Lei Ling didn't avoid his gaze, but the smile on the corner of his mouth slowly narrowed: "Because you mentioned that you are sorry for many people...... In fact, I often feel sorry for many people, sorry for my grandfather, I can't come back to see him for the last time, I'm sorry for my grandparents, I don't spend too much time with them, I'm sorry for my grandma, I often contradict her, I'm sorry Lingling, and that ...... I didn't protect the unborn children, I'm sorry ......."

I didn't know what to think, he suddenly laughed: "I'm sorry Xiao Beiyuan, she is the most innocent, I was forced into this conspiracy by me, and I left her in the hospital." She was angry, and I didn't dare to say anything to her, wasn't it a wretch. In fact, you don't know, your daughter-in-law had better coax her, and she can be happy for a dollar lollipop for a long time. She didn't want to force me to break off with the Bai family, she just wanted to ...... Between her and the Kashiwa family, I don't want to sacrifice her every time. Dad, do you know, Xiaobei is really very sensible and well-behaved, the woman surnamed Lin went to her and persuaded her to divorce me, do you know what she said? That fool, she said that she seduced me. She also said that what I owe to Lingling is all on her head, and she will pay it back. She also said that in the future, she ......"

Lei Ling raised his head and suppressed the soreness in his eyes: "Do you know, in the twenty years since you divorced your mother, I feel like I am the one who has been abandoned every year, every month, every hour, every minute. When I was abroad, I had a nightmare in the middle of the night, and I dreamed that my mother was taking my brother and sister away, and you took the woman surnamed Lin and Jiayan away, and my grandparents left, leaving me in the sea. The storm is coming, and you don't feel sorry for me. It's been thirty years, and she was the first person to say that she would feel sorry for me in the future. ”

"Actually, I also think it's incredible, it stands to reason that my favorite mouth should be sorry for Lingling, she risked her life to save me, conceived my child, and finally ended up in such a tragic end...... Even if I die a hundred times, I can't make up for her. It is rumored that after Lingling's accident, I couldn't live alone, and I committed suicide several times. Actually, I don't have as much love as they say, I just have severe insomnia and take too many sleeping pills. Even when the doctor told me that Lingling was in a vegetative state and the child was not saved, I never thought of killing myself, or killing someone. But do you know, in the Japanese restaurant, when I saw Xiao Beiyuan being pressed against the wall by several girls and pushing her down, I really thought about killing someone. ”

Thunder's mouth opened and closed......

Lei Ling seemed to be determined to spit out all these things hidden in the depths of his heart, and the wine and tea were prepared in the private room, which Luo Ange brought back from Yunnan. Lei Ling knew that Lei Ting's blood pressure had been high in the past few months, so although he prepared wine, he didn't pour it, at this moment, he poured himself a glass, drank it all, and continued: "Dad, do you remember, when Lingling was pregnant, you were all happy, open champagne to celebrate. Actually, I'm quite scared, probably because of you and my mother, I don't like children. If mom and dad can't grow old together, it will be a harm to the child. The current love is too short and unreliable, and any slightest wind and grass will disintegrate. So I never thought of putting having a child in my life plan, even if it was with Bai Yuling. But do you remember the day you came to the hospital and you said that we gave our children a name. At that moment, my heart suddenly became super soft, and I was thinking, ah, two kids who follow my ass every day and call me daddy, just like I did when I followed your ass, that's good. The premise is that Xiao Beiyuan must be the child's mother. If it weren't for her, I would never have had children in my life. ”

"I've been with Bai Yuling for so many years, and I've never had such a thought. Yesterday, Xiao Beiyuan asked me, if Bai Yuling woke up one day and asked me to make a choice between them, who would I choose? I didn't know what was wrong at the time, so I didn't answer. Xiao Beiyuan thought that I would choose Bai Yuling, but she was very angry and disappointed...... In fact, I really wanted to go to Yanjing to find her, accompany her to the seminar, and take her to Tiananmen Square to see the flag-raising. Or don't go anywhere, just nest in a hotel room. But I didn't have the courage to go, I was going to take her to Mid-Levels Villa for the weekend today, and her birthday was approaching, so I prepared a surprise for her. But now, she won't forgive me. Dad, she won't forgive me. ”

During the whole process, Thunder didn't say a word except shock, shock, shock, and shock. He was the one who watched Lei Ling and Bai Yuling come all the way, and in the process of Lei Ling's narration, he said "Lingling" at first, and slowly called him by his name. The tone was gentle at first, but slowly became cold. Just the change of title shows the weight of one person in the heart of another.

And when addressing another woman, he mostly calls her by her first name, but throughout, his tone is full of enthusiasm, distress, and regret.

"Brother Ling, you ......"

Lei Ting didn't expect his son's feelings for Xiao Beiyuan to be so deep, and while he was happy, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

Speaking of which, among the people who are sorry for Xiao Beikite, he also accounts for one of them.

If he hadn't been obsessed, he wouldn't have caused a little girl who was waiting to be fed to lose her parents, and the old man with gray temples would have lost his son and daughter-in-law.

Hurt the night family......

Lei Ling poured himself another glass and drank it, his shoulders drooped, how could he still have the noble and elegant appearance on weekdays, but he looked like a child who made a mistake and was not forgiven by his mother.

"Dad, you have been divorced from my mother for twenty years, and I have never asked you why. Even if you spoil the woman surnamed Lin to the point of lawlessness, I have never said a word about you. But now you tell me the truth, what happened at the beginning ......" Lei Ling poured himself another glass and drank it, staggered to reach over, and leaned in front of Lei Ting, "You tell me the truth, what happened at the beginning, did you not save Xiao Beiyuan's parents when you saw death, so that Xiao Beiyuan's parents died tragically?" If you tell me that it is, then you know Xiao Beiyuan's temper, she will never be with me again, and I don't have the face to be with her. Dad, please, tell me, isn't it?"

Thunder got up and took the flask, poured himself a glass, drank it all, and poured another glass in his hand.

If the light in his eyes just now was a burning fire, then at this moment, the heat in it seemed to be splashed with cold water and suddenly extinguished.

"It's me who I'm sorry for the night family, what's the matter with you?"

Lei Ling's heart sank, and he smiled bitterly: "Dad, haven't you heard a saying called father's debt repayment to son? Today there are only two of us, will you tell me the truth? If it is really you, then I will cut off Xiao Beiyuan in two." If it weren't for you, I would chase her to Yanjing, coax her back, and give you two big fat grandchildren. ”

No one noticed that Lei Ling's left hand on the table was faintly trembling, and his knuckles were glowing with a terrifying blue-white.

And his eyes gradually secreted a bloodshot red.