"According to what you mean, do you mean that in these dreams I am dreaming of different people, not Xia Yan as I thought?" I took the medical record book and asked, I was a little confused by what Dr. Gu Suliu said, in my consciousness, the dream of Xia Yan is constantly becoming clear, but now what Dr. Gu Suliu said made me start to waver.

Is the person everyone dreamed of in a dream really Xia Yan?

Or is it just like what Dr. Gu Suliu said, it's just my subconscious presentation under Murphy's Law.

"Yes, in those dreams, you are very likely to dream of different people, different people appear in your dreams, but you have all turned them into Xia Yan, Xia Yan and you have a relationship before, you put a lot of illogical dreams on her, so these dreams of yours are starting to haunt you. Dr. Gu Suliu said to me seriously, looking extremely professional.

My mind was further confused by his idea: "You go on. ”

"The reason why you feel that dreams and reality are mirrored is because when you first dreamed, the protagonist of the dream was not clear, but you knew Xia Yan in your life, so in the subsequent dreams, your subconscious led you to take the protagonist of all dreams as Xia Yan. Because in your subconscious you are always worried that everything around you is a scam, and your consciousness begins to develop in the worst direction, which is what you call Xia Yan's frequent appearance in your dreams. Dr. Gu Suliu looked at my somewhat stunned expression and poured me a glass of water: "I know it's hard to understand, but our brains and our consciousness are deceptive, and when we are afraid of something, that thing will develop in our consciousness like that." But if we look into them, we can come out of that emotion. ”

After listening to Dr. Gu Suliu's words, I nodded as if I didn't understand: "I seem to understand what you mean." In fact, as long as I don't think like that, Xia Yan will no longer be the protagonist of those dreams in my dreams, and I can live a normal life. ”

"Yes, that's what it means. Dr. Gu Suliu nodded with satisfaction: "Many times the changes in our emotions are very related to our thoughts, and when our thoughts become positive, our emotions will also become positive. ”

"Thank you. "Although there are a few words that Dr. Gu Suliu said that I have not yet fully understood, I can basically be sure that the dreams that have been bothering me for a long time are really just dreams, and they are the distorted reactions of my consciousness.

After realizing this, I started to feel guilty about my previous attitude towards my mom and Ishin, and I shouldn't have taken my negative emotions out on them.

"Then, that's all for today's treatment, you go out to get the medicine first, the pharmacy is on the first floor, you can leave after taking the medicine, if you still feel unwell, or if you have any questions, you can call me at any time." Dr. Gu Suliu smiled and said to me and handed me a sign of his name with his phone number on it.

"Okay, thank you, thank you. I got up and took Dr. Gu Suliu's business card and prepared to go get the medicine.

I feel that the clouds that have been hanging over my head for days have dissipated, I can finally face my mother calmly, face Yixin, and the investigation of Xia Yan can also be over, and I can marry Yixin with peace of mind.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw Yi Xin: "Why are you here?" I remember when I asked Yi Xin today, Yi Xin said that she had something to do today and couldn't come with me.

"It's not like the store is busy, come and see you, and besides, I'm troublesome to Dr. Gu Suliu today, so I have to come to mean it." Ishin smiled at me and shook the fruit gift she was carrying.

"You're still sensible, then I'll go get the medicine first, and you take the things to Doctor Gu Suliu. "I showed Yixin the medical records in my hand and went down to get the medicine.

Yi Xin has always been more thoughtful than me in terms of being a person, and I often can't think of anything she can think of.

This also made me more aware of Yi Xin's goodness, her care and love for me is not just lip service, but more in these little actions, if it weren't for her, it would be difficult for me to make an appointment with Dr. Gu Suliu, and I wouldn't be able to solve the knot that has plagued me for so long.

I also began to wonder if I could trust her a little more and tell her about my frustration and hardships earlier, whether these things that bothered me would have been solved earlier.

By the time I finished taking my medicine and was about to go back to Dr. Tani's office, Yi Xin was already waiting for me in the lobby.

"Dr. Gu Suliu still has a job today, and the gift has been given to him, so we won't disturb his work. Let's go, let's go home. "Ishin was holding my arm with one hand and a black bag in the other, and I didn't see her take it when I was at the door.

"I'm thinking we'll have dinner together for a while, but I'm really bothering him today. "I was a little puzzled about the bag, but I thought it should be a gift from Dr. Gu Suliu, so I didn't ask again.

"This is what you don't understand, Dr. Gu Suliu's consultation time is scheduled for next year, if you really have a slow meal with us, his patients will come to hunt us down. Ishin playfully said to me, looking in a good mood.

"Doctor Gu Suliu is so busy!" I asked with some exaggeration, I knew that Dr. Gu Suliu was an expert in this area, but I didn't expect that his consultation time would be scheduled for next year, and it was really thanks to Yi Xin.

"Of course!" Yi Xin replied with some exaggeration, a little bit of encouragement.

We walked up to Eaxin's car, and I pulled her to stand still and said from the bottom of my heart, "Thank you." ”

All along, it was Yixin who gently tolerated me, understood me, and helped me.

I've said so many words of thank you to others, but I haven't said thank you to her until now.

"What's the matter!" Yi Xin gently hammered my chest, a little uncomfortable with my sudden seriousness, her eyes were slightly red, and her voice was slightly hoarse: "Thank you for telling me." ”

I hugged her and took a deep breath, and my nose was filled with her fragrance.

I felt like a fool, blind to the good things around me and thinking only about the worst.

"I love you. I hugged Yi Xin seriously and said.

"What's wrong with you today?" Yi Xin's voice choked up a little, and he paused and replied in a somewhat nasal voice, "I love you too." ”

We hugged for a long time in the night, and after somehow listening to what Dr. Gu Suliu told me, I had a feeling of the rest of my life.

It turns out that for so long, I have been blind to the warmth around me, just chasing those broken dreams and the people who have passed away.