When I left the coffee shop, I didn't want to go back, I first walked on the road alone, and the winter sun shone on my body, and there was always a feeling of seeing the blue sky through the clouds.

The people on the street are wearing down jackets and scarves, and the smell of the cold wind blowing into the nose makes people look forward to the coming spring.

I walked aimlessly, and finally found that I was walking in the direction of the river, looking up and smiling, as if the two sides had become places where I wanted to go happily and wanted to go if I was unhappy.

Eventually, I gave up the idea of going to the riverside, went to the nearest bus stop, got on the bus, got to the last row of seats, sat by the window, and stared out the window like that, all the time stunned at the sights that kept running towards the back of the bus.

When the car started, I stared out the window, when the car stopped, I looked at the people who came up, until I reached the terminal, I realized that I didn't seem to have eaten much this day, at a snack bar at the terminal, I went in and ordered a meal, and then fell into my own thoughts, and when I came back to my senses, I found that I was embarrassed and stunned but didn't know what I was thinking just now.

After eating, I took the car back, and when I got downstairs to the community, I sat on the stone platform of the fountain, which has never been watery since the winter, but the moment I sat down, the cold feeling instantly spread throughout my body.

Looking at the children playing and frolicking on the edge of the small square of the community, while chatting about the adults, such a scene will always be very warm, looking at those children.

I looked at the chasing children, giggling and laughing, their innocence I envy, since I was a child, because of the label of sensible, I didn't feel too much joy, I remember that my happiest thing is every summer.

The summer rainstorm always comes very suddenly, as if to surprise you, it quickly drenches the ground, and the smell of the earth is accompanied by the smell of rain, I think, I haven't asked about that smell for a long time.

In addition, the pond is always overflowing in the summer, and the fish that run out is my happiness all summer, I build a stone next to the ditch, put the net in the middle, and then wait quietly next to it, and pick it up and take a look, there will always be many surprises.

Other memories are the strange sounds of the rice fields at night, and the honeysuckle during the rice planting season, which I would always fold off, fill a beer bottle with water, and put it at home, always with the fragrance of the room.

It was getting darker and darker, I bought a bowl of wontons at the door of the community, and when I returned home, Du Yuan stood in the kitchen. Looking out the window through the kitchen window. She turned around when she heard me open the door, and I placed the wontons on the table.

I looked at Du Yuan with a smile: "I haven't eaten it yet, I brought you wontons." ”

Du Yuan walked over, sat down at the table, and opened the ravioli. She sniffed it, scooped one up with a spoon and ate it, then looked at me.

"Isn't it delicious?"

Du Yuan shook his head with a pout, and then swallowed: "You haven't written anything for several days." ”

As soon as Du Yuan reminded me, I realized that I had forgotten a long habit of a series of things.

I looked at Du Yuan with a smile: "After watching you finish eating, I'll write tonight." ”

Du Yuan ate wontons and drank soup until she finished eating. She looked up at me again and didn't speak.

"I'm going to look for a job in the next year, do you have any plans?"

Du Yuan seemed to be thinking, and didn't reply to me for a long time, I cleaned up the things on the table: "It's okay for me to keep you alive." ”

Du Yuan smoothed his hair: "My mother has all her savings over the years, I want to open a tutoring class, and I have always wanted to be a teacher." ”

I just wanted to speak, Du Yuan looked up at the ceiling: "Dad didn't have time to accompany me since I was a child, I have already passed the certificate from piano to singing and guzheng." ”

"Okay, as long as it's what you want to do. ”

Du Yuan looked at me happily, and I turned around and went back to my room. I'm going to pick up the pen that I've put down for a long time, there are a lot of things, I'm going to write them down, Xiao Mu I want to remember.