Chapter Eighty-Six: Care
I deliberately kept an eye on it, and when I went out, I called their school. The school said that now that the Internet is widespread, you can apply for suspension from the school's website. It's a loss to ask, otherwise I'll have to make a big trip again.
suddenly remembered Xiaoya, it can be said that she is the most reassuring thing for me now. can only leave everything behind first, take good care of her, and let her godmother bless her with a speedy recovery in the spirit of heaven.
returned to the small room rented for her on Garden Street, came to the bedroom, and saw Xiaoya climbing to the windowsill, opening the window, leaning and preparing to jump down!
I subconsciously took three steps and made two steps, flew to the window, hugged her slender waist, and hugged her fiercely. She was desperately trying to break free of my hands and jump out of the window.
Fifteen stories high, once you jump, there is definitely not the slightest hope of survival. Xiaoya was grief-stricken, crying bitterly while trying to break free of my arm, while screaming in a heart-splitting voice: "Let me die, don't stop me, I'm in pain, I miss my mother, I'm going to find her, she's too lonely there, I'm going to accompany her." I hugged her tightly, and I wouldn't let her break free.
She was weak, where was my strength, I hugged her off the windowsill, quickly closed the window, my heart pounded into one, I couldn't stop being afraid.
I should have thought that she was so stimulated that she would trigger suicidal thoughts. It's just a little bit closer, and if I'm half a step late, I'm afraid I can only witness Xiaoya's corpse.
I warned myself that I would have to take care of her every step of the way until she was fully recovered.
Recalling what the doctor said, it was true, she was mainly suffering from psychological problems now, and I had to take her to see a psychiatrist.
Since then I haven't left her for almost a moment, including sleeping at night. She slept in the bed, and the wooden floor under my bed naturally separated her from the window. Actually, it's pretty stupid to think about it. If she really wants to kill herself, she doesn't have to jump off the building!
So I hid all the murder weapons that could cause death, including scissors, kitchen knives, sleeping pills, etc., so that she would not have a chance.
During that period of time, I was able to take my brain, and I couldn't sleep steadily, for fear that something would happen to Xiaoya, and gradually I also had insomnia, no matter what, I had to let her live well.
She was still sitting in the corner in a daze, not wanting to leave the house or seeing anyone. Bathing non-stop all day long. In a month, the water bill alone is four or five hundred yuan. The water company kept calling and asking, "Do you have a bathhouse, why do you waste so much water?" If you don't save it, you will double it in the future. I shook my head helplessly, speechless.
Anxin Hospital is the best mental health tertiary hospital in the city, and the chief physicians in it are all authorities who enjoy state subsidies. It can be said that No. 1 is hard to find.
With the process of urban development, market economy, opening up and reform, people's mental pressure is great, and the competition for talents from all walks of life is fierce.
The gap between the rich and the poor is large, and high-consumption places abound, which is particularly easy for people to have various psychological imbalances.
The development of science and technology and the rapid development of information networks have enabled many traditional frauds to obtain a more favorable platform, and Internet telephone fraud has come into being. Victimizing a lot of people.
All these factors have made many people with a bad mentality the hardest hit areas of mental illness. This disease, which was rare before, has been given a new concept, and the new term psychologist has become more and more accepted by people.
In fact, developed countries abroad have long paid special attention to it, and they believe that psychological problems are more important than physical problems.
Gradually, people in China have begun to pay attention to it, and major medical institutions have increased mental health departments. If you want to say that the authority has to be a safe hospital.
There was an endless stream of people who came to see the doctor, looking pale and bloodless, looking like passers-by in the desert who were seriously short of water.
Among them, the proportion of elderly patients is not small. There are many retired cadres from enterprises and institutions, who are in the city, with beautiful scenery and scenery, hugging from front to back, and holding the moon with stars. This retreat, the front of the door is deserted, and no one cares about it, which makes their mentality seriously unbalanced, and there is a huge gap in their hearts, so that the majesty of the past is long gone, leaving endless loneliness and emptiness.
Adolescence and menopause are often the high incidence of mental illness, and this group of people has a great impact on their psychology due to physical functions.
And there are not too many patients like Xiaoya who suffer from severe irritation.
I clutched her limp slender hand tightly. Walking towards the hospital. I'm afraid she'll run to the middle of the road to die.
Her eyes were straight and she was oblivious to the crowd around her. "Brother Wen, why did you bring me here?" Xiao Ya asked with some confusion.
"It's okay, I just want you to come out and relax. Let's talk to an expert, after all, they have more experience than me. It's okay for the two of us to chat together, but we can't open your knots. I know that no one can stand such a blow, but we still have to be hopeful about life, after all, those who are alive have to continue to live well!, right?" I said to her.
"You're not going to take me for a psychopath, are you?" she said, a little surprised.
"How is that possible! I have always felt that you are a cultured intellectual woman, your intellectual beauty has always made me feel very comfortable, your education is very high, and your quality is also very good, I have never thought that there is anything wrong with you! It's just that a lot of things have happened in the recent past! I'm worried about seeing you sad! I'm going to find a way to cheer you up and be happy. I comforted her.
"Brother Wen, you are so good to me!" Xiao Ya said with some emotion.
"You've always been someone I'm particularly concerned about, I hope you're all right, don't refuse all this I've done to you, okay?
"Brother, I listen to you! I will try my best to overcome my demons and get back on my feet! I won't be looking for death anymore, don't worry!"
It's so hard to make an appointment with this hospital! I tossed and turned for several days for this expert number. At first, from the computer, I opened the appointment system, waited, the appointment interface just started, before I could operate, dozens of expert numbers were full. I shook my head helplessly, it was a routine again. It is so obvious that it is really suspected of fooling the people.
I dialed Sister Hong's number, "Sister, is it convenient to speak?"
"Wenwen, you can say it!" Sister Hong said dryly.
"The expert number of Anxin Hospital can't hang up at all, so I have to ask you for help!"
"What's wrong with you, are you depressed? Why did you go to the doctor? Wasn't you okay two days ago?"
"No, my godmother's daughter can't think about it, I'll bring her over to have a look!" I said lightly. After all, when it comes to Xiaoya's privacy, I have to say this, but I ask people to do things, and I'm afraid it's not good if I don't reveal some truth.
Sister Hong said simply: "You wait there, a doctor will come to pick you up in a while, no need to register, see first, he will give you what medicine you need." What does it cost to see a doctor?"
I shook my head helplessly, and finally understood why I couldn't make an appointment, it turned out that the routine was here!