Chapter 34 Everything that happens is a matter of course
Even if it was a marriage mixed with commercial interests, the motives were impure from the beginning, and the result may not have developed as she had hoped. But she still wants to give it a try, because she has waited too long, read it for too long, even if there may not be an echo, she doesn't want to regret it in this life, even if she once had it.
Her red lips twitched, and she pressed her head sideways, slender fingers roaming over his chest, unbuttoning his shirt. crossed her mind the warning that her grandfather had given her: love is not long, and wisdom will hurt.
Jin Yuan's eyes were cold, and he didn't see a trace of desire. The big palm grabbed the woman's soft waist, hugged her sideways on his thigh, and clasped the round back of his head with one hand, grasping the initiative.
Everything happens as a matter of course, and the hint of a glance and a provocation of an action between adult men and women can easily ignite a prairie fire.
After the end, the battlefield has moved to the master bedroom.
Cheng Nuo was so tired that he didn't even bother to take a shower, and fell asleep deeply.
Jin Yuan took a bath, put on a nightgown and stood on the balcony connected to the master bedroom to smoke, through the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the woman who was bare and smooth back, lying sideways on the bed and sleeping, his eyebrows were tangled.
He didn't regret asking for her, but he didn't expect her to be the first time.
Her bold and hot seduction made him never think that she was still an untouched virgin. That's why it will be natural for the two to sit on a solid relationship. Being in a marriage with intertwined interests because of sex is always easier to sober up than being involved in too many feelings.
But Cheng Nuo obviously wants more than that, he understands very well that she approached him not simply for a marriage or a relationship, but for him to be a whole person, a woman who devotes everything to a man, what else can she do for besides love.
It was precisely because of this that he was particularly entangled and irritable. For love, he has long passed the age of imagination and faith, and the marriage relationship he hopes is simple and stable, and does not need to spend too much effort to operate, nor does he need to invest too much emotion. A knowledgeable and gentle and obedient wife is his setting for his future partner.
Now, on the contrary, everything is developing outside of his imagination and is becoming more and more out of control.
In fact, in general, so far, he doesn't want to pay any emotional bargaining chips in this marriage. He conducted an in-depth analysis and summary of himself, and felt that he was actually quite a bastard, he did not deny the pleasure brought by indulging in Cheng Nuo's young body, and even liked the feeling of sleeping with her. Otherwise, she wouldn't know that she was new to history, so she couldn't help but ask for it twice.
It's just that the man got out of bed, and after his reason returned, he clearly divided sex and love in two, and chose to lead the situation in the most favorable direction from the most self-interested point of view, and he could not reciprocate her with the same feelings in response.
Cheng Nuo, who was asleep, had a dream in which he returned to the late night of the summer when he was 18 years old. Like a voyeur, she carefully followed the adult man and woman in front of her, she watched them strolling hand in hand along the unnamed road of the campus, watching them talk and laugh as they paced to the pavilion in the middle of the lake, she hid under the big tree by the lake, and watched them kiss in the middle of the lake covered with silver moonlight.
Then the man cast his gaze vigilantly, and her heart "chuckled" and jumped wildly.
Different from the timidity and shyness of the past, this time she bravely stood at the stone intersection that they had to pass when they returned, longing for him to look at her at the moment when they passed by.