Chapter 742: Only Loyal to Xi Zhan
"Yes, after all, the person I've seen these days is Yun Fei and not Mo Yuanlian, so I don't need to worry about the same patient. β
I carefully comforted the man and said, "I know that you pity me in your heart, and I don't know how to explain to you the ...... between me and Mo Yuanlian I can understand him because he treats me well, Jiang Chen came to my side to solve a lot of things for me, and helped me find you a few days ago, I am not hard-hearted, I think I can understand him for various reasons, but I don't have half a bit of male and female affection for him in my heart, so I have always felt that there is no need to explain to you, but I am afraid that you will be unhappy, so I am very honest with you, anyway, second brother, you have to believe it, I only have you and the two children in my heart, you don't need to be angry because of this. "TV debut
Xi Zhan suddenly said, "You look down on me." β
I subconsciously asked him, "What?"
"I'm not angry about these things, I know your thoughts and attitudes towards him, I just didn't expect you to be so generous, even if he hurt you, you didn't complain. β
After a pause, Xi Zhan said: "Thinking of this, I know that you know him better than before these times, and it is precisely because you understand that you can understand, and I will have a faint sense of crisis in my heart." β
I was surprised and asked, "What sense of crisis?"
The man sighed lowly, "I'm worried that one day in the future I will not do some things as perfectly as you imagined, and then let you down and finally push you to him." β
How could Xi Zhan have such an idea?!
Such a thought is too unconfident in oneself!!
And it's as if Mo Yuanlian is my retreat!
But I have no way out except Xi Zhan!!
My mind is so determined!
But how can I make Xi Zhan understand my thoughts?
I hurriedly stopped him, "Second brother, don't think like this, whether you are perfect or not, you are my husband, I will not love anyone in my life except you, besides, you are Xi Zhan." β
It is the strong and confident Xi Zhan.
"Really?"
Xi Zhan rubbed my head and said, "I have always been cautious and correct in my life, but this life is long, I hope to stay with Yun'er for the rest of my life, and you and I will not leave in this life." "Remember the βm.\B\iq\u\g\\o\m for you to read the novel in a second.
He suddenly revealed his thoughts......
Did something happen to him?
Does he really have a sense of crisis?!
I broke free from his arms and sat on top of him, looked into his eyes and said word by word: "I am yours in this life, if you don't want me...... Then I'll die for you! Although these words are naΓ―ve, Xi Zhan wants to say that your life is given to me, the love I want is also given to me by you, and everything I want is given to me by you! No one but you will love me and spoil me like you anymore, and I will not love someone like you like this! In fact, I know it from the bottom of my heart...... I don't want to say it, but I think it'......."
Xi Zhan encouraged me and said, "What do you think?"
"In this life I am your only one, and I ...... I had a marriage before this, I was married to Gu Tingchen for three years, and I was infatuated with Gu Lanzhi, although I misrecognized the two brothers, but it is undeniable that I have wandered between them, and Fu Xi ...... He kissed me, although he was in my defenseless situation, but he always kissed me, and this matter has also been a hot search on Weibo, you must be clear! That is to say, I was with three men before we met...... These things were a long time ago, and there was no need to explain them, but I think I still have to explain, I know you can understand, and you don't even need my explanation, but how do I feel about it? It seems that because of all the things I have done before, as if because of those people, you don't seem to trust me very much, and you don't believe that I can go on with you firmly! Xi Zhan, although I am not your only one, although I have been married before, but I only have you in my heart for the rest of my life, and I seem to be incoherent......
Because of my ......
Because Xi Zhan was always worried about me.
I'm worried that I'll leave someday in the future.
I don't know if it's because he's not confident.
Or did I not give him enough security!
Such a powerful man should not have such a thought!
The thought of this makes my heart sick!
I hope he understands my feelings.
I want to be with him for the rest of his life!!
Even without him......
Even in the future I am forced to part with him!
Or was he unexpectedly ......
I wouldn't choose anyone again.
The end of my life is just Xi Zhan!!
I said in a tone that was about to cry: "I don't know how to let you know my mind, I obviously love you so much, I am so sure of you, and I regard you as my greatest support in this life!"
The love I once believed in was so far in my life, only this one, but I didn't expect fate to play a joke on me, so that I met Gu Tingchen and Gu Lanzhi, since I can't do this to this point in my life, then I will only be loyal to him in the second half of my life!
Only loyal to Xi Zhan!!
My eyes moistened: "I love you, I hope you can understand that my heart is so firm and unwavering towards you, no one in this life can separate the two of us!"
Xi Zhan stretched out his fingers to wipe the corners of my eyes, and he said in a gentle tone, "I just mentioned a few words casually, and I didn't say that I didn't trust you, why did you cry when you said it?"
I couldn't hold back because of his words!
With tears in my eyes, I said, "You don't believe me. β
Xi Zhan Wan'er smiled, the corners of his lips with a bit of uncommon lightness, "I don't disbelieve you, I just love you too much, how could your second brother have thought that his baby is so sensitive......? It's really like a child who is not deeply involved in the world and only thinks about love in his head, you ...... like this"
I pouted and asked, "What's wrong with me like this?" Besides, I'm just afraid that you'll be unhappy, and I don't want you to be uncomfortable at all!"
Xi Zhan sighed lightly, "You like this make me want to stop." β
"Yun'er, you care too much about me, you don't want me to be a little sad, you make me happy and make me feel wronged, because you are too careful, are you tired of living like this?"
I shook my head and said, "I just like this, I can explain everything clearly, and this kind of marriage makes me feel steady." β
My three-year marriage with Gu Tingchen has been uneasy.
And with Xi Zhan, I have always believed in each other.
It's hard for me and him to have any contradictions and misunderstandings.
This is what I want the most!!
He took me in his arms, I looked at his beautiful and deep eyes from the bottom up, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed my lips, not the kind that went directly into the depths, but the kiss was released, and suddenly kissed, and then tempted, such behavior was lustful, but the undercurrent in the depths of his eyes, I knew his thoughts, I hugged his waist and responded to him, and then fell on the bed with him......