forgive me, I just want you to give me a chance to mend it, okay?"
Ning Yingshan in her arms had long been crying.
What happened next is unspeakable, maybe because of a kiss, maybe just because of a look, Ning Yingshan was still a little drunk and confused, only felt that the person was fierce and restrained and gentle, as if he wanted to rub her into his bones, but he was afraid of hurting her.
She hooked the man around the neck and kissed him.
The night was turned over by the red waves, and the spring night was short.
Ning Yingshan opened her eyes and subconsciously wanted to touch the alarm clock next to her, but she touched a strong muscle.
The muscles were smooth and warm but firm, and the feel was excellent, Ning Yingshan couldn't help but touch two more handfuls, but the memory of last night in her mind gradually came back, and her body couldn't help but stiffen.
She slowly raised her head and met a pair of smiling eyes.
"Don't touch it?"
Ning Yingshan withdrew her hand stiffly, and when she wanted to get up, she felt a pain in her waist, and the details of last night swept in more and more, making her face a little hot.
"I'm going to wash up!" Dropping this sentence, Ning Yingshan couldn't stay any longer, and ran away!
Li Jinyan looked at her back with a gentle gaze.
Due to the fact that everyone made a fuss very late yesterday, Ning Yingshan gave the team a day off, and there was nothing to do today, but Ning Yingshan looked at the sun outside that was almost noon, and still felt a hot face.
"Mommy!" Ning Xiaojun's eyes lit up when she saw Mommy finally coming down, and she pounced happily: "Daddy Mommy, why did you get up so late today, Xiaojun got up and Mommy Daddy hasn't gotten up yet!"
What else could Ning Yingshan say, she could only say vaguely: "Xiaojun, Mommy's movie has been released, and I celebrated dinner with my brothers and sisters yesterday, and Daddy accompanied me, so I got up late." ”
Ning Xiaojun nodded sensibly, seeing that she was about to ask the next question again, Ning Yingshan hurriedly diverted her attention: "Mommy doesn't have a job today, is it okay to take Xiaojun to watch Mommy's movie?"
Ning Yingshan glanced at Li Jinyan, who was already dressed and was coming down the stairs, paused, and added, "And Daddy." ”
Ning Xiaojun naturally had nothing to do, Ning Yingshan didn't look too much, and tried to keep herself from watching Li Jin Yan: "I'm fine today, do you want to go to watch my new movie with me and Xiaojun?"
Without waiting for Li Jinyan to reply, Ning Xiaojun on the side actively interjected: "I also want to bring my sister!"
Li Jinyan walked down and rubbed Ning Xiaojun's head: "No, my sister is still too young, I have to wait for my sister to grow up again, not yet." ”
"Okay......" Ning Xiaojun was a little depressed when she found that she couldn't take her sister out, and thought to herself, the little meat ball is really squeamish, it will definitely not be like this when he is his age!
Ning Xiaojun thought confidently, completely forgetting that he was only a five or six-year-old child. Before leaving, he had to run to pinch the little meat ball, muttering and muttering to let the little meat ball wait for him at home, don't be abducted by others, and always remember the truth that my brother is the best!
An An babbled with her little paws, and her big eyes, which were very similar to her mother's, were bent into a crescent moon.
However, Ning Xiaojun was depressed for a while before going out, and after going out, he had a small face, looking like a little adult, only Ning Yingshan, who was most familiar and close to him, could see his happiness under this serious appearance.
A family of three directly chartered a venue, holding a bunch of popcorn, snacks and drinks into the venue, there were no outsiders, Ning Xiaojun returned to his true nature, and happily watched a movie with Daddy Mommy.
Although he is young, he has his own opinions on things, and when it comes to the plot of the movie, Ning Yingshan plays with him, occasionally accompanying him to comment on a few sentences, but Li Jinyan looks at them quietly, his eyes are satisfied and gentle.
He knew that Ning Yingshan hadn't completely opened her heart to him yet, but he also believed that he would use time to mend that wound, and one day, the two of them would be reconciled.
On the other side, someone is looking at the comments on their phones, but their eyes are about to burst into flames.
"It's all nonsense!" she slammed her phone to the ground, and the screen of the latest fruit machine suddenly fell apart, and the man was still breathless, panting heavily, and his beautiful face was a little distorted.
That person is not Liu Juanjuan, who is it!
"Those people say that I don't have acting skills, and they actually say that I'm not as beautiful as that damn Zhang Qianwen!"
She pulled the trembling assistant next to her, pointed to her face and asked viciously, "You say, don't I look good as an old woman in her thirties?"