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"Will you marry this man beside you and become your husband, and henceforth never forsake him, in good times or bad, rich or poor, sick or healthy?"

"I-will-will!" Xia Bai replied word by word, his eyes were firm, and his tone was earnest.

She must engrave this oath in her heart and must guard it well.

If there is an afterlife, she will do the same, and the person in front of her is the person she wants to be with.

Xia Bai especially wants to stay with people who are comfortable with them, and being comfortable is really important.

The white wedding dress, the floor-sweeping skirt, is full of elegance. When the spotlight came down, looking at the person in front of him, every expression was clear.

All the happy cells gather at the ear, under the eyes of everyone, to witness the vow of a lifetime, which is a solemn but sweet thing.

As far as the eye can see, there are cells that beat happily.

"Will you marry this woman beside you and be your wife, and from now on, in good times and bad, rich or poor, you will always love and cherish her?"

The pastor then asked.

"I don't want to!" said the man categorically.

The guests were in an uproar, and they all looked at her in surprise, as if they were asking her, did you do something unseemly, otherwise how could the groom refuse you?

There were still people who stood up and threw rotten eggs at Xia Bai, and there was a mess at the wedding, and the original happy air disappeared in an instant, laughter, sarcasm, and each shot a knife directly at Xia Bai, powerless to fight back.

......

Xia Bai broke out in a cold sweat, the light blue translucent curtains shone in through the sunlight, the light and shadow were mottled, and the room naturally became a canvas, and the light was painted on it arbitrarily.

On such a morning, the wind chimes rang and the clouds were very light, and the birds chirped and sang, although it made people feel soft and quiet, Xia Bai's heart was out of place and pinched.

Even in his dream, he was reluctant to agree to her, which made Xia Bai's heart very blocked, and it was unspeakably uncomfortable, like a big stone pressing on his heart, unable to relax or breathe for a long time.

Alas, since they are two parallel lines, it will not bother him, and these few days are enough to explain everything, who is she not his, their relationship, heh, what can they have to do with each other?

I have to find a job in the next two days, move out of here, and stop bothering him, he already has a life of his own.

Walking out of the door, I didn't see Qin Dong's figure, going out so early and exercising?

Qin Dong has been taking care of her for the past few days, so I have to repay him, Xia Bai thought to himself. What can we do? The weather is so good today, let's clean up the corners of the house and wash the clothes.

Xia Bai enjoyed the time of doing housework, no matter what, everything he did was for him, and he was happy no matter what he did.

She opened the music software on her mobile phone, released the song "Between the Rainbows", and then put the phone in her pants pocket, humming the song while doing housework, she enjoyed this time.

When he walked into Qin Dong's room, he found that the curtains in the room were dark and did not open, and the whole room looked a little depressed.

Xia Bai walked to the balcony and pushed it to both sides, the sunlight instantly filled the entire room, and seeing the room where he saw the light of day, Xia Bai's heart became comfortable.

The room was neat.

Qin Dong went out so early, the futon was very neatly arranged, like a room in a hotel, it looked like a treasure boy.

Huh? What is it?

Medicated morphine sustained-release tablets......

The bottle was particularly eye-catching on the bedside table.

There is only half a bottle left, is Qin Dong sick? I have always seen that he is very healthy, I must ask him clearly when he comes back.

Xia Bai was suddenly stabbed in the heart, hoping that nothing would happen to him.

In the few days she stayed with Qin Dong, she didn't notice anything abnormal in his body.

Whether it's when you go to Happy Valley, or when you usually get along at home, there is nothing abnormal, do you think too much?

The more I thought about it, the heavier it became, and the more I was absent-minded.

She thought that she would wait for Qin Dong to ask when he came back and take him for a check-up.

The room was very clean, and there was no need to clean it too much, Xia Bai walked in the direction of the door.

On the desk next to the door was neatly placed a yellowed notepad, a notepad with a sunflower cover, perhaps too familiar, and my nose was sour at the sight of this scene.

She couldn't allow herself to erase this memory.

......

She remembered that summer.

The first time I heard the name Qin Dong was from the mouth of the little sister at the same table.

She was a freshman in high school that year and had just entered school.

At the end of the military training, many students in the class were not familiar with it. The head teacher organized for the students to introduce themselves, but there were more than 60 people, and the only ones who could really name them were the friends who ate together.

At that time, her friends were only Jiang Meng and her best friend Li Zhen.

I remember one evening self-study, Jiang Meng whispered to her: "Do you know that there is a top student in our class? I also just found out recently, and his scores on his exam papers are very high these times. ”

Xia Bai sat in the second row and saw a boy sitting in the corner of the last row, very delicate, with slender fingers holding the tip of the pen, doing a question.

may have sensed that someone was looking at him, and he raised his head suddenly, and his eyes happened to see Xia Bai.

Xia Bai was so frightened that he quickly retracted his gaze, his heart was pounding, it was the kind of abnormal beating.

When I was a student, I loved to image the male idea in the novel to someone, treat him as my own prince charming, and imagine the story of two people.

That glance of eye contact entered Xia Bai's heart, she wanted to be with him, so that she could be worthy of him, which was also the concept of family education since childhood.

But the truth is not as in the novel, I worked hard, and soon my grades improved.

......

During that time, she obviously worked hard and studied hard, but it seemed that there was always an invisible force blocking her, and every time she took the exam, she was still far from him.

Xia Bai's high school entrance examination is the second in the school to enter the county's focus, in front of relatives and friends, Xia Bai is someone else's child, but with the display of several grade rankings, Xia Bai does not have the confidence at the beginning, there is a sense of powerlessness deeply wrapped her, she was very painful during that time.

In the second year of high school, they became the front and back tables, Xia Bai's favorite thing was to pull Qin Dong's clothes and let him give him a lecture, every time he gave a lecture, Xia Bai would find the light on Qin Dong's body, his voice was very delicate, his eyes were always with charm, and he was always very patient to explain over and over again every time.

Over the years, she still remembers Qin Dong wearing a beige shirt.

It is precisely because of such close contact that his love for Qin Dong has increased unabated.

......

She remembered this book.

July 16, Qin Dong's birthday.

She bought a notepad and gave it to Qin Dong, with her favorite sunflower on the cover, she clearly remembered Qin Dong's expression at that time, smiling shy and satisfied.

Until her best friend Li Zhen asked her if there was a person named Qin Dong in her class, and her best friend's table mate was Qin Dong's girlfriend, who was a particularly talented girl who wrote poems that won awards in the county, and it is said that she was also collected because of writing poems to chase Qin Dong.

Xia Bai's heart was wrapped in ice, and her dream was shattered.

After a period of time, she stopped asking him questions, and sometimes his initiative would make her feel so repulsed, and even a kind of disgust.

When the girlfriend took the initiative to mention it again, let Xia Bai become the medium between Qin Dong and his girlfriend, to be precise, his ex-girlfriend. They broke up, yes, and after they did the front and back tables.

Since then, she began to work as a messenger, and the content of the letter Xia Bai once secretly read it, it is a rhythmic poem, the arrangement on the letter paper is neat and orderly, and it can be seen from the text that this girl has a love for Qin Dong in her heart, and she also wrote a title that only belongs to them "Your Wenwen".

Xia Bai felt that her liking for Qin Dong was shameful, and she hurt this girl.

In order to complete this beautiful work of conveying emotions, the alarm clock urging her to get up became the letter, she was always the first to arrive, and then carefully stuffed the letter into Qin Dong's textbook.

Sitting in the back row, he could clearly see any movement of Qin Dong when he received the letter, but he did not act very flustered, but naturally opened the letter and looked at the text.

In fact, when reading the letter, Xia Bai was very apprehensive, she hoped that the girl's letter could move Qin Dong, but she didn't want Qin Dong to become someone else's him again because of this letter.

Until one time, Qin Dong took the letter and asked her, did she send the letter? At that moment, Xia Bai panicked, she thought he would be angry, but she didn't expect him to just tell her, "I don't like her".

Later, her confession, her departure, the feeling of being separated like a dream.

Time, it doesn't leave her a chance to do it all over again.

Three years of high school, all at once, gone.