After that, Du Yuan and I went back directly, back home, you are thinking about how to live in the future, I am penniless, the money on my body is only enough for me to order a few takeaways, and after that, I should be poor and can't make a sound.

I went to the balcony and called Brother Yuan, hoping to borrow some money from him, and Brother Yuan asked me to wait for him in the coffee shop.

I found a shared electric car downstairs and rode over. I watched the cars come and go, and a big truck came in front of me, and I thought for a moment that the big truck suddenly lost control and hit me, and I was not scared at the first time, but laughed because of this thought.

I shook my head and put all these strange thoughts in my head, I already had a concern, Du Yuan didn't have any scruples to choose to be with me.

I'm already very sorry for Tang Xi, when I was sure that I was going to be good to Du Yuan, I wasn't alone, I used to take care of my family, no matter what, what he said was right.

Gave me life, raised me so big, according to my original idea, when I earned the money to pay back everything I owed them, and then left this time, we are all too tired to live, aren't we?

Now, Du Yuan has become a person I can't let go, her emotional changes, her dependence on me, these various factors are the reasons for me to live, and people have a reason to live and have to work hard for life.

When I arrived at Brother Yuan's coffee shop, I didn't go in, I stood outside the door, I called Brother Yuan to tell him that I had arrived, and Brother Yuan asked me to sit and wait for a while.

I still didn't choose to go in, touching the cigarette on my body that I hadn't smoked since I came back from Chengde, I didn't want to smoke in front of Du Yuan, at least I promised her to quit smoking.

Lighting a cigarette, I looked at the pedestrians and vehicles in front of me, many of whom may have just passed by in the city, and we were all passers-by with bags and lights on our backs.

Some people lost their way in the red dust and stopped, while others struggled to find their way by the faint light in their hands.

Most people sell the lamp in their hands to blend in with the red dust, waking up and struggling in paralysis from time to time, and then becoming indifferent again.

Immersed in my own thoughts, my life seems to have always been miserable, whether it is from my family or what has happened to me, but whenever I can't hold on anymore, there will always be a reason for me to go on.

The last one was Tang Xi, now it is Du Yuan, and it will be Du Yuan in the future, she appeared in my life, and it was that reason, a reason that I couldn't refute myself.

Brother Yuan branched out of the crowd, walked up to me, and looked at me in surprise: "Why don't you go in and wait?"

"Coming to you for help, a little overwhelmed. "I casually said my mood at this time, the only person who can help me now is Brother Yuan, and it is not easy for him to enter Brother Yuan.

Brother Yuan squatted down next to me, and then looked up at me: "Why are you standing, why don't you squat down together if you ask me for help." ”

I knew that Brother Yuan wanted me to be more natural, so I also squatted down, I didn't know how to talk to Brother Yuan, speaking of which, Brother Yuan and I had only drunk once.

Brother Yuan didn't mention what I asked him to help with, he held the car keys in his hand, turned the sound of collision, and then said something that I had forgotten for a long time.

"When are you going to get the cat back?"

I didn't react for a while, the cat I bought last time seemed to have been with Brother Yuan since I bought it, and I suddenly realized that Brother Yuan's words made me lose my interest again.

"I've eaten a lot of cat food, and you have to pay me back a lot. ”

I was a little embarrassed, and then thought of the current situation: "Brother Yuan, you see that the cat is familiar with you, so I'll sell it to you." ”

Brother Yuan smiled playfully, and then looked at me seriously: "Say, find me something, I won't be poor with you, take the cat back today." ”

I'm thinking about how to open this mouth with Brother Yuan, borrowing money has different ways to borrow money from different people, and it all depends on whether I am willing to borrow you.

"Brother Yuan, I have encountered some things recently, and I am looking for you to borrow some money. ”

Brother Yuan didn't answer whether to borrow money or not, and looked straight ahead: "Are you with Du Yuan?"

I nodded, I don't know why Brother Yuan suddenly asked this.

"You are all together now, and trying to agree to Du Yucheng's conditions is just a matter of words, and it is much more convenient to find him than to find me. ”

I didn't know how to continue what Brother Yuan said, so I was silent and didn't speak.

Brother Yuan noticed my silence: "Isn't it?"

I can't refute what Brother Yuan said, there is really no problem with what he said, the problem is that I don't want to tie my pure relationship with Du Yuan to the chain of interests.

"Brother Yuan, in your opinion, this is a very simple matter, and even his conditions are not considered conditions for my current situation, just a simple additional question, the question is whether I am willing to write. ”

Brother Yuan stood up and hammered his waist: "People are old, and after squatting for a long time, the waist will start to fail, go in and talk." ”

I got up and followed Brother Yuan into the store, it was still the same location, and I came to Brother Yuan's coffee shop several times, and every time it seemed to be that location.

Brother Yuan fiddled with the nails on his fingers: "Actually, sometimes I know your character, but your personality and so-called personality self-esteem are really not important, what matters is your choice, she can understand, then it's not a big problem." ”

I wanted to argue with Brother Yuan, but when I thought that I was here to borrow money from him, I had no motivation to refute it.

I frowned, looking at Brother Yuan's attitude from beginning to end when he didn't care too much, if it wasn't for a few contacts, I would have gotten up and left quickly.

"I want something pure, not anything else, like a grain of sand in a pot of rice, and the person who bites it will have his teeth. ”

Brother Yuan looked at me, and his attitude finally changed, and then Brother Yuan fell into thought, sometimes laughing and sometimes frowning.

I watched the change in Brother Yuan's expression, it should be my words that made him something. Brother Yuan quickly came back to his senses and looked at me seriously.

"Thank you for making me understand one thing, yes, the sand there will be teeth no matter who gets into anyone's mouth. Brother Yuan clasped his hands: "How much do you need?"

I raised a hand, and Brother Yuan looked at the hand I raised: "Fifty thousand?"

I shook my head: "Five thousand is enough, and I can't borrow too much from you the first time." ”

"How much are you going to borrow next time?"

"There will be no next time. ”

Brother Yuan patted his chest: "I thought you would borrow 50,000 yuan from me when you opened your mouth!"

I smiled.

Brother Yuan took out his mobile phone and looked up at me after operating on the mobile phone for a while: "It's been turned around, remember to take it away when the cat turns around, and I have a lot of cat food and cat litter left there." ”

I nodded to Brother Yuan to indicate that I understood, and then got up: "I'll go back first, it's still a little urgent." ”

Brother Yuan raised his hand and motioned to me: "Come over for a drink in the evening and bring her over." ”

I reached behind my back, made an OK gesture, pushed the door open and walked out.