Chapter 316: The Lost Soul
"Have you really thought about it and won't go to a cold company?"
Lu nodded, "Yes, it's already decided, I don't know if he approved the resignation application, but it's not appropriate to go back after leaving for so many days!"
"When two people are together, they feel that all this is understandable and convenient, but if there is a quarrel or a conflict, all this becomes a shackle!"
Lu Yi looked at Tang Tang seriously, "Sister Tang Tang, can you understand my current mood?" I want to be a separate individual, a person named Lu Yi, not a girlfriend who is as cold as the wind, nor the daughter of my parents, just myself!"
Tang Tang frowned slightly, "You are originally yourself, as long as you feel that you are yourself in your heart!"
"I've always felt that I'm a cold girlfriend in my heart, but this time when it happened, he didn't appear by my side for the first time, and the barrier of security in my heart has cracked, and I found that I used to rely on him a lot, and now I can do it independently, does this mean that I don't need him anymore?"
Tang Tang laughed out loud, "This is growth, maybe it's a little inappropriate for you to grow up now, but this is the growth in your relationship, the person you have always thought was good to you, and suddenly one day you are disappointed, you will be like a hedgehog covered with thorns, used to protect yourself, in fact, you are also an insecure person." ”
Lu Yi laughed softly, "I used to think that it was hypocritical to say this, but it really happened to me, and I realized that those girls might have been as helpless as me at that time." ”
"I figured it out like this, I don't want to go to his company, then start over, your various hardware conditions are not bad, it's easy to find a suitable job, you come to the bar to help, it's really a bit overkill!"
Lu Yi shrugged, "It's okay, anyway, I don't have a job right now, you might as well just give me something to do, so it won't make me think about it!"
Tang Tang was helpless, "Then you can come, but I may not be able to afford the salary that Mr. Leng gave you." ”
Lu Yi lowered his head shyly, "You can still joke with me, I don't lack that money, I just want to come over and help, so that I don't feel alone!"
In fact, Lu Yi's purpose of coming over to help was very simple, she saw Tang Tang's distraction more than once tonight, and the matter was definitely not as simple as Xiao Qian said, but if she asked so directly, Tang Tang would definitely not say it.
So it's better to come here and find out for yourself.
"Alright then, come on, then you will stay with me for the rest of the time, but I don't want anyone else to know where I live!"
Lu Yi understood what this other person was talking about, she definitely didn't want Leng Rufeng to know, because if Leng Rufeng knew, it meant that Zhou Yi would also know.
Lu Yi hesitated for a moment, but still subconsciously asked, "Sister Tang Tang, have you contacted Brother Zhou Yi when you came back from Linshi, and how are you going to solve the matter between you?"
Tang Tang was stunned for a moment, and smiled faintly, "What is there between us, what can be anything?"
Lu Yi was dumbfounded and hesitated, "Did you really put it down?"
"Well, all my thoughts are on the bar now, at work, and the things I used to do were too simple, and I always thought that I could do whatever I wanted within my control!"
"When things get out of control, you don't have the ability to solve it, and you don't have someone next to you to help you, you will find out how helpless you are alone, and the suffering you used to have is nothing!"
"That's the end of it between me and him, the entanglement has been too long, so it makes me understand that we can't be together!"
Zhou Yi has often come to the bar intentionally or unintentionally recently, but he has been avoided by Tang Tang, because he doesn't want to have anything to do with the two of them.
The child's matter made her completely understand that in fact, she shouldn't be soft-hearted at that time, and leaving this child won't change the outcome, even if she divorces, it will be disgraceful in the future.
Is there any meaning in such feelings?
Tang Tang turned his head to look at Lu Yi, "You don't have to worry about my affairs, you take care of yourself, I really hope that you will live a better life and be better to yourself." ”
Tang Tang held her wine glass, shook it gently, drank it all, she put the empty wine glass on the table and beckoned, Xiao Wu came over to take the wine glass away, and put a glass of wine on the table again.
Lu subconsciously dissuaded, "Sister Tang Tang, you still don't drink so much wine, since you don't want to say this, I won't say it." ”
"It's okay, for me, I feel like I've let go, I don't want people to know where I live, I just don't want to have too much trouble, because there are so many things here, so it's not easy to start over!"
After speaking, Tang Tang took a sip of wine gently, "It's good to be drunk, if you're drunk, you won't think too much, if you don't think too much, you won't have any troubles, and if you don't have troubles, you will be happy!"
"It's more comfortable to sleep when you're drunk!"
Tang Tang stood up, "I'll go to the bathroom, you sit for a while!"
Lu Yi sighed, it is true that everyone's life is a thousand attitudes, but she can't do anything but watch Tang Tang worry, this feeling of helplessness is really sad.
Not long after Tang Tang left, Xiao Qian came down from upstairs and saw that there was only Lu Yi on the table, and touched her brows slightly, "What about Sister Tang Tang?"
"I'm going to the bathroom," then Lu Yi thought of something, why stopped Xiao Qian, "Xiao Qian, are you busy now? If not, can I ask you something?"
Xiao Qian pulled her clothes and sat on the chair, "Do you want to ask Sister Tang Tang about it?"
Lu nodded, "I always feel that something is not quite right with her today, is it my delusion?
"It's nothing, it's just that Tang Tang was pitted by Mr. Shen's strength at the beginning, and now we owe a lot of money, although the bar is officially open, but the income and expenditure are basically balanced, and we don't make any money, some time ago, someone came here to make trouble, and there are even fewer people, if it weren't for the recent various preferential activities and dances, plus a lot, you may not see that there are so many people here." ”
"Sister Tang Tang has basically not rested well since she came back temporarily, she has been worrying about various things, and she has been a little insomnia recently, she often sits here and drinks until the early hours of the morning, and she has to drink more than two bottles a day, and she can't be persuaded either!"
Xiao Qian sighed, "Now I'm in the company during the day, and when I come back at night, I'll lie here and drink non-stop, send it back when I'm drunk, and start again the next day, if it goes on like this, I'm really worried about her body!"