Chapter 2: Shame on me
Ai Ningning, she was still very gentle, her watery eyes radiated light in the blinking of her eyelashes, almost melting my whole heart.
even made me wonder if the photo Fang Yugao gave me was real, and it was impossible for such a sensible woman to betray me.
But that's the way it is, no matter what I think, the facts are always in that place.
Lies don't hurt people, the truth is the quick knife.
Do I really want to take revenge on her, I am impulsive now, what can I do to Ai Ningning, that will only increase my guilt, it is easy to kill her, what should I do in the future, my daughter, what should I do in the future!
Ai Ningning and I have a daughter, Su Yu. She inherited all the qualities of Ai Ningning and never caused any trouble, and I have always doted on her.
If I go to prison because of impulsiveness, who should raise Su Yu, her life will definitely be clouded, and she will not be completely relieved until the moment she enters the coffin.
Ai Ningning, you crazy woman, do you know, you didn't destroy me, you destroyed a home!
Seven years old, she's only seven years old! She's just started elementary school, she still has a lot of youth, she still has a lot of time to see this beautiful world.
Why, why is that? Why did God do this to me!
No, absolutely not, I can't do anything that I regret, calm down, I have to be calm!
I tried to control my thoughts and try to be as natural as possible.
"The project department has been a little free recently, I miss you, I want to give you a surprise. ”
I picked up an apple, cut it with a fruit knife, and handed it to Ai Ningning's mouth.
She was stunned for a moment, then smiled, wrapped her arms around my neck, and whispered in my ear, complaining about why I hadn't come back for so long, and how much she missed me.
Why didn't I come back, didn't she have a point in her heart? It's not because of my job, my career!
The project itself is like this, when the project department rushes to meet the construction period, he can only sleep a few hours a day, and sometimes he can't even eat breakfast, so he rushes to the construction site.
I'm working hard outside, not for this family.
has worked for most of his life, accumulated ten years of experience and wealth, and is so vulnerable in the face of feelings.
"Su Chen, why are your hands shaking?
Ai Ningning raised her head to look at me and asked casually.
"I haven't seen my wife for a long time, so I'm so excited. ”
I just noticed that my body was already affected by emotions and I had to be calm, calm, calm again.
I can't let Aininin find out anything.
But it's obvious that she made it up, but I'm afraid of being discovered by her.
It's a real wreck.
This reminds me of the time when I was looking for the supervisor to sign in the project department, but they repeatedly read the information I provided, said mean requirements, and asked me to rectify.
At that time, I obviously wanted to beat him up, and I even thought of thousands of ways to retaliate against him in my mind.
There are so many miracles in life, all of which rely on themselves wearing masks.
Just like now, in the face of Ai Ningning's disguise, I don't want to put on the mask again and continue to live with her.
It's just that this time, I have to do better, I not only have to put on the skin of hypocrisy, I also have to tear Ai Ningning's mask apart, I want her to regret what she did, I want her to humiliate herself, I want her to never forget the ridiculous things she did for the rest of her life.
Murder and heart, but that's it.
I firmly believe that Ai Ningning can't fight me, I am a person with high emotional intelligence, I have achieved the position of overseas manager from an inconspicuous intern in just ten years, and I have counted countless people.
I was able to step on the corpse of my colleague and climb to this position step by step. In the same way, I can step on Ai Ningning's body and make her ashamed of her ignorance and ignorance.
came out to mix, just for that bite of rice. I've always been sincere with people, unless they're the ones who calculate me first.
Since you want to disguise, you have to disguise it thoroughly. A man, who goes home once a year, in order to show his loyalty, what should he do most is nothing more than the little thing between husband and wife.
Ai Ningning, she is gentle, she is beautiful, she is sensible, she is the wife that many men can not hope for. But now, I don't have any interest in her, I think she's dirty.
Even so, I have to.
I took her in my arms and walked to the room, the room where I learned what responsibility was on my wedding night.
"Su Chen, why are you so rude, you weren't like this before, Su Chen, you are bad!"
“......”
I had a dream that I had become an intern and returned to that construction site, and I was full of hope and hope for my future.
I met the team boss again and got to know Ai Ningning again.
"Look, it's that girl, and one day, I'm going to make her my wife. ”
When I pointed at that girl and boasted to those colleagues, causing ridicule, I secretly swore in my heart that one day I would chase that girl and I would give her the best life.
This dream is so real that people have endless memories that one day ten years later, I smoked a cigarette and thought lonely, if I hadn't met Ai Ningning that day, what would my life be like.
Ai Ningning made breakfast for me, which was more hearty than before, and she even rode an electric car to the market a kilometer away to buy the freshest milk, despite the cold wind in the early morning.
If only everything that happened yesterday was blank, I would definitely pick up Ai Ningning and tell me how much I miss her overseas, and even look at her photos every night to sleep peacefully.
Now it seems that everything Ai Ningning has done for me is nothing more than her guilt for herself.
Yes, that's right, only when she feels guilty will she love me more than usual.
I actually thought Ai Ningning was a little disgusting.
"Wow, wife, today's breakfast is so rich, you are so attentive. ”
"Su Chen, you don't know how often I come back to see it, my cooking skills are much better than before. ”
Why don't I come to see it often, it's not for this family, overseas, my income is 200,000 a year. If you choose to be in China, you will lose half of it at once.
Su Yu is seven years old, I want her to win at the starting line, and I also want to enroll her in cram school, so that she can choose a hobby she likes, whether it is piano or dance. At the very least, I want to cultivate her temperament, so that she will be as sensible as her mother in the future, and then meet a man like me.
No, she can't learn from her mother, absolutely not!
"Su Yu, I miss my daughter a little. ”
"Oh, send it to my mom, I sometimes work overtime and can't take care of her. ”
"Sent to Li Chunfang?"
"Su Chen, how can you call our mother by her name!"
Ai Ningning was a little angry and gave me a blank look.
I ignored her, my whole brain was spinning rapidly, why could it be her, how could Ai Ningning send Su Yu to Li Chunfang's hands!