Chapter 51: How does it feel to be deceived?
Outside the window, there was a "boom" of thunder, and the rain that had been stuffy for several days finally fell.
The sound of wind and rain banging on people's eardrums is not very comfortable, but it makes people feel suddenly relieved, like a depressed breath held in their hearts finally exhaled.
At the same time, the door to the operating room finally opened.
Walking out head-on was Director Li, who was wearing a light green surgical gown, and his eyebrows showed a little tiredness, but his expression was relieved.
Wen Mo walked quickly towards Director Li.
"The operation was a success. Before Wen Mo asked, Director Li smiled and spoke.
Wen Mo exhaled and looked at Yu Boyan beside her, her expression wanting to cry and laugh.
Knowing her mood, Yu Boyan didn't say anything, just hugged the person in his arms and stroked her neck.
The anesthesia had not subsided, and Wen Qizheng was still asleep when he was sent back to the ward.
At this time, the atmosphere in the ward was somewhat delicate.
There were six people in the room, including the patients.
Although this is a single room, it is not spacious enough to accommodate so many visitors.
After the nurse finished placing the patient, she skipped Yu Boyan, who was wearing a white coat, glanced at the other people in the ward, and said expressionlessly: "The patient needs to rest, just leave one or two family members to take care of it." ”
Legally speaking, Wen Qizheng's family is naturally only Wen Mo.
Although Dr. Yu is not a family member, he is a doctor and is not within the scope of the nurse's requirements.
Ning Aoyue was the first to speak: "Momo, I'll go first, tell me when your father wakes up." ”
She nodded at Liu Rulan again, turned around and prepared to leave.
"Teacher, I have something to ask you, can you stay?"
Wen Mo suddenly spoke.
Ning Aoyue didn't know why, but she still nodded.
Liu Rulan's complexion changed slightly, she glanced at Wen Mo, her eyes swept over Ning Aoyue, and finally stayed on Wen Qizheng's face on the hospital bed.
After staring for a moment, she retracted her gaze and looked at Wen Mo, her tone seemed to be a little depressed: "Mom will leave first, and your dad will tell me when he wakes up." ”
Two women, one after the other, said the same thing.
The difference is that after the former finished speaking, Wen Mo said something to stay, and the latter said, Wen Mo just hummed and nodded lightly.
Liu Rulan left, and Lu Yuncheng had no reason to stay here, and then left.
Knowing that his girlfriend was going to talk to her teacher about some private things, Yu Boyan didn't stay long.
For a time, most of the people were gone.
"Momo, what do you want to ask me?" Ning Aoyue said.
Wen Mo was stunned, she just didn't want Ning Aoyue to leave so embarrassed just now, so she blurted out for a while, she didn't really want to ask Ning Aoyue about something.
Naturally, it is inconvenient to say this to her.
So, she thought for a moment and asked, "Teacher, can you tell me about you and my dad?"
This time it was Ning Aoyue's turn to be stunned.
Wen Mo's words sounded so much like a child asking about the story of his mother and father.
Su Jing's face was slightly embarrassed, and Ning Aoyue's eyes flickered slightly: "Your father and I are high school classmates, this, your father should have told you." ”
"Teacher, did you teach me because of my dad?"
Wen Mo wanted to ask this question since she knew about the relationship between Ning Aoyue and her father that day, but she never had a chance to ask.
Hearing this, Ning Aoyue raised her eyes to look at her.
"No," she shook her head, "the first time I saw you, I didn't know you were Qizheng's daughter. I teach you because you are a good dancer, you have a very high talent in dancing, just like ......"
Speaking of this, she suddenly paused, her eyes darkened slightly, "Just like your mother." ”
Wen Mo knew that Liu Rulan was also a dancer when she was young, but she had never seen her dance.
Since she had an impression, Liu Rulan has been Mrs. Lu, a noble and elegant Mrs. Lu, and her movements are always elegant and decent.
Ning Aoyue smiled slightly, with a little relief in her smile: "Actually, when I first learned dance, I was also influenced by your mother. ”
Liu Rulan is the cause, and Wen Qi is the effect.
Ning Aoyue slowly told the story of the old years.
In fact, the story is also very simple.
Wen Qizheng likes Liu Rulan, who is a dance art student, and he often stands at the door of the school's dance studio in the early morning to watch Liu Rulan dance.
Ning Aoyue likes Wen Qizheng, everything he likes, she wants to learn.
At first, she was really introduced to dance because of her sweetheart.
It was only later that she truly fell in love with dance and became the pioneer of modern dance in China.
By mistake, she became acquainted with dance because of love, dedicated most of her life to the art of dance, and became a well-known dancer in China.
And Liu Rulan, who has a high talent in dance, gave up her dream of becoming a dancer because of love.
Fate is like a girl wearing a veil, and no one knows what the outcome will be until the moment the veil is lifted.
This incident is really new to Wen Mo, it turns out that there is such a story behind the teacher's artistic career, and this story is related to her father.
It sounds really romantic, not the romance of flowers and candles between lovers, but the romance of life changes, life is full of unknowns, just like the kaleidoscope played when I was a child, turn a grid, you can see different, gorgeous, colorful scenes.
Wen Mo looked at the smiling Ning Aoyue in a daze, her quiet face and gentle eyes did not reveal her true love for the art of dance.
Maybe Liu Rulan and Wen Qizheng were both causes at first, but the final fruit was actually her inner pursuit.
A woman who insists on her dreams is too beautiful, at this moment, the brilliance emitted by Ning Aoyue shocked Wen Mo, and she suddenly remembered a passage in a poem:
I don't think about whether I can succeed or not.
Since he chose a distant place, he only cares about the wind and rain.
I don't think about whether I can win love,
Since you love roses, you are brave enough to confide in your sincerity.
……
Ning Aoyue is the seeker who loves roses, she not only bravely confides in her sincerity, but also watered them with blood and sweat, roses do not grow on the branches, but have bloomed in her heart.
Or rather, she has long since become the rose itself.
"Teacher, do you regret it?"
Wen Mo asked implicitly, in fact, she really wanted to ask, did Ning Aoyue regret this fruitless crush?
Ning Aoyue shook her head: "To be honest, I don't know, I haven't thought about this problem. ”
Her answer, in fact, is already the answer.
"Liking someone is your own business, and it has nothing to do with others. This woman who is no longer young but still beautiful has long passed the age of not being confused, and her indifferent expression is just like the years she has gone through, not confused.
The sun was setting in the west, the remnants of the sun were like blood, and a large area of orange shrouded the beautiful woman, gilding her with a hazy halo.
Wen Qizheng's eyelids trembled slightly on the hospital bed, and he slowly opened his eyes, and the halo also fell into his pupils the moment he opened his eyes.
The two men and women who had long passed the age of confusion looked at each other at this moment, the sunset was so warm that it was dazzling, and there was a subtle atmosphere flowing in the ward.
Seeing her father wake up, Wen Mo opened her lips slightly, just about to say something. When she found that her father's eyes fell on her teacher, Wen Mo closed her mouth very smartly, quietly left the ward, and gently closed the door.
She walked all the way to Room 502 on the fifth floor of the outpatient building.
In the consultation room, Yu Boyan, who was dressed in a white coat, lowered his eyes slightly and was writing something, his expression was focused and serious.
Feeling something, the pen in his hand paused, and he raised his head.
Wen Mo stood at the door, a few meters away, bent her eyebrows and smiled at him, smiling sweetly and gently.
He had never seen her smile like that, and the setting sun was beside her, adding a hazy filter to her smiling face, which was as beautiful as a dream and heart-pounding.
Yu Boyan's heart moved, got up and walked towards her, and pulled the person in.
He held her waist with one hand, held her neck with the other, and leaned over with his head slightly sideways.
She raised her head, her two slightly cool lips glued together.
A gentle kiss is warmer than the sunset.
Sunset was shy, covered his eyes, and retreated.
I don't know how long it took for him to reluctantly leave those soft pink lips.
"Why are you smiling like that?" he asked.
She tilted her head slightly, her clear eyes flashed slightly, and a smile appeared in her eyes: "Because I found my rose." ”
"Huh?" Yu Boyan raised his eyebrows, a puzzled look on his face.
Wen Mo didn't explain, just smiled at him, smiling charmingly and gently.
"Girlfriend, I have every reason to suspect that you are seducing me......"
"What seduces you?"
He leaned over and whispered in her ear, his voice as low as a cello: "Guilt, crime." ”
Adam and Eve were expelled from the Garden of Eden by Jehovah for stealing the forbidden fruit, but they became the ancestors of mankind.
Christianity holds that stealing the forbidden fruit is the beginning of man's original sin and all other sins.
Actually, this is not only because the forbidden fruit is too tempting, but also because Jehovah has given mankind free will.
The combination of the two is the result and cannot be separated.
The woman with a sweet smile understood her sweetheart's words, and the tips of her ears were flushed with pink.
She buried it in his shoulder and said vaguely: "Doctor Yu, pay attention to your identity, this is your consultation room." ”
What she means is to be mindful of what you say and behave in public.
But the man in front of him deliberately misinterpreted her meaning, and he said in a deep voice: "Then let's go home now." ”
The word "home" came out of his mouth, and it inexplicably added a layer of charming color, which made people think about it.
Her ears were red with shame.
"I, I'll go back to see my dad!" she was a little flustered, her eyes flickered, she didn't dare to look at him, she said vaguely, pushed the person away and ran out.
ran away after flirting, leaving her boyfriend who couldn't react in vain, in place, with a helpless face.
Wen Mo returned to the ward and was about to push the door in, but Liu Rulan was inside, and Ning Aoyue was not.
Why is she here again?
Wen Mo was a little dissatisfied, just now she deliberately left the space for her father and teacher, and never wanted Liu Rulan to go and return.
She was about to push the door, but suddenly heard Liu Rulan's words, and stopped her movements.
"He already knew Momo was his child......"
Wen Mo frowned, suspecting that she had misheard.
But Liu Rulan's following sentence completely shattered her idea.
"Back then, you said that you were willing to fake a marriage with me, so that Momo would have a father. I'm so grateful to you for helping me in my most difficult time, even though Momo is not your daughter, I always know how you treat her. This is a grudge between me and him, and I shouldn't have involved you. But now that he knows Momo's existence, he should come to find Momo. So, I want to discuss with you if you want to tell Momo about this......"
Wen Mo froze in place.
Dad and Liu Rulan were fake marriages? She wasn't her father's daughter? Her biological father was coming to her?
It's all ridiculous!
Her face was pale, her palms were cold, her heart was pounding, and her head was buzzing.
Her hand shook and accidentally touched the doorknob, making a muffled "thump" sound.
Liu Rulan got up when she heard the sound, and when she saw Wen Mo at the door, her always calm and decent face flashed with panic.
"Momo, you ......"
She didn't know how much Wen Mo had heard, and she didn't know how to ask.
"Who's coming to me, and who is my real father?"
"Momo, you listen to me first......"
Liu Rulan's face was embarrassed.
Wen Mo raised his hand: "Don't talk nonsense to me, answer me directly." ”
She was very calm, so calm that Liu Rulan was afraid.
Liu Rulan didn't know how to answer her.
Looking at her daughter's indifferent face, she suddenly remembered the person back then, and told her so indifferently, break up, he is going to marry someone else.
That year, she was 21 years old, and she was the most beautiful girl in the entire dance academy.
His company has a cooperation project with the college, and in order to show its sincerity, the college specially arranged a small performance party after the meeting.
At that party, as the lead dancer, she danced a beautiful classical dance "Ai Lian Said".
The beautiful woman on the field danced "Ai Lian Said", but the handsome man on the field saw a slim and jade lotus.
When she took the curtain call, he held a lotus flower with buds waiting to be released, and handed it to her on stage.
I don't know how long it takes for a lotus flower to bloom, but the budding of love only takes the time of a lotus dance.
She never had a shortage of suitors, but no one ever gave her a lotus.
He was dazzled by her beauty, and she was fascinated by his romance.
The love between young men and women is like firewood and fire, one point at a time, the fire is raging, scorching the body and mind.
He told her that he would wait for him for a year, and in a year he would put on a wedding dress embroidered with lotus flowers for her.
However, a year later, what she was waiting for was not a wedding dress embroidered with lotus flowers, but the news of his marriage to someone else, which he said personally.
She was in pain, and her heart was like ashes.
She is already famous in dancing and has a great future, but this fire that ended without a problem burned her, not only her love, but also her belief in life.
To make matters worse, she found out she was pregnant.
Perhaps out of revenge, or out of hope, she decided to keep the child after an inner struggle.
However, in those days, unmarried pregnancy was a very shameful thing in the eyes of the world.
Someone in the dance troupe discovered her abnormality, and rumors grew.
She was only a 21-year-old girl at the time, she didn't dare to tell her family, and she didn't want to kill the child, and at the most painful time, she even thought of committing suicide by jumping off a building.
But she didn't have the courage after all.
She couldn't stay in the dance troupe any longer, she didn't know where she could go, and in her confusion, she remembered that there was once a gentle boy who had been by her side and gave her so much warmth.
That day, she came to the door of Wen Qizheng's house.
Wen Qizheng took her in and told her that he could fake a marriage with her if needed, and that he was willing to be the father of the child.
Therefore, she and Wen Qizheng have never really been together.
When she was in high school, she knew Wen Qizheng's feelings for her, although Wen Qizheng never confessed.
She admits that she did take advantage of Wen Qizheng's feelings for her and selfishly accepted his selfless dedication to her.
When Wen Mo was two years old, she met Lu Zhengxian.
After learning about Lu Jung-hyun's identity, she had a terrible idea.
Later, she got her wish, married Lu Zhengxian, and gave birth to their child Lu Yao.
Later, she wanted to take Xiao Wenmo to Lu's house, but Xiao Wenmo refused.
In fact, Xiao Wenmo's refusal is also a relief for her, whenever she sees Wen Mo, she will always think of that man unconsciously. Wen Mo's existence always reminded her of the man's ruthlessness and indifference at the beginning.
Just like at this time, Wen Mo made a cold face and asked her to tell her the answer.
She didn't know how to start at the beginning.
The wound in the bottom of the heart, the blood under the scabbed wound was connected to the flesh, and as soon as it was torn open, the flesh and blood were immediately pulled open.
"Momo ......"
Just when Liu Rulan was in a dilemma, Wen Qizheng's weak voice came.
Wen Mo heard the sound, took her eyes away from Liu Rulan's face, and when she saw her father, she unconsciously softened her eyes.
She walked quickly to the bedside and held her father's hand: "Dad, what's wrong? I'll call the doctor!"
Almost instinctively, her first reaction to seeing this gentle man was that this was her father, whether her biological father was him or not.
"You go back first. Wen Qizheng said this to Liu Rulan, who had a complicated expression, sadness, pain, entanglement, and contradictions, mixed together, and finally turned into a sigh.
She nodded, and when she raised her eyes again, she had already returned to her usual noble and dignified appearance.
She straightened her back and walked slowly out of the room.
"Momo ......"
"Dad, you just had surgery, don't bother, don't talk. I heard what you just said, and you don't have to say anything. You're my dad. ”
Wen Mo intercepted his words first, his expression was faint, calm and restrained.
Wen Qizheng opened his mouth, and after a while, he sighed slowly and nodded slightly.
He originally wanted to talk to his daughter about the events of the year, but he was weak and tired after the operation, and after a while, he fell asleep again.
Seeing that her father was asleep, Wen Mo got up and left the ward.
She walked alone to the back garden of the hospital, sat on a bench, and looked at the sunset, looking dazed.
She lived for more than 20 years, and her cognition was suddenly overturned, and the balance in her heart suddenly became unbalanced.
It's not sad or sad, it's just dazed.
A figure suddenly appeared in front of her.
Wen Mo slowly raised her head, and when she saw the person in front of her, her eyes widened, and she was surprised how she could appear here.
The girl in front of her has a delicate face and a thin figure, and she is wearing a fan dress of the C family, which looks sweet and elegant.
She tilted her head slightly, her delicate eyebrows and eyes curled abruptly, and her thin lips curled into a cute and quirky smile.
"Sister. ”
Wen Mo's body trembled unconsciously, she knew too well the meaning behind the sweet smile of the innocent girl opposite.
The first time she showed this kind of smile was during the summer vacation when Wen Mo was in the fifth grade of elementary school.
This cute and sweet girl said to Liu Rulan with tears in her eyes, Mom, my sister wants my rabbit candy, but I don't give it to her, so she pushes me and robs my rabbit candy.
Wen Mo wanted to explain at the time, but Liu Rulan looked at her with that disappointed and sad look, and she suddenly didn't want to explain, so she let Liu Rulan take the rabbit candy in her hand and hand it to her sister Lu Yao.
The second time was during the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school.
Lu Yao concocted the same method and accused Wen Mo of stealing her things, and Liu Rulan was so angry that she slapped Wen Mo at that time. It was also from that time that Wen Mo never wanted to go to Lu's house again.
When she grew up, Wen Mo once thought about why Lu Yao framed her, but she never understood it.
But she knew that her half-sister didn't like her, and even hated herself.
"Sister, how does it feel to be deceived?"
The sweet-looking girl spoke slowly, her clear eyes curved like crescent moons.