After the two looked at each other and smiled, Lu Yu also immediately asked a heavy topic

"Do you still miss her now? ”

Hearing this, Xu Yang couldn't help but be silent, picked up the champagne on the table and took a sip, it might be better if there was wine in the glass at this time, at least he could experience the feeling of being drunk.

Then his voice became much lower

"Yes, how could I forget!After all~~ That is my best memory. ”

Lu Yu: "Look at your current appearance, how did you get out of the trough of your life?"

Hearing her inquiry, Xu Yang couldn't help but chuckle, shook his head and responded: "When people are at their lowest, don't bother anyone, be your dumb person! ”

"At that time, I didn't have to be comforted by others, I couldn't empathize, and how could the comfort of others be effective, so the best thing to do was to stay away from my own circle and not bring this emotion to them. ”

So I went out on my own for a year to calm my mood, fulfill a lot of her wishes, and make my life more fulfilling. ”

"Now my life has found direction, but the relationship is still at a low ebb, and I have never gone out. ”

Lu Yu was silent for a while after listening to his words, because she really couldn't see that this boy who was optimistic and cheerful on the outside was actually not cheerful on the inside.

What kind of strength is this, so that this boy who carries so much sorrow can still be smiling, optimistic and strong.

"Do you have any plans for your own future relationship? After all, you are still so young, only 25 years old, don't you have those girls around you who are better in all aspects?"

In the face of Lu Yu's inquiry, he thought about it seriously, there was no pain, no sadness, and no longing, he looked down at the ground, and just said a sentence very plainly:

"I can't tell why I love you, but I know that you are the reason why I don't love others, I like you, like the flower cat in South Lane, bohemian, I like you like the stone bridge in the north city, extremely ancient. ”

I don't know why, in the face of such an inquiry, this sentence automatically appeared in his mind, which really perfectly expressed his mood at this time.

When Lu Yu heard this, he could only understand his mentality at this time, because he had someone he loved in his heart, so he would not like other people anymore.

But she couldn't understand the following sentence at all, that was the degree of his love, and only she could know how big, heavy, and difficult it was to let go.

After listening to Xu Yang's words, Lu Yu was silent again, because every time Xu Yang said something, she would think deeply about what kind of person she was and what they had experienced between them.

"I'm really curious now, what have you experienced together, can you share your love?" Lu Yu asked cautiously.

The moment he heard this, the corners of Xu Yang's mouth unconsciously showed a smile, how could this kind of thing be said clearly!

And his emotional experience is not as simple as the outside world knows, so he can only respond with a smile:

"There are too many, all kinds of beauty, she makes me feel that the world is worth it, but in the end it didn't last long, I can only say one word"

"We didn't lose to love. ”

Yes, it is never love that defeats them, but fate, he used to think that man will win the day, but looking back it is true, 'everything is fate, not by anyone'

"She has been kind all her life, but she has not let her go of any of the sufferings in the world, but at least there is still me, the world is very good, and in the next life, I hope she can still meet me. ”

Immediately afterwards, he asked the other party in turn: "Sister Lu Yu, have you read "Human Disqualification"? This is a book written by an island writer, also known as "Disqualification from Being a Human Being", and there is such a sentence in it. ”

"Only overnight, my heart is like two people, she came from the sea of people, it turned out to be just to give me an empty joy, you came with the wind and rain, I have nowhere to avoid, you left the chaos of the four seasons, I have been sick for a long time. ”

"But for me, she didn't bring me empty joy, but real joy!"

After speaking, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, because he had never regretted his decision, but there were some regrets, regrets that she came too short, so short that he didn't finish all his love.

"So, even though your relationship has gone through so much suffering, you have never wavered?" Lu Yu asked softly.

"It's not that I didn't waver, but that none of us were, and never thought about these things. ”

"I remember she taught me a word of English. ”

"I like you, but just like you," she told me, which means in English. ”

"Even if it never happens"

"Even though I am lovesick to the bone"

"I'll treat you as before"

"The years are the same"

"If she can do this to me, then how can I let her lose?"

When he said this, Xu Yang kept having a smile on his face, and this smile made the cameraman on the side a little uncomfortable, and Lu Yu was silent for a long time.

She never thought that such a situation would happen in her home stadium, and she felt a little unbelievable that she was experienced in hosting, but at this time, she really couldn't say anything except silence.

Fortunately, this show is not a live broadcast, and her silence can also be appropriately cut, if it is live, she will be considered a live broadcast accident today.

Lu Yu: "Then have you told anyone else about these things?"

"No, when a person is most upset, especially a man, would rather keep all these things in his heart than speak out, and now I say it because I can accept it calmly. ”

"Actually, at the moment when I said all the words just now, I suddenly felt an inexplicable relief, as if the mountain that was pressing on my heart had been removed. ”

"Because I used to keep it a secret, a memory, and I didn't want to share it with anyone, and no one asked me, and you were the first person to hear my story. Xu Yang said to her with a smile.

Lu Yu: "Actually, I found that you and Hu Ge are really quite similar, and he also talked about a lot of things on our show that he never wanted to talk to others before." ”

"And you're all doing well now, at least in some areas you're extremely successful, and I feel like you're all like the phoenix, reborn in the flames, gorgeous and dazzling. ”

Faced with Lu Yu's evaluation, Xu Yang also said casually:

"This is normal, as long as a person can survive what he thinks is the hardest and most bitter, then he will definitely live another self, because from then on nothing can break him. ”

"Every affliction will turn into its own hard armor, and it will make you invulnerable and invulnerable. ”

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