Xi Zhan took off his clothes and went to take a shower, and I lay on the bed staring at the seductive back and was reluctant to leave.

After a while, he came to the bedside in his nightgown, reached out and held my wrist, staring at the wound above, his eyes deep.

"Did it hurt in the afternoon?" he asked.

I said truthfully: "It hurts faintly, I forgot that I was injured and I raised my hand to hit the edge of the bed, and I was about to cry in pain." ”

In front of Xi Zhan, I never hide my vulnerability.

I looked at him with aggrieved eyes, and he suddenly hooked the corner of his lips and scratched my nose, and said in a warm voice: "It's stupid, I know that I am injured, and I am still very aggressive." ”

I looked at him more aggrieved, Xi Zhan sat on the edge of the bed, I pillowed my head on his lap and asked him, "Are you tired?"

He lowered his eyes and said, "I'm not tired." ”

There was no sadness in Xi Zhan's eyes, like a quiet deep pool, he had always been like this, and he was calm and calm in everything.

I reached out and grabbed his sleeve to comfort him, but I didn't know how to speak, so I simply got up and knelt on the bed and hugged him.

I hugged Xi Zhan's neck and rested my chin on his shoulder, and he wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his face in my neck.

Xi Zhan was silent, his mood was very stable, and it took a long time for him to let go of me and get up to leave.

He came back again with two bowls in his hands.

It turned out that he knew I hadn't eaten.

After eating, Xi Zhan put the bowl on the table and got into bed, he lay down on my side and reached out to hug me into his arms.

The tip of my nose against his chest was uncomfortable, but I was reluctant to leave, and it didn't take long for Xi Zhan to fall asleep.

He hadn't rested much in the past two days, and I still felt sorry for him, so I raised my uninjured hand and hugged his waist tightly.

Soon after, I fell asleep.

......

When I woke up in the morning, Xi Zhan was still lying beside me, his eyes staring at the top of his head in a bit of confusion.

I rubbed my eyes and raised my hand to touch his cheek, the delicate texture was very comfortable to rub in the palm of my hand.

I lowered my voice and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Xi Zhan suddenly closed his eyes and said lightly: "My three brothers and I have been sent to the Xi family by our father since we were children, and whoever returns to the Xi family first without any help will be the successor of the Xi family." ”

I know that Xi Zhan has been sent home since he was a child, and his life must have been difficult in those years.

Hull also said that when he was dying of starvation on the streets of Finland, it was the He's family who gave him a bite to eat.

I kissed him on the cheek and asked gently, "The way back must not be easy, right?"

He hummed softly and didn't say how he returned to the Xi family, but said in a slightly deep voice: "I have admired my father since I was a child, even if he sent me home, even if he treated our four brothers very coldly, but we admired him from beginning to end! Because he is very strong, he covers the sky with one hand, he can protect all the people and things he wants to protect, he is an admirable father, at least before the death of my three brothers. ”

I gently pressed my cheek against his cold cheek to give him a little comfort: "And then?"

"I was the first to walk into Xi's house, and the three brothers lagged behind me, and my father sank them into the lake with his own hands in front of me. ”

No one knows how the other three heirs of the Xi family died, I used to have countless guesses, and I also thought that the tiger poison does not eat children, and this is the most accurate truth that Xi Zhan told me.

The old man who touched my cheek at the first sight of me really killed his own son, and he didn't seem guilty before he died.

Xi Zhan should have been about twenty years old at the time, and he returned to the Xi family with great anticipation and was full of joy to see his father.

As a result, he saw with his own eyes that the person he admired the most killed his own brother who was connected to his flesh and blood.

I trembled and asked, "Which lake?"

"That lake you dropped today. ”

I couldn't help but feel sad at the thought of having three unjust souls at the bottom of the lake, and I silently shed tears when I heard Xi Zhan continue: "I wanted to save them, but I couldn't fight my father at that time...... Since then, I have known that the Xi family is a feudal and pedantic family, and sooner or later it will decline as he grows old. ”

Xi Zhan of the Xi family now doesn't plan to ask for it, so it is a matter of time before it declines, and the women in this old mansion will either disperse or stay here to retire.

No new people will set foot here.

I kissed Xi Zhan's smooth forehead, he suddenly opened his eyes, and said in a low voice: "I have complained about him, hated him, and rarely even returned here, and in the next seven years, I took away his power, became a powerful man like him, and naturally became a cruel man like him!"

I shook my head and said, "No, you and him are different after all!" Xi Zhan, you know what you want, you never wronged yourself, you have always been the same, you are different from him after all. ”

Hearing me say this, Xi Zhan suddenly got up and leaned against the head of the bed, he raised his hand and gently brushed my tears with two fingers, raised his lips and said: "Well, I am different from him after all, he has the Xi family and has indelible responsibilities, and I ......"

Xi Zhan paused, and said for a while: "In the final analysis, I have nothing to do with the Xi family, the only thing I care about is you, that's all." ”

I have nothing to do with the Xi family, I didn't know the meaning of this sentence at that time, but Xi Zhan looked at me with a firm look in his eyes.

I seem to understand love from that, and I learned from him what firmness is, what is consistent with the end, and what is full of trust.

The only thing I care about is you,

That's all.

I'm Xi Zhan's and that's it.

This is nothing more like a spring light shining deep in my heart, with that little bit of dark and damp earth, I suddenly clearly understood why I had to choose Xi Zhan to follow him in the first place.

Because he knows love.

He cherishes the people he loves.

No matter where I go, no matter what danger I encounter, no matter what scenery I see......

As soon as I turned around, he was there.

In this life, it's all the same.

I bent over to hug him with emotion, he put his arm around my shoulders and said softly, "Yun'er, don't leave me in this life." ”

"I will never leave you for the rest of my life. ”

Unless he doesn't want me.

Otherwise, on what grounds should I leave him?

I can't bear it, I can't give up him in this life.

The love he gave me was very different from the love Gu Tingchen gave me, and I began to regret it in my heart, if only I had met him earlier.

"Sorry I didn't meet you sooner. ”

His voice was dark, "It's just right now. ”

I hummed in a low voice, and suddenly remembered what his own mother had said, and began to feel inferior in my heart.

I had a little low self-esteem in front of him.

I really don't deserve such a perfect man.

But I am willing to trust him with all my heart in the future.

Love Him with a whole heart.

"Second brother, I want to marry you. ”